One minute I was just talking to Jax, then the next thing I know I was pushed into a room. The last words he said reverberated in my head. The thing he did next shocked me to the core. "Just relax baby girl.." I was on the verge of freaking out. Why was he doing this?

"Let me go!!" He just shushed me, by covered his lips on mine. I melted into the kiss. It felt so good to have his lips on mine, until his hands wondered to the forbidden zone. He pushed me down on the bed, and pinned my hands. I fought against him, what had gotten into him?

"No." I pushed him back, and ran out of that room. As I was walking down the hallway, I heard my name being called by him. I really don't want to talk to him, not now or not ever.

"Please let me explain." He grabbed my arm, and looked at me. I nodded at him, as a sign for him to continue. "I am so sorry, Eve. You just look really good, and my hormones took over." I started to laugh half-heartily. "Don't use that excuse on me. I want to get a thing clear with you, I don't like you that way. So just don't try with me." That was a lie, I did develop those kinda feelings, but I can't help but feel like he was just trying to get into to my pants.

All I wanted to do was run out of the party and disappear. I don't want to be here, knowing he is here to. As I was on my way to the front door, I was pushed against the wall. I knew who those arms belonged to before I even had too look. "What the hell Jax!!" He looked at me and I could see he was hurt.

"Just listen to me, please. I really do like you Eve." I just stared at him, and the next thing I said I regretted it. "Cut the crap, Jax. The only reason you brought me here was so you could get me drunk, then have sex with me. All of you guys are the same, I want to be your friend again, but if you only see me as a toy, then you can forget it. I am not going to like you, not now not ever. You are not nothing but a bastard!! You left me all those years ago, and you think that you can just show up, and do some stupid things and get me to fall for you. Guess what..that's not how it works." With that I turned around and walked out of that house.

I can't believe I fell for everything. I was actually starting to like him, then he- ugh I hate him. I don't really know why I am so mad, I guess because he was my first everything. I can't believe he tried to do anything. He invited me here to do what exactly. Have sex, then leave me. How naive does he think I am. When he comes home tonight, he better be prepared to be locked out. I ma not sleeping in the same room as him.

I realized that he drove me here, so I ended up walking home. It was not to bad, I got some time to think. I knew that he changed, but I never thought he changed this was!! How stupid was I? How could I not see it? Ugh!!! It's official I hate guys more than anything. The worst thing is that he is staying with me. I really just want to kick him out of the house, and tell him to go find a hotel.

All of a sudden it started to rain, great. I usually hate the rain, but right now the rain seems to calm me. It's like all my worries are washed away. I am so happy right now, mainly to be almost home. I think for once in my life, I felt glad to see my brother.

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As I walked up the steps to the house, I felt wave of relief wash over me. I never been so happy to be here. I went inside and i was greeted by my brother.

"Hey little sis. What wrong? Do I need to kill anyone?" I was actually considering the fact that he should murder Jax, but then people will and questions.

"Jax tried to have sex with me." I said it as bluntly as I could. It was the truth, and that made my brother stare at me. I could have laughed at how his face looked, but then again I better not.

"What!!! I am going to murder that little..." he started to walk to the front door.

"Where are you going?" He looked down at me and just gave me a smirk.

"Don't worry little sis, I will be back and Jax won't try another thing like that again." He patted my head, and with that he left.

I sat there waiting for my brother to get back. What do he mean when he said I don't have to worry anymore? What was he going to do? At this point I don't care. I have been upset for the most part of my life, might as well be upset for little while longer. I know my brother won't do anything bad, right?

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It was past midnight when I heard a bang outside. That's right my brother has been gone for over three hours. I have no clue what he has been doing. I ran down the stairs and stopped mid step when I heard my brother and Jax taking. They were taking about me...

"I don't care how you feel about my little sister, you should have never done what you did!"

"I am sorry, for what I did. I really do like her, that's why I had come back. I doubt she will ever forgive me after tonight."

"Let me tell you something. My sister has been through hell. When she needed you the most, you left her. You left her without telling her where you went. She cared about you, and I know she still does. She is hurt, and in pain. If you really cared for her, or even love her. You have to prove it to her."

