So I was tagged to do a 50 Questions challenge(again), but I was bored so I'll gladly do so hahaha, thank you SmexySensei <3 I'm super glad that you're back :')

1. Do you prefer to write with a black pen or a blue pen?
Black tbh. I'm black everything.(Well, almost everything)

2. Would you prefer to live in a countryside or city?
Honestly, the countryside because it's more peaceful but I'd have to choose the city because I need to survive. I know how it feels to travel a long distance just to go to a damn school and just about everything else. I don't exactly live in a city or near one.

3. If you could learn a new skill what would it be?
Socialising.

4. Do you take your tea / coffee with sugar?
I hate 98% of teas. I can't drink coffee, I'll end up in a hospital.

5. What was your favourite book as a child?
Bed time stories because I could only read to myself.

6. Baths or showers?
Showers. Baths are a waste of water and time, I'm sorry.

7. What mythical creature do you want to be?
A Pegasus..? I guess??

8. Electronic books or paper ones?
Paper ones definitely.

9. Favourite article of clothing ?
An oversized hoodie.

10. Do you like your name ?
I don't particularly like it, but I don't dislike it either. It wasn't given by my parents so I don't need to feel bad about not liking it?

11. Who is a mentor to you?
Myself. I learned everything by myself, from my past experiences and mistakes, the things I observe from the surrounding.

12. Would you ever want to be famous and what for?
Honestly I hate attention, but I do want to be famous. Because I want to protect my family.

13. Are you a restless sleeper?
Yes I am, this is the reason why I very often overwork and exhaust myself to get some sleep.

14. Are you a hopeless romantic?
I suppose?

15. What element represents you the most?
Water. Water is taken for granted and it is polluted by humankind. When it freezes, it becomes cold like ice. When it's in high temperature, it evaporates into steam and it may scald you if you're not careful.

16. Who do you wanna be closer to?
Myself. There are too many things I want to find out about myself.

17. Do you miss someone at the moment?
A father I never seem to have.

18. Write about an early childhood memory.
...Amnesia. Well, the only and only memory I can recall is when I was sleeping in a hotel with my little brother and my cousin. I woke up to hear my parents screaming their head off and my mother leaving the door.

19. What can you see outside your bedroom window?
A land of sand and a field of grass behind it where the airport is, sometimes I see airplanes.

20. What are you most thankful for?
Friendship.

21. Do you like spicy food?
Yes, I love spicy food. So much that I'll risk my health to have a taste of it.

22. What is the strangest thing you've eaten?
Copper(II) sulphate salt.

23. Have you ever met someone famous?
Yes, a DJ of my country, a feng shui master in Taiwan and GOT7.

24. Do you keep a journal?
I used to when I was a young kid, but not anymore. I used to blog too, it was like a journal to me but I stopped it 2 years ago.

25. Pen or pencil?
I can't live without them.

26. Star sign?
Aquarius-Piesces

27. Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy?
It has been a very long time since I last had cereals. I like it crunchy with a little bit of sogginess in it.

28. What do you want your legacy to be?
Since I've left an organisation I was a part of, I want my legacy to be someone who uses a much kinder way of teaching and guiding instead of scolding and giving punishments.

29. Do you like reading? What was the last thing you read?
As much as I love reading, I haven't been reading a novel since I was 16 because I was focusing on studies and completing my jobs in school.

30. How do you show your love to people?
It depends on what kind of love. If it's love in friendship, then I'll show it by caring for them. I'll often lecture them about taking care of themselves and such. If it's family love or love-love, I'll care indirectly. For example.. When you're hungry, I'll give you my food and tell you I don't want it because it's disgusting. I refuse to admit that I care.

31. Do you like ice in your drinks?
I do, but I can't have cold food/drinks anymore.

32. What are you afraid of?
I'm afraid of too many things. Mostly afraid of the future. Not my future, but my country's future and Earth's future.

33. Favourite scent?
Fresh scent of nature?

34. Do you address older people by their first name or last name ?
It depends who they are to me, it's too much to explain so I'll leave it at that.

35. If money was not a factor, how'd you live your life?
Without worry in the aspect of living expenses and school fees.

36. Swimming in pool or ocean?
I'm bloody afraid of water, what do you think? I can't even swim, so I'd choose neither. I've drowned in the ocean, so a pool if I must.

37. What'd you do if you found €50 on the street?
I'll keep it, but I'll return it if I know who it belongs to. If it's the hungry ghost month then I'll just leave the money there lol.

38. Have you ever seen a shooting star? Ever made a wish?
No, I'll not waste my time to make a wish because that's just stupid.

39. What is the one thing you wanna teach your children?
It's a tough choice between respect and consideration. I want my children to respect everyone and everything, but I want them to be considerate about other people as well.

40. If you had to get a tattoo, what'd it be?
A butterfly on my scapula I guess?

41. What can you hear right now?
I'm listening to a song lol.

42. Where do you feel safest?
I feel safe nowhere. I guess I'd have to say the bathroom? Because no one is going to go in there while its occupied, but the door can break down with an average kick. I'd be exposed if the door is even pushed without much strength.

43. One thing you wanna overcome?
To many things tbh. But since my temper is kept in check, I'll say I want to overcome my anxiety. I need to overcome my anxiety.

44. If you could travel back to an era, what would it be?
Where swords were the only weapons.

45. Most used emoji?
😂

46. Favourite season and why? How would you spend your ideal day?
I like spring, autumn and winter so I don't know. I can't choose between them. Autumn? I'll lay down on a pile of maple leaves and stare into the sky.

48. Describe yourself in one word.
Pathetic.

49. What do you regret the most?
I regret too many things, but I've learned to accept the past as the past and it happened for reasons to make me a better person. Regret.. What do I regret? For not saying no when I should.

50. Invent a word and give it definition.
Abu-freaking-den
A•bu•frea•king•den -
The reply to a stupid question with an obvious answer.
Synonym: Fucking obviously

That's all I have for you today, aha!

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