February 2, 2025

Life taught me to see the things that blinds me. Now I see how life changes my perspective in life. Akala ko life put me through that in order to suffer but I failed to see the Truth along the way.

I suffered and eased that pain in order to see the things that I will forever forget. For a long time I waited for this chance to happen. And now, I see it clearly, I see how things unfold in front of me. I see the Truth behind it. I failed not because God let it but God has on way to give my lesson upon it.

He let me use it; to ease that pain and sorrow for me to understand how failure and wrong way turn me into the right direction. I see how that failure became my success today. I see clearly how life puts a play on me. He let me use it to become stronger and capable of doing everything I have to use in the right and perfect direction.

I failed because I see failure from a different perspective but now I see clearly how I failed. I failed because I controlled things and sabotaged my life by blaming God through it. I become the worst child of our god almighty. I failed him by blaming him for my suffering. I failed because I put pressure on myself to do what I want without acknowledging what God wanted me to do and what God means in the way of life.

Naging matigas ako ruined myself along the way. Now I see how things ruined me. It's my fault to not see everything at that time. But that's how life turns too. How trials and error put in order for us to survive and become the best version of ourselves. And to learn, we need to fail and become a new player in that game called life.

I see how life plays. I failed because I chose it and forgot to believe in God's ways. I choose my way and not a way that God's wanted me to do. I become stubborn and childish for doing my own thing without thinking if it is right or wrong.

Now I wanted to see the flow of water without judgement along the way. I wanted to let my journey go along God's ways. It's not too late to start all over again after that failure and stubbornness. I see clearly why I have all of this. Thanks God for everything and I claimed all of this as memories and beautiful experiences to learn more along with the journey of reality.

If life taught me something, there's always a reason and why it happened. We might not understand it for now but every piece of it unfolds at the right time. Magugulat na lang tayo na everything turns out to be what we don't expect but reality knocks on our door for us to wake up. And when time comes, there's no other choice but face it face to face, whether we like it or not.

We cannot control things in our ways because God does his thing in order for us to survive and be part of reality. If you fail today, believe me, tomorrow everything will turn into something different and you will be shocked that it's always God's way. Just keep on believing and everything turns right at the right place if it is really for you to achieve it. If for you to learn it and if for you to experience that lesson along the way.

We aren't failures, we used to acknowledge it as a wrong turn because we were scared that everything would turn bad. We were scared that if we failed everything might not change at all. But the only thing that matters is in that failure, we find it unsafe and unsatisfactory in that result yet in reality, that's how we learn along the way. If we experience it we might see clearly that life puts us in that place for us to grow and learn from it.

We think that failure is our end yet in reality, it's only a beginning for us to see the light along the way. We find it hard, as life is hard but there's no easy life, we aren't born to ease things, we are born to become a person in this chaotic life.

But you know what, in life, I learned that the people itself is the one who makes a problem within. An individual thinker is the one who makes their life complicated and suffers. We are the one to blame for that. Yet, if we think in a different perspective, we might see that acceptance is the key to everything.

If you learn to accept the truth behind everything then you will start seeing a different perspective of life too. And that's how you see clearly that the hard life we called is not that hard as it is. It's our own thinking about what things mean to us. It's how we acknowledge this thing in a different perspective in order for us to see the beauty of life along the chaotic journey of what they called suffering and hardship along the way of living in this world.

We might see this new and unsafe territory but that is how reality plays its game. We don't understand it yet but sooner or later we might see the difference in perspective through it and we find it an incredibly perfect and a success story out of a line of what we think is perfect.

If life puts you in a fire then let it blow and make a perfect style because sooner or later that design becomes your sword and shield to become the best knock out for you to wake up and believe in a different perspective of suffering and hardship in life. And that's how you see how things unfold perfectly with the God's intention you see.

If you failed today, stand up and be part of a new beginning. If you're tired today, sleep for a while and then fight back. And if you think that life leaves you and God's let you do your thing then pray for him to help you see how things unfold. Because no matter what happens, God always has a way for you to see the beauty of life in dark days. If you can't handle things, beg for forgiveness and help for you to find a way to survive along the journey of your direction.

If you're blind to see that God's let you go then ask for a new beginning with him and let him play your life once and for all for you to find the perfect perimeter of that direction; a place where he wants you to occupy. God always has a way, keep believing through him and everything makes perfect if you let him do his thing in your life. Stop blaming him for your knock out because it's for you, us to learn along the way of life challenges.

-Ghi Cabalza (Mxgchef)