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Topic: Tungkol sa biglang lumabas na dating issue nina Chanyeol at Sunny. :( Pero gago, hindi totoo yun.

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Byun Baekhyun and Suho are busy watching the news at the sala while having their own worlds going around them.

Suho has a knitting kit in his hand and he started to make a small shawl for himself while glancing once at a time at the television, wandering over the news. While Baekhyun on the other hand is drinking a cup of hot chocolate in one hand and his cellphone on the other.

He can't concentrate on watching considering the fact that he and Taeyeon, his script-girlfriend, are having a chit chat about fashion and stuff. It's the secret they and the SME Management are continuing to hide from everyone, including all the EXO members. Including... Chanyeol.

"So Baek," someone called from behind Baekhyun and he turned to see Kai smiling widely at him. He walked around the sofa and settled on his side. "How's everything between you and Taeyeon going? How's the feeling of being the first EXO member to have a girlfriend known publicly? Isn't it hard or something?" he asked, curiousity plastered on his face.

Baekhyun tried to smile but he just can't make a real one. He pretended to look at the TV and concentrate. "It's fine." he mumbled. "Taeyeon and me are fine." he said and looked at Kai. But he just can't stare at him in the eye. So he returned his gaze on the TV.

Kai cocked his head on one side. "You don't look happy." he noticed. "Are you two having a misunderstanding?" he asked and Baekhyun would want to stuff foam in his mouth to make him stop asking. So he just shook his head and tried to laugh.

This is hard, Baekhyun thought. Lying is hard. And i'm a terrible liar.

"Taeyeon and Baek makes a good couple." Suho suddenly complimented out of nowhere. Baekhyun just smiled and nod cause he doesn't feel the same. Someone else is for him and he's not around.

Park Chanyeol has been avoiding him all this time since the news broke out. He's been pretending like he doesn't exist. He talks to Baekhyun only when needed or when infront of the other members or the media, but when they're alone in the room they share, a thick black wall is present produced by Chanyeol's coldness. It was unbearable for Baekhyun that's why every night.. he cries. He's in pain and Chanyeol is at the same state. Yet, neither of them wants to talk.

"EXO's Park Chanyeol and Girls Generation's Sunny, dating?"

All the members present in the dorm suddenly fell silent upon hearing the headline read by the reporter. To their surprise, it was Park Yura, Chanyeol's older sister, who is reading the news. She seems good enough to hide her dismay. But the slight arching of her brows seems visible enough to the EXO.

They all started to walk to the living room and gather around the big sofa set. The looks on their faces tell one thing.. surprise.

But Baekhyun's tells otherwise.

"What the hell?"

"Is that real?!"

"Wait, where's Chanyeol? We need to talk to him!"

"He's with Sehun. They went for a drink."

"But what's with the news?"

"He didn't even say a word!"

"Is it legit?! Or they just interpreted wrong?"

"Maybe it's a--"

CRASH!!!

Baekhyun's gaze went back to reality as he realized what happened. He looked at the broken pieces of mug and spilled hot chocolate on the floor. He shook his head and try to clear it.

"I'm s-sorry.." he muttered and began to bend and pick the pieces. "I-i was j-just.. it was.. s-sorry for..AH!" he shouted as a large chunk got to cut his flesh.

"Hyung, are you okay?" Kai asked and helped him pick the other pieces. "Oh my gosh. Your leg!" he suddenly blurted and that was the only time Baek got to notice a large cut along his right leg. It was bleeding and the cut seems pretty deep.

"Oh my.." Baekhyun whispered and felt the first pang of pain from the wound. He touched it with his finger and flinched. It stings. A lot.

"Forget the broken mug." Suho called from behind them. "I'll call the utility to clean the mess."

Baekhyun nodded and stood up. He can't quite stand straight for the fact that his other leg has a bleeding wound and putting weight doesn't help in conserving blood. "I'll go clean my leg." he announced and limped to their room.

Once inside, he let out the tears he's been trying to keep all along while watching the news. With the wound forgotten, he sat on the bed and held his pillow tight. It could be a very girly thing to do but given the circumstances and the pain he's feeling deep in his heart, he doesn't really care anymore. He slumped on the bed and closed his tired eyes.