"I understand. I will not do anything else to upset her, I just want to see her smile."

With that I ran back up to my room. Smile? If he cared so much about seeing me smile then, he should have thought about that when he left me in tears.

I crawled under my big blanket and when I just started to drift off into sleep, I felt the bed sink underneath me. I knew that was Jax, and all I wanted to do was to push him off. I was too tired to do though.

Once before I went into deep sleep, I felt something soft on my forehead. Lips? Then a small whisper in my ear. I could barley here it, but I could just make out what he said.

"I am sorry, please forgive me." Then there was silence. I opened my eyes a little and saw that no one was beside me. He must have thought about how I felt for a change. I wonder how this guy will act tomorrow.

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The next day I woke up like normal, expect to day we don't have school. Which means that I can do what I want to do. I went down stairs to find my brother cooking breakfast.

"Morning..." I turned around to that voice. I found a half awake, and half asleep Jax. If I was not mad at him then I would find this cute.
"How did you sleep, you look tired." I was really curious, since he did not sleep in my room last night.

"Not to good, I slept on the couch." Wow, he actually slept in the couch. Poor guy, NOT.

"Why did you sleep there?" I tried to sound as sweet as I could. " I did not want to make you uncomfortable." He said that one without looking at me. Was it true that he was nervous about telling me that.

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Once we had finished eating, my brother stood up from his chair all excited. "We should go to the beach!!!" I looked at him like he was crazy. The beach, today? No, no, no. " why the beach?" "It will be fun, come on sis. Please!!!"

I looked at my brother he looked so adorable. I eventually gave in to the temptation. He was too cute to resist. I went up to my room and packed my bags for the trip. I was almost done when I heard my door open.

"Hey, are you almost ready?" Whew it was my brother. Thank the lord. " yeah, can I ask you something?" He sat down at the edge of my bed. "Shoot." I took a deep breath, here it goes. "Are you doing this trip, to get me and Jax closer?" He gave me a very-to innocent smile. "Maybe, or maybe I just really want to go to the beach." I just rolled my eyes. "Uh huh, sure that is it. Anyway I am almost done, be out there in a sec." He patted my head before leaving my room and me behind.

I swear if he was not my brother, I would kill him for doing this. It's hard enough to share a house with him, let alone go on a trip with him. I won't make it, I just know that I won't. Today, is the day that I die...

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After what seems like forever, we had finally made it to the beach. Yay!!! Finally out of the car...I hate the car now. Once I got out I ran into the hotel. "Hurry up you guys!!!" They walked right behind me, well a few minutes behind. I may was a little bit to excited, but oh well.

Once we got out took keys and rooms, I found out I would be with Jax. Kill me now... I just wanted to run away. I know my brother has something to do with this. I won't ask, for now. Once we got into the room, I was happy to see that we had separate beds.

"I will let you change first, then I will go." I just nodded my head to him and walked into the bathroom. The hotel was nice, but I don't like sharing a room with him. He is a good guy, I just hate him that's all. Once I was done, I walked out of the bathroom. Only to find a shirtless Jax, wearing nothing but his bath ring suit bottoms. He looked at me and I swear his mouth dropped to the floor.

"What?" I looked at him like I did nothing wrong. "Your wearing a red bikini." I looked down at my bathing suit. "So? I like it. What wrong with it?" He scratched the back of neck and looked at him, well not in the eyes. "N-nothing." Aww...he is nervous.

That's a new score for me, usually it's him to make me nervous. Once we got done doing everything, we went outside to the beach. It was so nice and beautiful here. I just never wanted to leave.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and when I looked up I saw Jax holding how ice-creams. One chocolate and one vanilla. He gave me chocolate one.

"How did you know I liked this kind?" I asked him while eating the delicious treat. "I just know you really well." I looked at him and saw that he was smiling. Maybe I could forgive, what he did the other night, but I won't fall for him ever again. This time I won't like him, or love him. He is only a friend to me and that it's.

I mean how hard is it to not fall in love with your best friend?

Hello readers!! This took me two hours to do, and I hoped you enjoyed it. Don't forget to leave a comment and tell me what you think.