Who wants to be Byun Baekhyun? Like, seriously, who?

Maybe a lot would think being like Byun Baekhyun would be absurd, impossible even. Or some might think being like Byun Baekhyun would be cool and actually mean having your own Park Chanyeol her/himself.

Okay. Second question: So, who wants a Park Chanyeol in their lives? Who wants me in their very lives right now?

I know most of you fancy the idea of having the 'Park Chanyeol of your life', that idea I often read in fansites. Some want to be the 'Baby B' of a certain 'PCY'. Others like the idea of 'the giant's baby smurf'.

Some people like to be Byun Baekhyun because he has perfect fingers and smooth, sweet lips. Because he could sing like an angel. Because he could play the piano. Because he is so close to perfect, you want to own him.

But really, how to be like Byun Baekhyun?

As his boyfriend, I often observe him; I do and I honestly find myself creepy at times. I take note of the things he does, of the choices he makes, the words he speaks, things like that. It isn't hard, really, considering that we spend a lot of time together.

I don't know if these things would help but I hope they'll make sense.

TIP #1: Hygiene pls.

Seriously. This.

Whenever I pull Baek for a hug, he would always smell nice. He smells like mint and fruits and love and that would make me practically cling to him the whole day when we're not in public. Sometimes, when someone smells nice, you'll find yourself drawn to him. I don't mean you need to bathe yourself with perfume, taking a bath every day is enough.

I like people who smells nice; and Byun Baekhyun smells excellent every time, I sometimes find myself looking for his scent wherever I go. Which reminds me... His neck is also my favorite spot to nibble on. Ugh. Thinking about him like this is torture.

So anyway, take care of your health. That's important.

TIP #2: EAT HEALTHY!

I might sound like your mother now but yeah, eat healthy. Baekhyun does, I do, we do so it's not impossible for you to do it, right? Look, if you're unhealthy and you'll die soon, what about the one person you'll be leaving behind? Just think of it that way.

You know, when Baekhyun and I got together, I always imagine my future with him. Be futuristic! That's a need in every relationship. Trust someone who sees your future together, who builds dreams with you.

Maybe sometimes, due to work, we become sick or whatever but Baekhyun and I really try hard to keep ourselves healthy. Hey. We still want to be together for a long, long time.

TIP #3: Just... smile.

It's a fact that someone who smiles a lot tends to look younger. I'm sure you know just how beautiful Byun Baekhyun's smile is. It's contagious and cute and everything. When he smiles, he emits positive aura, he could wash away all the problems I am having that day.

Always try to be positive; About every single thing. I understand if you're having a bad day, we all experience that. But smiling through it all actually means you won and no one can stop you from being happy.

My Baekhyun smiles even when he's being bombarded by insults and questions about his personality, about the people around him. He smiles even when he's being judged about us. He smiles even when sometimes, words do leave big, ugly scar. He's strong. And I love him for that.

TIP #4: Don't go looking.

Baekhyun and I never tried to find each other. In other words, we never tried to find love.

When Baekhyun and I met, we started off as friends. As you all know, many things happened before everything between us started to make sense. Baekhyun sees love as something that will arrive at the right moment, at the right time. You don't go chasing it.

He told me once, "When I entered this industry, I never meant for this to happen," he whispered as he gestured his finger to the two of us. We were lying in bed, ready to sleep and his statement made me laugh.

"Oh yeah?" I raised a brow.

"Yeah." he continued, smiling then. "But I'm glad I did. Great things happen because of you."

For me though, love happened because of him.

Love is him.

TIP #5: Don't push yourself too hard.

Please don't push yourself too hard just to please other people who won't even look at your pretty side even for a second. Don't ever try to be someone you're not.

One of the beautiful things I loved about Byun Baekhyun is that he never lie just to please me. He doesn't tell me he likes the shirt I am wearing just to make me feel better. He doesn't try to sugar coat his personality because he knows the truth is what I need every time. I need him. And I need every truth he could give me because that's what I want and that's what I'm willing to share with him.

Not every truth is beautiful, and that we must accept. It's reality. And reality is not beautiful either.

Lastly and most importantly,

TIP #6: Remember one thing.

Park Chanyeol belongs to Byun Baekhyun and vice versa. We now know that.

But like Baek, do know one thing: Your own PCY is just right there. He might not be perfectly sculpted as you wished him to be but he's willing to love your bright side as well as the dark. He'll be loving every flaws and every scar. Wouldn't that be enough?

When I asked Byun Baekhyun to be mine, I am willing to give him everything. Every bit of myself is already his. Every second of my life is his. I love him that much, that whole.

Find someone who's willing to do the same.

-PCY