Chapter Eighteen

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(WARNING: THIS A HEARTBREAK CHAPTER! Plus i'm unprepared, so it's short and shitty and unedited ;))

        Xzavier's POV:

        As I pace the hospital halls, I try to calm my rapid beating heart. My father could die. That would leave me without a mother and a father.

        I try to breathe deeply and make my mind travel to something happier, better...

        The sound of footsteps has me turning around, and the person standing behind me has my eyebrows raise and my eyes widen a bit.

        Because that person is West.

        "West?" I ask, cringing at the sound of my pitiful voice. "Wh-what are you doing here?"

        West looks down at his feet bashfully then back up. "Well... I felt bad for you... And Darren kinda told me to leave him alone, so I thought I would see how you're doing."

        I smile appreciatively  at West and try desperately to contain the tears I've been trying to hold in since my father got sent here. Much to my dismay, a tear slips down my cheek making West frown. My ex walks to me and gently swipes the tear away and pulls me into a hug.

        With West's arms around me, I finally release the tears and sob on his shoulder. Everything from West breaking up with me to my father in the hospital to years ago when my mother died crashes down on me at once and makes me break down even more so. Sobs wrack my body and the only thing that soothes me is West's hand rubbing my back.

        "I'm scared," I admit shakily, fear cracking my voice. "He-he might die West. I wouldn't be able to live without him." Yes, though it's pathetic that a twenty year old man to be crying on an eighteen years old (Or anybodies, really), I can't help it. West holding me just brought back  memories of when we were together and it hurts my even more.

        West pulls away and swipes at my tears some more, smiling sadly. "I know... When-when I lost my mom... I couldn't cope at all... I just curled into a ball and basically died. I didn't talk, didn't eat, I got depressed. I started having suicidal thoughts and just wanted to die," He turns away, tears in his eyes. "But you have to promise me you will never, ever do what I did if anything happens. Promise me, Xzavier. Please." When West turns back to me, his eyes are glazed over with unshed tears, his lips quivering.

        With my eyes trained on his lips, I can't help but lean in and slowly press my lips on his. West freezes on the spot, but doesn't move, surprising the hell out of me.

        When I pull away, West's eyes are wide and full of conflict. "I... Xzavier... I'm with Darren now," He whispers. "And what you tried to do was horrible..."

        The hurt look in his eyes has me wanting to say something to make him throw himself in my arms and kiss me senseless.

        So I do.

        "West..." I sigh and look away, not wanting to look him in his eyes as I lie. "When I talked to Bella, she told me something... And because I love you, I didn't want to tell you because I know how much it would hurt you... But Arabella told me that Darren is going to break up with you."

        West scoffs and glares at me, immediately pulling away. "Are you honestly still trying to get me back? I mean don't you think by now you should give up? I'm never getting back with you, Xzavier."

        I bite my lip and look back at him. "Arabella told Darren the only way to get the photo down was to break up with you, so Darren told her he was going to do it. Apparently, Darren loves his reputation more than you."

        West's eyebrow's scrunch together. "I... He wouldn't," West shakes his head. "No, no Darren would never do that."

        Pulling out my phone, I show West some fake text between me and Arabella, my contact name as Darren so it seems like it's him. "Here, look for yourself," The texts are basically saying how Darren needs to break up with West to get the photos down and "Darren" saying he's going to break up with West.

        Tears well up in West's eyes. "You're lying," He whispers. "Those are fake, they have to be! I mean... He wouldn't! He..." West's voice cracks and he starts to cry, silent sobs making his body shake.

        "Hey, look at me," I tell him softly, my fingers tilting his head up. "I told you I didn't want to hurt you... But I just couldn't let you continue to believe he loves you. I'm sorry, but I had to."

        West's eyes flicker with a million and one emotions, his lips quivering. "Xzavier," He whimpers. "I love him... And he loves his reputation more than me..." Nurses and doctors walk past us, some giving us odd looks while others shoot awed smiles out way. The burning smell of cleaning supplies disappear as West grows closer, his cologne entering my nose in an intoxicating way, making my head swim with love and lust.

        "This is wrong," West whispers, his lips hovering over mine. "I shouldn't be kissing you when my boyfriend is hurting but..." West closes the space between us and presses his lips against mine.

        Darren's POV:

        "Have you seen West?" I ask Kayden and Sam who are still hanging at my boyfriend's house. "I haven't seen him since he tried to come talk to me, have either of you seen him?" Kayden and Sam both shake there head, there eyes flooded with concern.

        My breathing quickens as I begin to pace the hallway of the Destry's hallway, nervously nibbling on my fingernails. "What if... What if he does something stupid and... And he tried to, I don't know, hurt himself?"

        Kayden puts a hand on my shoulder, trying to calm me down to no avail. "What do you think he's doing, cheating on you?" Kayd laughs. "He would never do anything stupid when he has someone as sweet as you to call a boyfriend."

        I sigh and stop my pacing, my heart never stopping for a second as I sit on West's couch and wait for what seems like hours.

        After two hour, when Kayden and Sam finally left, I walked outside myself, waiting on the steps for my boyfriend.

        When a car finally pulls into the driveway, my jaw drops at the sight I see: My boyfriend and Xzavier fucking Resse together, holding hands and kissing.

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SO I KNOW YA'LL DIDNT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN BUUUUUT!

IM SORRY!

Just remember that I'm the type of writer who hates sad enfing soooo... Keep tht in mind while reading this!

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