I wake up early in the morning looking for a new beginning. The air in the surroundings keeps me calm and the way a bird sings keeps me wondering for new changes and new beginnings to be alive and have freedom to do my own thing and others things.

People always have a right to choose what path they want. They have capabilities to breathe and breathe out the negativity along the way because they're humans who need life to be alive. They can choose whatever and whenever they want. No judgement about it. It's a personal choice.

But you know what, there are things in life that keep me wondering why things unfold like that and this. I don't know what happened but one thing for sure....too much suffering and scars about it. People ignore the fact that they mess up and choose the other side of life.

I can't hide my anger with the past. The pain itself puts me in a shell of how I can understand things in front of me? My emotion keeps me wondering why there are people who put so much pain and scars on other beings. Why do they need to do what they do? No matter the reason, this is still not enough for me to understand their choices because everything is tough as hell.

I don't understand. I can't define it. Its too much for me to understand. I don't know what to do. Hindi ko maatim na may mga taong handa kang itapon para sa Pera at kayamanan. Kayang ipagpalit ang pagmamahal at pamilya sa isang pinggan na nasisirang pagkain. How ridiculous is that. Pathetic ignorance.

This is too much for me to understand. Pamilya mo, but kailangan mong itapon para lang sa pansariling interes. Hindi ko maintindihan at patuloy kong hindi maintindihan dahil masakit intindihin. Is it money is enough for some people to change their own family as a sacrifice? I don't know. Why? Why they need to do that? That's a lot of hell of it.

Why, why do they need to sacrifice family for the sake of money and material things? Is it worth fighting for? I don't understand. Everything is too much for me to understand. Nabubulag sila ng katotohanan na everything is perfect but in reality, everything is in chaos. Every piece of it turns to hell.

Wasak na ang lahat bago pa man mawasak. Sira na ang lahat bago pa may masira. Lahat ng bagay minapula na ang lahat. They ruined every piece of individual for the sake of protecting money, material things and sabotaging the connection for them to be selfish and self-focused.

How much destruction they need for them to understand that everyone is ruin by that manipulation? How much degree of chaos for them to understand that everything is tough thing to changes. Na lahat ng bagay ay sira na at mahirap ng ibalik? Na iyong pain at bakas ay mahirap ng patayin at burahin?

Hindi ba sila napapagod? Nawawala ang katahimikan. Nawawasak ng lahat dahil sa maling interpretation. They ruined everything for the sake of following the crowd. Kailan ba sila hihinto? Kapag may nawala na, or kapag humina ang mga paa nila at hindi na kayang tumayo? Kailan? Kailan sila magigising sa katotohanan? Kailan nila mauunawaan ang salitang Compassion and Love? Kailan nila mauunawaan ang salitang Give and take with care?

I don't understand. And I don't want to understand because it's too much for me to understand. I'm too tired of wondering why they do such a thing. Why do they choose what they choose? I can't define how I felt because there's so many things I want an answer for. Why do they choose material things over in their own family? Why? Why sacrifice it for the sake of being first and most?

Naawa ako. Naawa ako sa mga taong sarado ang isip para mauunawaan ang lahat pero nalulungkot ako. Nalulungkot ako para sa mga taong willing maging martyr para sa pagmamahal. Sa kaunting pagmamahal na maabunan para sa kanila. They're too naive about it. Too demanding.

They're too in denial by the fact that people choose other things than them. They're too naive to understand that people they love choose other things than their own family and connection.

They keep ignoring things for the sake of material wealth. For the sake of protecting money and becoming the first in line of the weakest form of wealth. A wealth of short term processes. A term where in a place of blinded item.

Madaling masira at mawasak dahil hindi pinaghirapan at pinilit lang makuha at maging kaniya. They choose the broken part of wealth rather than the true success of it. If you know what I mean then congratulations on finding the truth of success because it's for you to find out and be in reality of it.

Truth seekers know what true success means but ignorant people know what is the easiest way to get it. They can get it easily but too fast too lose. Like the flow of water, it will go freely without a barrier to stop and multiply.

Hanggang saan sila dadalhin ng pagkabulag? Hanggang saan sila dadalhin ng kasinungalingan? Hanggang saan nila mapanghahawakan ang lahat? Hanggang saan nila dadalhin ang salitang ignorance before ma-realized that they mess up things in front of them....that they ruined their own family in a blind side of life. Na winasak nila iyong tunay na success para lang sa pang-madaliang tagumpay. How pathetic choice is that...useless to fight for.

At sa mga taong nanggagamit at patuloy na gumagamit ng tao para sa ikatatagumpay nila. Congratulations of ruining people's life. Kung sa tingin mo tagumpay ka na well? Hanggang diyan ka na lang ba? Always play dumb and useless users.

Paano nila maatim na gawain ang isang bagay na alam nilang ikakasira ng iba? Wala ba silang puso? O sadyang kinain sila ng kasakiman at pagiging self-centered, para lang sa sariling interes na Hindi maghirap? Mas nakakaawa pala iyong ganyan kaysa iyong humihingi ng tulong.

Alin man sa dalawa, they're both ignorant by the fact that they choose the wrong one. Ayokong I-defined dahil may masasaktan at may mapapasakitan but everything turns to it whether we like it or not. It's the same as hell. Same balls flack together.

They become selfish because of personal achievement. How pathetic to use others for you to be successful? Wala ka bang sense of personal freedom or just being a foe wondering to be in an easy well of life without any part of that hardship in that position. How sad to be in a low profile of it. Useless whore.

They're blinded by the fact that they're too low to become a queen. They choose to be blinded by the fact of choosing other things to find material wealth and ignoring the reality of life for the sake of faking things blindly and faking success into trashy worthless whore.

Feeling worth it but in reality they're nothing but just like trash. Easy to move out of the way. Feeling important but in reality too much sacrifice for short-term success. How is that? That's a lot to please. No personal achievement, just get it easily and become a very important person blindly and not worthy of saluting.

I hope one day, that person wakes up from their dreams and learns the process of true wealth because if they say so, then that's where they're gonna find out how true wealth unfolds long-term and perfectly fits what achievement means for them....that's true success means. Free and long-term processes are not easy to get.

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