Memories of how I love you
Zayn's PoV:
I'm a nervous wreck but I have faith on this... well a little but still I have it
Harry's PoV:
I walked to where Mary said Z wanted me I was thinking in every possible scenario and let me tell neither of them as a happy ending, gosh I hate to be this negative...
I stopped in front of the door and prayed this would be good but my prayers were interrupted by a sweet lady wearing her daily's pink clothes and her zebra glasses
"Oh hello my darling! How are you Harry?" Petunia asked smiling
I smiled back "I'm better Petunia, thanks"
"Oh you will be better...he is waiting for you" she said smiling and turning back
I ignored her comment although it was strange, I got the feeling that she knew what it was going to happen... she said I will be better ...DAMN I HOPE SO
I took one last breath as I looked to the door and suddenly I remembered
****Flasback****
"Ok , one right one left , this must be it " I said to myself
I was deppared with a wooden door, O didn't find any sign saying this was the bathroom but still I opened the door . I couldn't see nothing so I entered and tried to find the switch
"Dammit where's the freaking switch !" Saying that an shadow entered in the supposed bathroom and closed the door with an incredible strength that made the key that was on the door lock fall
SHIT. That's what I thought for two things ...
1 - this is definitely NOT the Bathroom because it's a really smal place
2 - someone is here and might rape me ,ok maybe I'm overreacting but you'll never know
It must be a storeroom , this room is really small and I can fell the slight breath of the other person reaching my neck ,I could feel the warm from this other body in the room, both of us stood silence till ...
"Who are you?Why are you in my place" someone said in an very highed Bradford accent
****End of the Flashback ****
I smiled to the memories, it was the first time I met Zayn it wasn't a pleasant first meeting but memorable one and that's what makes it so special .
Finally, I got the courage to open the door it was dark the only light in the room was of two candles that were illuminating some sketches on a old desk of the school. I got near the desk, I didn't had to walk that much this was a very small place, I examined the sketches and once I saw them I realized it wasn't some sketches this one's had my face in it and under every single one of them it was Zayn's signature .
I was confused his words were in my brain and it didn't make sense, why would he draw me
"I don't draw flowers only , I draw things that are deserved of being drawn ! Beautiful and special things in the world ."
My eyes couldn't take it and the water in them suddenly fell, I saw a note then saying
Turn every sketch to understand
I grab the sketches and turn them and I read the message on the back
In the back it was written:
I know it's weird, I feel weird but when I saw your face today my heart stop to beat and my mind ad only you. I'm not used to this and I'm not like this so why? Why would I turn soft and mesmerized on such beauty? I don't eve deserve you and I know it . I know it . But you got me stuck and I don't know if I want to be free .
I borrowed my coat . You were mad . You're always mad ... mad at me. And I get it I'm a bad person but I only need you to be close to me although I will never have you as mine I can pretend I have for a little while... that is all I want :have you! But my pride won't let me say it neither the world will let it happen so I stick to what I do best : hide and draw. So keep the coat we'll protect you from the cold I'll stand here and burn on my skin, jealous of a coat .
We are like best pals but best pals don't want to know how each other's mouth must feel (DAMN and how I want to know how your does) . I'm still thinking about today, we watched a movie with the crew and saw the sunset on the beach, Mary made you that crazy ponytail on the top of your head and I know I got it bad when a simple sunglasses and a messy ponytail makes me droll .
We went at Ben & Susie's. Just us. We sat in front of each other and order . You looked at me like you were in love, with that same expression I draw you. If felt like magic but for only some seconds because I know it was another crazy and hopeless dream of mine. Although having you as mine is impossible I can still want so I will enjoy all this little time with you even if it's the last thing I do . I'm tremendously thankful for seeing such green eyed angel everyday I just hope this days never end.
You sneaked into my house to give me the homework that I forgot in school. You talked to my mom and ad a little chat with her when i saw you in the kitchen, my mind went wild thinking that my mom had an amazing friendship with my future everything . See here am I again with these hopeless dreams. But today was special ! You stole my beanie the one you said you loved to see me with, you stole and I let you kept it .... it fitted you better. Although at the end of the day I didn't knew exactly what you had stole my beanie or my hearth .
P.s.: I would bet on both
My heart beatted at every word written on these drawings, I saw one last sketch and turned him ... this one had again a text, a big one but some words were quite blurry...