Chanyeol, are you trying to hurt me as well? He thought as he looked at the ceiling. Are you trying to make me feel the pain i've caused you? Or have you moved on? Did you Yeollie? Did you forget about me already? Do you love her?

Baekhyun winced at the sudden pain from his leg. He stared at it and feel the blood still rushing out. He closed his eyes and another teardrop fell from his eyes. He just can't do other things anymore. He feels wasted. Cleaning the leg's wound can wait.

But the wound in his heart... it's a different story.

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Baekhyun woke due to the slight movements he felt from his right side. There's a rubbing and poking he can't quite comprehend. He opened his eyes and grimaced at the sudden light from the flourescent and then he realized he had fallen asleep. He looked down, expecting a ghost or something else. Something else rather than this. Absolutely not this.

"C-Chanyeol.." he muttered but the boy didn't look up. He continued to clean his wound and apply unknown ointments.

He looked at the side and felt another pang of pain again. But this time, it's not from the wound. It's from his heart. It's slowly building up... making it's way to his throat, his mouth, nose and then to the eyes. The pain exited nicely but carrying with them clear liquid. He tried to blink away the tears but they just continued flowing.

"What happened?" Chanyeol asked but never looked at him. He dabbed more ointment to ease the pian and give the wounded person a cooler feeling.

"What?" Baekhyun asked, his voice hoarse from the crying and the sleep.

Chanyeol stopped his work and reached for a long piece of gauze. "What happened? You're wounded. What happened?" he asked again, trying to sound casual, but deep inside, he's worried as fuck. He succeeded by not looking at Baekhyun because if he does, he would definitely find the true emotion in his eyes.

Baekhyun looked away. "I-i.. dropped a mug." he muttered. That's all he said. He can't say why! He definitely can't.

Chanyeol frowned. "You dropped a mug." he repeated and cut a small piece of gauze. "Why?" he asked and folded the clothe, making a comfy piece of hand-made wound cover. He then reached for the tape.

"N-nothing." Baekhyun answered nervously. Does he know?

But certainly, Chanyeol doesn't. He's unaware that they had watched the news. He thought it wouldn't be viral.

Chanyeol scoffed and cut long pieces of plaster. "Okay." he said, ending the conversation. He placed the gauze in the wound and plastered it safe. He may be angry with Baekhyun but that doesn't mean he cared less.

Chanyeol stood up and started to walk out the door again when Baekhyun spoke.

"Do you love her?" he asked, there's sadness in his voice which can be noticed by everyone except for an idiot. Chanyeol's eyes widened and he tried to fix his voice.

Without looking back, Chanyeol answered, "What do you mean?"

Baekhyun stood up and looked at Chanyeol's back. He inhaled a lung-full of air and released it, thinking it would make him stronger. But no. Chanyeol is still his weakness. And that would never change.

He closed his eyes a second and felt the tears flowing. But this time, he didn't try to stop them. He used his palm to dry his face and sniffed.

"Do love Sunny?" he sobbed and clasped his mouth, suppressing embarassing sobs. Chanyeol flinched at the sound.

His Baekhyun is crying. And there's nothing he can do.

He wanted to turn back and hug him and have him once again. But the situation forbids them. He can't have Baekhyun back cause he have Taeyeon. And a good man wouldn't steal a person from someone else. He doesn't want to be the bad guy. He wants what would make his Baekhyun happy. And nothing else. Even if hurting himself is the only way.

"Why can't you answer?!" Baekhyun shouted, clearly unashamed of the crying. "Why can't you look at me Park Chanyeol?! Why can't you tell me the truth?!"

Chanyeol sighed and turned, staring at Baekhyun. And the moment he did, Baekhyun gasped. Seeing his man looking at him again, directly in the eye, he realized how he missed him. He realized how he still love him and getting him back was all he ever wanted.

"Baek.." Chanyeol whispered and just stood there, staring.

Baekhyun inhaled and felt the lump on his throat. "Answer me." he mumbled as another soldier of tears came flowing. "D-do you love her?"

