Chapter 4

Sebastian was nervous because of Trent now knowing everything and he said

"You're going to tell Rachel that I love her, have her hate me and have her not talk to me ever again because she won't date someone like me, who is a player and sleeps with anyone who has pulse." Trent shook his head and said

"I'm not Bassy, it's up to you to tell her, not me. I just want to know how long have you loved her." Sebastian sat down on the couch in the Warbler room and said

"Since I first saw her Nixon. But she was with Hudson, and I had to respect that she was taken, it pained me every single day seeing them together." Sebastian was on the verge of tears and said

"Why do you think I slept around and had sex with anyone who had a pulse. To forget about her, and move on from her. I closed my heart off. " Sebastian looked up at him and continued

"You wanna know what hurt the most though Nixon?" Trent looked at Sebastian concerned and said

"What hurt the most Bassy?" Sebastian took a deep breath and said

"Finding out in that Warbler practice from you and Anderson that Hudson asked her to marry him and she was thinking about it, that broke me and pained me more than what I like to admit. Sleeping around me numbed that pain. I've never had sex with anyone who loved me. Or really cared for me for that matter." Trent sat next to Sebastian and said 

"I didn't mean to hurt you that day Bassy. The Warblers love and adore Rachel. I only told them as I thought the guys had a right to know, I just didn't know that I hurt you." Sebastian wiped his eyes and sighed and said

"Its okay Nixon. The guy did have a right to know because like you said The Warblers love and adore Rachel, and they're protective of each other. How can it be your fault when you didn't know my feelings. It only pained me because that was the day I realised I loved her, and realised that I would never get the chance too." Trent took Sebastian's hand and squeezes it, and said

"That's not true Bassy. You get that chance to tell her how you feel now since you know Finn and Rachel broke up." Sebastian shook his head and said

"It's too late for that to happen." Trent looked at Sebastian and said

"What do you mean?" Sebastian turned his head and said

"Rachel wouldn't want me." As Sebastian said the bell rang for their first lesson. Sebastian picked up his books, stood up and said to Trent 

"Please don't tell anyone Trent, not even Rachel. Her being the reason that I'm a player because she was taken would hurt her a lot." Trent knew Sebastian was right, as they walked out of the Warbler room, Trent said

"I know it would Bassy, and as I told you, it's not up to me to tell her, its up to you tell her. They are your feelings not mine, I'll see you in practice." Trent walked to class as Sebastian bailed up Hunter and took him to the broom closet.

Rachel was dreading going into glee, she didn't want to go, she didn't want to see Finn or even the unholy trinity, not after everything she had found out, but Sam, Puck and Blaine all convinced her to go. So here she was sitting in the choir room in a Blam sandwich with Puck sitting behind her she assumes Blam and Puck planned it so they could protect her since they were only three to really defend and stand up for her even when she was with Finn. The glee club is the reason why they don't know Rachel's feelings for Sebastian even though Sebastian has slept with a majority of them, Blaine and Puck included. Rachel knew that if they all found out about her feelings for Sebastian they would make her choose again, something they didn't do with Kurt, which hurt her a lot, and made her realise that no-one but Sam and Puck actually care about her. 

Rachel sat there quietly as she heard what everyone except Blaine, Puck and Sam were saying, when Finn had walked in. Rachel tensed up when she saw him. Rachel quickly took Blaine's hand and squeezes it as Finn walked up to her smiling and said

"Hey Rach. I understand why you said no to marrying me, but we were good together, and we can try again." Rachel shook her head no with tears falling down her cheek and she said

"No." Puck, Blaine and Sam were shocked that for the first time ever Rachel had said no to Finn. Finn looked at her confused and said

"What do you mean no?" Rachel took a deep breath and said

"I mean no. When we were together Finn, I always had my suspicion. you always telling me that you were going over to Noah's every day, when you weren't as Noah always went to Dalton or was with Santana. And somehow I convinced myself that you weren't, that you wouldn't do that and then you asked me to marry you like nothing happened." Finn was speechless at what Rachel had said, and she continued

"You cheated on me Finn, during the prom campaigning with Quinn. Quinn and Santana giving me prom queen, confirmed everything. and you acted like you didn't, and you proposed to me probably thinking it would go away and you lied to me Finn, and what's worse, Quinn confirmed it to me yesterday at the Lima Bean. and no apologies and no proposals is going to make that go away. We were never good together Finn. You didn't love me." Finn was confused and said

"I did love you." Rachel shook her head and said

"No you didn't. If you loved me, you wouldn't have lied to me, and you wouldn't have cheated on me. You didn't love me, you loved the attention from me, and now because my attention isn't on you, here you are trying to win me back, so please go away from me." Finn then walked away down trodden, as Sam, Blaine and Puck was taking in what Rachel had told him. 

After school, Rachel sat down at the Lima Bean to read, when she looked up and saw Sebastian and said

"What are you doing here Sebastian?" Sebastian took a deep breath and said

"To talk to you and see how you are." Rachel placed her book down on the table and said

"Fine, I'll bite, I'm doing okay." Sebastian was concerned for her, but he wasn't leaving her alone, and he knew today was the day to tell her the truth, but he would continue to sleep around just for a little longer until he knows it's time to chase Rachel properly.

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