I'm sorry if the words get blurry and the sketch get soaked I can't stop this water roll out from my eyes to my cheekbones ...I'll tell you why .My gramma always told me that Santa to made wishes came true, he would give presents to the good children's the one's that behaved properly ,guess that's why Santa didn't gave me my present(I know, I know, I'm too old to believe in Santa or even in wishes )Besides of having a present, I ended up losing it .
It's been 2 days since the last time I saw you, since the last time I spoke to you, 2 days since the last time our eyes locked with each other . On the Christmas Day when I was walking down those stairs, my mason stairs, i saw you in that suit and I made a promise. I promised to myself I would tell you my true feelings, I would give it a shot, try ...only try . But when I planned on telling you Gigi came and when finally, finally I was free from my past... my present and future leaved my house and the 3 words I had to say could never be spoken . I'm sorry if I did anything wrong, I hope you came back even knowing that I don't deserve you.
I love you
I started to cry and sobbing, a looked like a 3 year old who just drop her ice cream on the floor
"I really do " I heard I turned back to see Zayn entering the storeroom and closing the door
I cleaned my face with my hand and he looked at me and smiled " I didn't had the guts to tell you, so I wanted you to read "
"But why all this ?" I asked
" because I need you to know... and maybe that will help you with answer" he said
"What answer? Did you asked me a question?" I asked confused
"No, but I will now" he said showing me the rose that he had hiding on his back
"I don't have enough sketches or words to describe the love I have for you. It's all so consuming and passionate that I get confused explaining them ." He started saying
"Zayn what are you doing?" I asked but he ignored and proceed his speech
"I love not only you but everything. Till your to your foot not forgetting your hair ..." he took a long breath " Harry, every time I saw you my heart hurts, my throat get dry and it fells like I can't swallow, my legs get weak and I don't only have butterflies but the whole fucking zoo..." he said laughing at his his last setence an I joined him with tears in my eyes " I love you and I want you to be more than friends that go on dates together ... what I'm asking is ... Harreh will you be my boyfriend?" He finally asked ending his speech
I was speechless the Zayn Malik, the bad boy, my crush, my partner in movies was asking me to be his boyfriend....
"harreh?"
He asked again making me come back to reality, I looked at him in the eyes and squealed in happiness "YES YES YES YES I WILL BE YOUR BOYFRIEND"
"What ? Wait really " he said not believing on the words that came out of my mouth but at the same time moving the flower close to me
"Yes" I said nodding and accepting his flower, he took a step closer
to me and my excitement stopped, his breath was brushing in my delicate lips and his eyes couldn't leave mine .
He got more and more closer. And I closed my eyes wanting for what comes next he cupped my face slowly appreciating my soft skin, he rubbed his index finger through my jawline to my chin line he was drawing me. Once in my chin , his thumb brushed against my lips, contorting them like I wasn't real and he had to make sure I was there, there with him, he wanted to make sure it wasn't one of his so called crazy and hopeless dreams .
After making sure I was there, his pink and soft lips reached mine desperately for contact . Once with lips attached, he move in sync like a beautiful melody, like the perfect ingredients mixed to the best meal in the world. He cupped my face with other hand, now both of his hands were in each side of my face carefully massaging like I was that expensive china porcelain that your gramma specifically tells you to not touch.
He parted his lips from mine for 2 seconds and already missed that warm wet of his lips in mine, he pulled me closer to him not violently but sweetly . Suddenly I felt the now familiar wet from his lips reaching mine, his left hand travelled to my ass giving it a quick squeeze that made my opened my mouth he took the opportunity to slide his tongue to my mouth, exploring the foreign place .
He stepped away then to breath and looked at me, his eyes were shining a although there wasn't very light in the room
"Wow" he said in a breath
"Yeah wow " I agreed with him
After our heated and sweet make out he left the storeroom, Zayn grabbed his sketches and I was happily walking through the hall with my flower in the hand
"Hey look at me " Zayn, I mean, my boyfriend said
I turned to him with a shy smile looking at the ground once I saw him taking me a picture . Once I heard the flash I looked at him and he was smiling to himself
"What ?" I asked
"Nothing " he said smiling " c'mon, let's tell the crew the news " he finished grabbing my hand and giving me a peck on the lips to which I smiled
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Finally ZARRY GUYSSSSS
Will they be this happy forever....stay tuned to see
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