Baekhyun's pov

Wow..I m so happy to meet my idol

My throat hurt because shout and sing along..

Now we r in restaurant after the show

I take a walk out from table and I m now sitting on bench in restaurant's park

"Baekhyun-ya. ..here..drink that..take care of ur throat" suho hand me medicine

"Gomawo hyung..."

"U seem really like SNSD Sunbaenim "

"Nae..a lot...but hyung...did chanyeol went back home?"

Yes..I didn't see him at show or even at backstage

"Imm..he said he is feeling unwell so manager hyung let him go back home"

"Aww..Arraso..and thank for medicine hyung"

"No need...so I will go now " suho hyung say as he go inside again

I will sit here a little bit longer..

Not feeling well?

"Should I ph him?......arnyi ya arnyi ya...he must be sleeping right now" i say to myself..

My hand reach to my ph and dial his number

I then end the call again...

Yes...as a member. .I should have worry about him..

I will call again...

"What r u doing here?"

"Oh...u scare me sehun ya"

He then sit beside me...

What is with the smell? Soju? Is he drunk?

"Sehun-ya. ..did u drink soju? " I ask him

"So?"

"Arnyi...if u r drunk..why not go back home?"

"Again him?"

"Huh?"

"Again chanyeol hyung?" He ask as he see my ph

I then close my ph quickly

"Arnyi ya...it is just he is not feeling well so..."

"I m not...feeling well too"

He is 100% drunk..

"Sehun-ya. .let's go back inside now " i say and I grab his arm to help him stand up bit he shook my hand off

"Don't touch me....just...let me be"

"Sehun-ya? "

"Let me ask u something...what make i like chanyeol that much? Huh? He wasn't treating u well from the beginning...wasn't he? I know he wasn't treating u well...I know. Everyone know. ..but everything has changed.....he cared u a lot and u care him a lot now...and u two r fine with ur selves...but me!!! How about me ?? Huh??!! Answer me byun baekhyun. ..!!! I liked u since I opened the door for u at that morning....so I always care u...but....but..." sehun say as he cry also

I feel so bad for him...

"Sehun-ya. ..I m sorry. ..I was wrong...ok? I will care u from now. ..So pls stop crying now.." i say and hug him..

He hug me tightly..

I can see luhan staring at us ... he is not very far from us...I can see him clearly

He then look at me and say.. "......................"

I can't hear his voice but i can see his movement of his lips ..

He said " U will be mine"

He then smile at me and leave...

"Hun-na" sehun said

"What did u say Sehun-ya? "

"Call me hun-na"

"Aww.. arraso hun-na.."

Can't i just stop everything now?

I want everything to come to end

I don't want to sleep in my room because my roommates are sehun and luhan..

I want to transfer to room that d.o is

"Hun-na... r u sleep?" I ask him but no response so he is sleep now

I have to call someone to take him..

"Hello? Manager hyung? Me and sehun are in park so pls come and take sehun ...he is drunk and sleep now"

After a few min...manager hyung come and take sehun..

I then go back inside restaurant

Now we finish eating and we walk toward our car.

Kris hyung approach me and say

"U have been avoiding me"

"Arnyi yo...just"

"I m not going to give up..."

"Kris hyung..pls...stop doing that "

"I can't. .and I won't. ..no matter how many competitors do I have...I won't give up on u" he say and he walk pass me

Yes. ...this is all my false...

This is just all my false. ..

Now can't change anything...