Harry's PoV:

I'm trying to sleep ... trying

It's hard, it's getting harder every minute, every second.

I looked slowly to the clock maybe trying to make the time goes faster

3: 27 A.M

I am exhausted, I want to sleep but I'm afraid to have a bad dream again... a nightmare, I can't stand this anymore every single time I close my eyes the first image that appears to my mind is Nick, Nick, Nick, Nick following that I fell his touch and his gross kisses my lips are getting dry and my stomach is growling just to think of that

I feel him in every inch of my body although they saved me in time I still experienced things that I never want to experience before

I feel sick

I turn around for 35th time it doesn't work, my throat is dry my lips are burning maybe a glass of water will help

I got out of my room I went downstairs directed to the kitchen, tiptoeing till there so no one wakes

I grabbed a glass and I put it under the faucet I opened the water and I let it run to the glass. Once the glass was fill I drank the water and I put the glass on the sink and when I turned around

"AHHHHHHH"

"Shh sh dimples"

"You scared the shit out of me Malik"

"It's 3 AM Harry! What are you doing awake ?" Zayn asked me

I looked down ashamed but I didn't felt like lying to him " I can't sleep"

"Why?" He asked

And I know it was an innocent little question but I was full of emotions and I started to cry

"Hey hey, curly...don't cry ... please !" Zayn said walking over me worried " it hurts my heart to see you like this"

"I — can't it's—Nick-Nick's - Nick's " I tried to say between sobbings

He caressed my cheek and smiled "I get it, babe! You can sleep in my room "

I gulped slightly nervous but actually loving the idea maybe I'll sleep now

He took me to his room, it was a very cozy room , his room had a desk full of books, drawing books I think ,above the desk the wall was covered by his drawings that I couldn't see quite well because it was dark ... on the other side of the room it was his bed and next to it a sofa with a television probably with his console to play

"C' mon you can sleep on that side of the bed," he said pointing to the left side and turning the lights on

And then I noticed his PJs and his sleepy face and I fall in love even more for him

"Are you done of checking me out green eyes?"

"Me? I- uh no I'm " I stuttered

He tapped the space on the bed next to him and I didn't saw any other option to accept his offer and sleep there

I sat on the edge of the bed although we were not touching or even close I could feel his warmth. I took a long breath and laid down and closed my eyes while he turned off the lights.

I was a little more relaxed but I still couldn't sleep that's when I felt something carefully covering my belly and then my whole body was moved. I could feel his warmth and his sweet breath on the back of my hair and for much crazy, as it sounds I was more than comfortable...it felt like home!

I smiled at his move of closeness and simply closed my eyes and slept with a smile on my face.

_( next day)

Zayn's PoV:

I woke up with an itch on my nose, I rubbed my nose and opened my eyes and when I looked down my heart flustered in joy secretly wishing this would be the view for the rest of my life

His head was buried in my neck and his curls were all over my face, he had one arm over my stomach and I would be lying if I was saying that I was not loving that sweet scene. I was watching him with all the adoration and happiness in the world, I seemed like a freak decorating every trace of his face and every move he made while breathing ...

After a while the sunlight gets through the window and focus on Harry's beautiful face, his eyes start to open slowly due to the light and when he awakes completely he stares at me. We stood there in silence, the only sound on the room was our breaths ...

*knock knock*

"Mr. Malik I know you have a few days off of school but don't you dare to awake at the time for dinner !!" I heard Maria screaming from the hallway

"Yes Maria" I shouted and Harry looked at me with a smile and I replied with another one, then his eyes went lower to where his arm was and I saw him blushing. Quickly he took his arm off of me and my smile faded missing the warmth of his body on mine.

Moving away from me "I'm sorry" he said, getting up and rushing through the door

"Wait Harreh! Harreh!" I said but he was already gone

Weird

I mean I totally understand his part! Our relationship his getting a little weird, I mean we confessed our feelings for each other in a crazy way ...in these pair of days so much has happened and I don't want to force any kind of conversations , Harry is fragile and I am too , we need to just take care of each other and then we'll talk about feelings. Yeah. That's it.

I stood up and walked to my bathroom where I took a nice shower and then went downstairs.

Harry's PoV:

After that weird moment in Zayn's bedroom, I got to my room took a quick shower, made my bed and went downstairs to eat breakfast.

"Good morning Mr. Styles " Maria said as I entered the kitchen an amazing smell filled the room

"Hello Harry" Trisha said smiling at me and then drinking a little more of her coffee

"Hi, Maria" I smiled "Did you sleep well?"

"Yeah I actually did"

"We sleep better with company, don't we? "

"Wha—"

"Maria leave the boy " Trisha said looking at the journal

"Morning Morning" I heard coming from the stairs "Hi Maria! Mom .. Harry—wait...HARRY! You're here"

"Hello, Whallyiah!" I said at the happy girl

"I didn't know you were here? Neither my sisters, I'm sooooo happy! I need to tell them !" She said leaving the kitchen running

"Hey mommy! " a sleepy voice says, Zayn, he goes near his mom and give her a sloppy kiss in the cheek and then turns and gives another to Maria

"Morning sweetheart! Did you sleep well?" Trisha asked him and he nodded grabbing the caramel syrup and putting it over his pancakes. He laid down the syrup and looked at me with a weird face.

I ate my pancakes and thanked Maria for breakfast and tried to help her out with the dishes but she refused my help. I walked to my temporary room and sat on my bed thinking about everything and nothing.

About the last days, about me, about Nick and how he turned so quickly to being my friendly and caring boyfriend to my rapist, about Gigi and mostly about Zayn and how I hide my feelings about him ...

I can't believe this

I promised my self this wouldn't happen , THIS, me falling for Zayn was a no but everything changed the person I most hated in the world is now the one I most cherish

Crazy

Life is Crazy

And life as proved me so much, that I'm not in control ...things can change in a matter of days,hours, minutes or even seconds but I believe, I still believe, that everything as a purpose we just don't know the purpose now maybe one day we'll know .

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Short chapter, sorry for the wait ..

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