10 Things I Hate About Me
Nominated by the lovely Infinite_Writer01
ONE| I'm useless, pathetic, and worthless. Enough said, you should get my point with those three words. They hold a lot of information. I'm not called trash for no reason. Even by my very own family.
TWO| I'm not as strong as I put up to be. I'm a crybaby, honestly. Just raise your voice and I'll run off crying when I can't hold in my tears. Well, I hold my tears in a few times a day and so.. I've lost my ability in crying which leads me to being unable to relieve myself from misery. What I do then? Just one word: Pain. I only do it when I really couldn't stand it anymore. Though, I do cry when it comes to my family.
THREE| I'm too nice and kind. I can't say 'no' and I always try my best to return someone a favour. I'm always used, being taken advantage of and let myself because I worth of nothing.
FOUR| Lack of ability in speech. I hate talking and I can't talk without stuttering or just leave my sentence hanging. I don't know how to talk, so I seem unprofessional. I don't even defend myself and I don't argue back when that person is wrong. I just don't. There's no point anyway. If I'd have to lose something, I would choose to be a mute. No one listens to me and I don't have to talk. It's a win-win situation.
FIVE| My appearance. I'm really short, I don't have a nice body to show, my face isn't even pretty. Even my hair is rough and dry, my skin is dry as well. I look horrible and my body had uneven tans.
SIX| My voice cracks all the time and my voice is so soft at times that even I couldn't hear what I'm saying. My voice is so annoying, I hate it so much.
SEVEN| Lack of confidence. I look down whenever I walk and I avoid being engaged in a chat with people. I rarely look at people in the eye when I talk.
EIGHT| My fear for the tiniest things. I'm a coward, simple as that. The 10 fears I've listed out not long ago isn't even half of it.
NINE| Procrastination. I often do things last minute and I'm always complained about it. I'm sorry, this bad habit is difficult to change.
TEN| Poor health. This problem limits me from doing a lot of things. Not just physical health, but emotional as well.
I don't expect anyone to talk to me about this. This is who I am and no one can change my view of myself. Trust me, many has tried but my hatred towards myself only grows stronger day by day.
Nominating:
Calcu_Writer
HuyenAya
jairrymalfoy
leila_ssss
LightMareLibra
TheLastBroadcast
VirgoVibe
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