Chanyeol looked down and shook his head. He too was already crying. Not because he's in pain, but the sight of his love being the one in pain is unbearable for him. It was too much.

"I never loved anyone like I love you." Chanyeol answered and looked at Baekhyun again. "I never did.. Never am.. And never will."

Baekhyun sobbed and covered his face. He can't talk. He doesn't know what to say anymore. All he felt was the guilt that is starting to consume him. He feels like he's a really bad person for doing this to Chanyeol, the one who could love him unconditionally.

"But you have her." Chanyeol whispered. "And it pains me, Baek."

Baekhyun looked up. "I-i'm sorry, Chanyeol." he sobbed. "I-i'm really, r-really s-sorry." then he cried louder, dropping to the floor and capturing his face.

"It's not true." Chanyeol said which made him look up.

"W-what?" he asked and sniffed.

"I'm not dating Sunny." Chanyeol said. "The news is a false accusation." he sat infront of Baekhyun and stared at his face. There's sadness in his eyes but he's trying not to fully show it.

Baekhyun shook his head and wiped his face. "I-i thought.. they said.. you're both.. but.."he trailed off, not knowing what to really say next.

Chanyeol gave him a sad smile. "We're not." he said. "We're not dating."

Baekhyun just stared at him, eyes wide open.

"But i don't know why you really care." Chanyeol muttered.

Stupid idiot, Baekhyun thought. I love you, that's why i care!

He wanted to say that.

But instead, he leaned forward and grabbed Chanyeol's face, pulling him for a kiss. Chanyeol was taken aback by the sudden movement. He stayed frozen in place with his lips pressed against Baek's plump ones.

But then, Baekhyun started to move his lips and tongue with synchrony. He licked Chanyeol's lower lip and bit it, making Chanyeol gasped. Baekhyun took the chance to insert his tongue into the other's mouth and taste the corners of it. He can still make up the taste of wine and sugar. It was very Chanyeol and he can't stop himself from sucking.

Chanyeol on the other hand wanted this for a long time. He's been needing this, and now that it's freely given to him, he can't pull back. He pulled Baek's head closer with his large hand and used the other one to clasp his slender waste and zero the space between their bodies. He moved his head and lips, perfectly matching Baek's paces and moves. He knows him too well. And they found themselves into the right beat. The right synchronization.

But then, such moment can't last. Not that they want it to end. But the situation forbids them.. again.

Baekhyun was the first to pull away. He looked at Chanyeol directly and held his face. There's sadness in his eyes and Chanyeol could clearly see it.

"No no!" Chanyeol started to protest and brushed Baek's cheeks with his palm. "Not again, baby. Don't leave me again this time." he said and the tears came flowing again, betraying him.

Baekhyun sobbed and shook his head. He closed his eyes and looked down, making Chanyeol's heart break into a million pieces.

"I'm sorry, Yeol." he sobbed and started to break away from Chanyeol's hold. "I love you so much. But i can't.." he trailed off.

"Can't what?" Chanyeol asked, frustrated. "Tell me, babe. Tell me, please!" he started to make Baekhyun face him. And the sight of his love looking torn like this is making no help.

Baekhyun shook his head. "I'll come back for you." he whispered and kissed Chanyeol's cheek lightly. "When everything's done, i'll come back to you."

Chanyeol shook his head lightly. He's getting confused. "W-what? What are you saying?" he asked.

"I'll come for you, Yeol." Baekhyun repeated. He pulled Chanyeol's head and kissed his forehead. "Wait for me, okay?"

Chanyeol wants to ask more. He wanted to know what's happening. But he knows Baekhyun won't tell him anything.

He looked once again at his lover's face and saw nothing but love in his eyes. He nodded and pulled him for the first hug they had for months after avoiding him. He rubbed his back and played with his soft curls.

"I don't know what's happening." Chanyeol whispered against Baek's hair and inhaled his scent. "But i love you and i know nothing else."

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Sorry sa typos. :( Ito muna sa ngayon. Haha.

Sana nagustuhan niyo parin ang epal na gawa ko. Huhu. :( Mahal na mahal ko parin kayo! Godbless! Xoxo~