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        "I am straight," I whisper to my reflection, gripping the edge of my sink and staring at the mirror. "I am straight, and I love my girlfriend."

        "Are you talking to yourself?" My best friend, Sam Kendler, asks from my bedroom. I hear him chuckle, and I can picture a look of amusement on his face.

        Despite being a nervous, scared wreck, I laugh as well. "Nah, I'm having phone sex with my girlfriend, so if you hear moaning..." I trail off and finally walk out, where I see Sam pretending to gag.

        Sam's husband, Kayden, laughs and kisses Sam's cheek. "You shush. Don't you remember when he walked in on us?"

        I shudder as I think about the time I walked in on Kayden and Sam getting it on.

        Let's just say, I still have nightmares.

        As my eyes dart to where West Destry and Sam's twin brother Reagen are, I can't help but feel a twinge of jealousy. West's head is in Reag's lap, Reagen slowly stroking West's hair as he scrolls through his phone. Sam's brother gives me a lazy wave and continues to pet West.

        It's not even like their dating, and it's not like I'm gay- because I am one hundred and ten percent NOT gay- but I still feel... Jealous.

        My mind goes back to about six months ago, the first and last time West and I kissed. It was a dare by Kayden, telling West to kiss me. At the time, I was pissed. I was angry and was about to rip Kayden's eyes straight from their sockets. But then, when West and I kissed... It was like a spark. It was... Well, it was fucking amazing and five months later I still can't get it out of my mind.

        But that's not the thing that is bugging me. What's bugging me is what Kayden said, the day after we kissed, when we went to the movies with West.

        "You know," Kayden said as he got into his car, ready to drive to West's house to pick him up. "Emilia told me you weren't exactly drunk when you kissed West..."

        I shrug and get into the car as well, watching the houses and trees go by in a blur as we go to West's. "I had three beers, not a big deal."

        Kayden nods. "That's my point," We make a right, driving into an expensive looking neighborhood with mansions and beautiful lawns. "You weren't drunk, yet, you liked the kiss."

        My whole body froze, and I could feel a slight blush rising onto my cheeks. I play it off as anger, though, and glare at Kayden. "No. Fucking. Way." I snarl and point a finger the way we are heading. "There is no way I liked kissing him. I'm straight, for crying out loud!"

        Kayden chuckles and gives me an easy smile. "The first step into a crush is sometimes denial. Just wait, these feelings will grow way more than you can handle, and by the time you realize them, West will be in a relationship and no longer crushing on you."

        "Eh, idiot!" Sam calls to me, making my head snap away from West and to the ground, slightly blushing. "What are you staring at?"

        When I look back at West, he is also blushing, his head still nuzzled in Reagen's lap.

        "I was just thinking about the time when Kayden and West flipped out on Reagen," I lie easily, even laughing to give it effect. "West looked like he was ready to tear Reag to shreds and Kayden looked like his heart was ripped out of his chest and stomped on several times."

        West laughs, making my stomach have butterflies. Oh God, if West wasn't here, I would slap myself for maybe, possibly, probably liking him.

        "Well, your buttmunch of a best friend didn't tell me he had a twin, so I went all crazy best-friend on Reagen's ass for Kayden," West chuckles, his hands playing with Reagen's. "I still can't believe there are two of you."

        "I know," Kayden nods and smiles a little. "I can barely handle one."

     Sam smacks his husband upside the head, making Kayden pout. But, after a kiss from Sam, Kayden is smiling again.

        I look at them and a flourish of emotions hit me. I feel like walking right up to West and kissing him, telling him that I like him and that I would hold him forever. I want to push Reagen away and tell him to back the fuck off, because West is mine.

        But then, reality seeps in, and I start to panic. I am a STRAIGHT man talking about holding and kissing another man! No, I'm no longer homophobic- if you couldn't tell by my hanging out with four gay guys, occasionally five if Kayden's cousin Sanders joins us- but that doesn't mean I'm gay.

        Can you catch gayness? Is it possible if you hang around with gay people too long you turn gay as well? I mean, my penis isn't exactly sticking straight up when I look at West... But that doesn't mean I haven't had a dream where West and I-

        "Now your staring at me, and I'm afraid you'll eat me," Kayden raises an eyebrow. "The only one who is allowed to put their mouth on or around me is Sam, and your not Sam so... Go eye-fuck someone else."

        I glare at Kayden. Despite what I say all the time, I don't actually mind Kayd. He's nice and actually really funny, not to mention he makes Sam happy so I can't help but feel a need to like him just for that reason alone. He would never hurt my best friend, and even though they have their arguments the love is so much there that a blind man could see it.

        "Food?" West asks, looking at me and pouting. I can't help but giggle- yes, fucking giggle- at West's pout. It's just so damn adorable.

        No! No, no, n-fucking-o. I do not like West or his adorable pout. Dammit, is this gonna be like elementary school where you had to write your multiplication tables fifty times each to get it in your brain? Am I gonna have to write I do not like West and him adorableness fifty friggin times?!

        I nod. "My mom made pizza rolls if you want me to go get them," I give him a tiny smile, making a blush rise upon his cheeks. When I first figured out that West likes me, I was mortified. Another dude likes me, if you were a straight guy how would you handle that?! But then, after hanging out with him more, and then that kiss as the cherry on top of the possible-crush sunday, I could stand him. Hell, I enjoyed hanging out with him. But I couldn't let anyone know that, so I played it off as hatred. Now, I hate being mean to him, but no one can know about my maybe, possible, probable crush on West.

        I try to convince myself that there is nothing special about West. His stupid, probably amazingly soft purple hair is so gay. His caramel eyes aren't beautiful when they sparkle as he gets excited. His body definitely does not look amazing in that tight black shirt he is wearing. His jeans do not make his ass look amazing.

        Nope, he's ugly as fuck. I definitely don't wanna kiss those soft lips of his.

        "Hey, Sam?" I look to my best friend, who is sucking Kayden's face off. He pulls away and gives me a questioning look. "If I asked you to slap me, would you?"

        Sam raises an eyebrow, looking at Kayden, who giggles and shrugs. "Um... Is this a trick question?" I shake my head. He jumps up, knocking Kayden off my bed along the way, and hops in front of me. He shoots his husband an apologetic smile and turns back to me. "Then hell yeah!" He smacks me across my face, laughing the whole time.

        "Okay, ow," I hold my cheek and look at West, who looks confused out of his mind and slightly concerned. My heart flutters at the thought of West being concerned about me. "Fucking hell!"

        I storm off, leaving the boys in the room to be confused. I need to get away from West for a little bit, do something to make myself straight again.

        And I know exactly where to go.

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