After that letter, I was shocked to the core. I can't believe that I would even think this. I grab my bag, and the letter. I started to make my way to the hotel, when I felt a hand grab my forearm. I turned around to only be greeted by Lora. "Eve," she said this when a softness to her voice. "I know it's hard, you have been hurt by so many people. I can see it in your eyes, and his. You both love each other. I say go for it, if he declines I will beat it out of him till he says the truth."

This made me laugh. I looked at her, and I knew that I liked him, and I was and still am too stubborn to admit it. I turned around and started to run to where he was. It's time he knows how I feel. "Eve where are you going?!" I looked at her, "I am going to tell Jax that I love him!!" He smiled at me, and then I made my way to Jax. When I saw him, I saw the most awful scene in front of me. He turned around and looked at me, and I saw a guilt in his eyes. "I-I can't believe you!!" I ran, I ran as far away as I could.

I turned to the one person that I could go to, Lora. "Lora!! Lora!!" She turned around, and looked at me worriedly. I must look like a mess, with mascara running down my face.
"Eve, what happened?!?" She hugged me, I know she is just trying to confort me. It's not working at all...

"I s-saw Jax..he..h-he.." I could hardly speak, because of how hard I was crying. "Take a deep breath Eve, tell me what happened." I looked at her, and I felt like I could tell her anything, so I did. "I saw him with another girl. He hugged her, and kissed her. He..he said he loved her!!" I started crying once again.

"I am so, so sorry Eve. If I could take the pain away I would." She rubbed my back, it actually made me feel better. "What are you going to do now?" What was I going to do? I never been hurt like this before, I don't know what to do. How can I see him, when he comes back to my house? How can I be friends with him?

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After the beach, I rode home with Lora. Even after all these years, she is still there for me. I can't believe it, I am just half to have a friend by my side again.

I locked myself in my room, and I won't answer to anyone. My brother won't even try to knock anymore, after I threw a book at his head. It was pretty funny though. I never want to see, or here that person again.

While I was lost in thought, even though that's never a good thing, there was a knock at my door. Thinking it was my brother, I grabbed a book from my shelf, I am aimed and dangerous!!! The door crept opens to reveal Jax. I threw the book, and I am pretty sure if he did not duck he would be knocked out right now.

"Why are you so violent!!" He picked up the book off the floor, and flipped it over in his hands, what are you thinking? "Can I please explain myself. I want you to kno-" I cut him off before he could finish. "No. I don't want to hear anything that you have to say. I saw what I saw, and I won't forgive you. Not this time, not now, not ever. I am sorry Jax, I gave you a a chance and you broke it." He looked at me like he truly was sorry.

"Leave." He walked to me slowly, as if I was a small scared animal. "Please, let me explain what you saw." "LEAVE!! Don't come any closer." I was on the verge of tears..I just can't. "Fine, as you wish." He turned around and left me, alone.

It seems that's what he is good at. Leaving me alone, and running away. I turned off my light, and climbed back into bed. Sometimes the darkness feels better. I let the quietness ingulf the room, and let the dark take over. I felt at peace, I was alone, but I was alone in peace.

It seems like no matter how hard you try you can't never escape the dark, but you can avoid it.  You just need to smile, and be around people that makes you feel good.

As night fell, and the sun disappeared behind the stars, I was left to my thoughts. My thoughts of what would it be like if I never saw that scene happen, what would it be like if I never meet Jax? He hurt me this time in a way that can't be fixed. He made me feel more pain, and hurt that I have ever felt.

I guess that saying is true, girls and guys can be best friends, but at some point one of them will fall for the other. In this case, I fell for the guy that left me, the guy that hurt me. If he hurt me so much, then why do I still love him? You can always learn from your mistakes, my mistake was ever meeting you, being your friend, trusting you to be there. Trust...that's funny I don't trust anyone, anymore. Trust was my mistake.

Hello. How was the chapter? I hoped you all enjoyed it. I will try to get the next chapter done in about a week.