I've officially given up on life see yall in hell :3
Sorry for not updating quicker also
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{??? dream}

The lightning and the sun upon the cloud tops was the only brightness that day. The wind ran as if it had been restrained for time out of mind, as the sound of the wind gushing through the rattling trees was a rather strange melodic howling; full of suppressed energy and rage.

i couldn't help but feel guilty for this rage that poured down on me as i stood staring at the mossy stone beside my feet, littered by flowers now drenched and dulled by the downpour.

like everything, each living thing would eventually return to the matter of earth; while their souls, ageless since birth would go on an journey only imaginable to the human mind.

i let my feet my feet tread lightly over the wettened soil as my eyes rested on his name, my heart hearing the sound of his voice as if he were there with me. perhaps it was just the memories i could hear swirling through my mind, that sense of love still imbedded into my brain firmly.

Pitiful love.

Love I never had the guts to return.

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{third POV}
The little green haired teen walked back from the mall; smoking casually not bothering to look for his friends. They were the ones who had left him after all.

Izuku couldn't help but feel a pang of anger towards his classmates that left him alone, was he really that bad? Maybe they were just traumatised from how often he killed himself? Yeah must be that.

Stuck in his thoughts he hadn't noticed the small purple portal that opened right in front of him as he simply walked through it; not even acknowledging its existence.

Closing his eyes he continued to walk and blow out a puff of smoke when all of a sudden everything went a little darker and he slammed face first into a wall "OUCH! WHO THE FUCK PUT THIS HERE?!"

Izuku raged punching the wall with his fist dropping the half finished cigarette "OH FUCK YOU!" Izuku shouted at his cigarette on the floor.

Rubbing his bloodied fist he turned around to see he was in the league of villains bar.

"ah shi-"

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"Izu! Izu Izu Izu Izu Izu! WAKE UPPPP!!" The very unmistakable psychotic cereal killer school girl yelled shaking Izuku's limp body.

Angered with his sleep like state she pulled out a dagger from her belt and stabbed our little green bean in the arm. Her golden eyes shon with satisfaction at the crimson liquid that looked from his arm.

Izuku was snapped awake by the excruciating pain "OUCH! YOU PSYCHOTIC BITCH!" Izuku tried to rip the dagger from his arm but was restrained by his wrists and ankles.

Izuku smirked at the blonde girl "kinky are we? I expect you like blood play and bondage?"

Toga almost choked on the blood she was consuming as her face flushed deep red "finally someone's awake" she smiled showing off her sharp canines, completely ignoring Izuku's flirtatious taunts.

"So why am I here?" For just being knocked out and tied up Izuku seemed overly calm as he stretched on his back closing his eyes.

"me and Dabi asked shiggy if we could keep you!" She exclaimed as if the little protagonist was some sort of item.

"You know I'm not a fucking pet right? What do you want me to do next? Fucking bark like a dog?" She giggled wiping away the remaining blood from her lips "DABIIII HES AWAKE!" Toga yelled at the top of her lungs causing izuku to cringe at her high pitch voice.

"SHUT THE FUCK UP TOGA IM COMING!" a deeper voice sounded from below. "Geez this is going to be a long couple of days" Izuku mumbled to himself closing his eyes once more.

Now you're probably thinking 'they can't have just wanted Izuku there to keep' as Toga says, well you're very much right; Izuku didn't know of what he was soon to face when he was alone with Shigaraki Tomura. After all the boy did spike shigaraki's interest when he literally came back to life from a pile of ash. This in itself was enough for the man child to want Izuku for some experiments.

Many would be terrified at the mere thought of an immortal villain, especially with one for all. They would be practically unstoppable; however what shigaraki didn't know was how much Izuku enjoyed death, the feeling and experience of something so exhilarating pushed Izuku to want the sensation more and more.

At this point the pale blue haired villain was playing right into Izuku's hands, giving him what he wanted. Death; well Izuku couldn't die but the minutes of peaceful calm were all he needed to be satisfied.

So due to this fact Izuku decided to simply stay, he would however miss his drugs, but if he got to deprived of them Izuku could easily break out and go straight back to UA.

He also decided to stay for the mere attention he would receive from everyone once he was back, they would all probably blame themselves for leaving Izuku alone as well. This was by far the thing that kept him there for the longest.

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{at UA 3rd POV}
Everyone came back at around the time of dinner; without a certain green haired teen.

Aizawa was indeed very annoyed at this fact when he  saw the students without his number one problem child. After all Izuku still needed a scolding.

"Where is Izuku?" Aizawa questioned the group sleepily while curled up in his iconic yellow sleeping bag "umm we don't know?" Kirishima replied nervously retreating behind Bakaguo.

"What do you mean you don't know?" The sleep deprived dad if 20 squinted his black eyes staring accusingly at the students "Shinso was the last with him" Uraraka broke the tension as everyone parted showing the purple haired teen sat causally on an arm rest.

"Pft i don't know he went into a shop to buy a knife so I left" Shinso rolled his eyes, his mind on only one thing. Fucking sleep.

"If he's not back by 10pm you're all in trouble" Aizawa sighed  rubbing his temples in annoyance "GOT IT?!" He yelled when no one answered.

"HAI!" the students collectively shouted scurrying off to eat dinner; no longer wanting to be in the presence of their teacher.

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Still at UA it was not 10 pm and Izuku had not returned; everyone was half worried about the greenete and half worried about what Aizawa was going to do to them if he won't return in the next hour or so.

They were all in the common room discussing where Izuku could be when the door suddenly slammed open. Yep you guessed it, it's our favourite hobo man wanting nothing more but to sleep "well?"

Everyone knew what he was asking but none of them had the courage to tell their cranky teacher "no Sensei, Midoryia has not returned" a brave Todoroki answered, the his same emotionless face as always.

"Where is the last place you saw him?" Aizawa asked through gripped teeth as if he were to explode in a matter of minutes "Like I said the knife shop" Shinso repeated, also wanting the comfort of his bed now.

"You do realise how dangerous it is? what would a villain do if they got their hands on an immortal teenager? Detention for a week" everyone groaned secretly blaming Shinso for Izuku's disappearance.

With that Aizawa left the common room and went to go contact Nezu; deciding to scold the class tomorrow. He was simply to tired right now.

I hope nothing bad happened to Izuku

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{at the LOV 3rd POV}

'I'm having the fucking time of my life'

Izuku thought to himself while downing shots in a race against Dabi, the alcohol supplied my mamagiri of course.

"GO GO GO GO" Toga, twice and Mr compress where cheering on the two as they finished rows of vodka in a little race.

Izuku had only two left while Dabi had 3; quickly finishing the remaining glass he slammed it down on the counter top in victory "DONE!!"

The small bar erupted into cheers as Toga jumped onto Izuku's back kissing his cheek "alright alright, good one Dabi" Izuku gently pushed the blonde girl off him smiling at the burnt chicken nugget.

"Whatever" Dabi slightly blushed at Izuku's drunken state; he looked so lewd and fuckable in Dabi's eyes and he knew he wasn't the only one who felt such feelings to the little one.

"ANOTHER PLEASE MAMAGIRI!"

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sorry again ima try to update more often, here's a cute image as apology