Chapter 20

I made my way back to my room and picked up everything. My hands were shaking since I was so nervous about telling Jax the truth. I don't want to fight anymore, no more running, no more being afraid to face the truth.

I love Jax and if he don't feel the same way then so be it. He needs to know everything, and he needs to know now. I turned to face the clock and it reads seven thirty, it's time. Right when the clock read that, there was a knock at the door.

My heart picked up fast and I slowly walked up to the door and opened it. There stood Jax, with a tight black shirt on and matching pants. He looked perfect, and all I wanted to do was hug him.

"Come in." I nodded my head toward inside and walked in.

"What did you need to talk about?" He looked at me with confused eyes. I took a deep breath and sat down on the bed.

"You might want to sit down for this." I patted the spot next to me and he sat down.

"Eve what's going on?" I looked at his perfect face. His full lips, soft hair, rosy cheeks. I never want to forget his face.

"When we were kids you told me to forgive you if you ever came back. For a long time I could never forgive you and I always lived in peace and quite. I became depressed after you left me all those years ago, I never went anywhere and never done anything. My only friend was Sarah, but I never felt complete." I took a breath and looked at his eyes.

"I shut everyone out of my life, because I never wanted to get hurt again. Then you showed back up and I was so shocked and happy. Then I remembered that you left me and never said anything to me again, and then that happiness was replaced with anger. I was mad that you left me alone, I was mad that I felt like I had no one else." I looked at his face to read his expression, and he touched my hand.

"Eve-" I stopped him. "No, let me finish. You have done some things to me during this year and it's not even October yet. You made me hate you, made me want to lock you out of the house and never let you in. I could never imagine that in my whole life, that I would ever fall in love with my best friend. I did though, you were always there for me, and I know you always will be." I looked at him one last time, and I held his hand tight in my own. As the words I have been holding came out.

"I love you Jax Hynn. I loved you from the first day we meet, and I will love you till the last day."

I waited for him to say something anything to me, and he just staired at me. "I am sorry that I left you without warning, and I never came back till now. You never left my heart and you never will. I love you more than you will know."

Then he kissed me, this kiss contained every emotion that he has hidden to me. At first the kiss was soft and sweet, and then it became rough and urgent. My heart started to pound in my chest, and all I ever wanted was this. To be in his arms, and to never be apart.

I could tell how he would look at me, and hold me that he really did love me. We might only be young teenagers, and not really know anything but I think we do know this one thing. That we really do love each other. It took eight years, but we survived it all.

We survived being separated, fights, lies, but we never gave up. We made some mistakes in this past month, but it was all worth it.

"Heyy, I am back! Oh." We looked up to see a smiling Sarah in the door way.

"Never mind keep going, I will be in Shane's room..." I rolled my eyes, gosh she really is something else.

"Go!" I through a pillow at her head and she took off running and laughing.

"Now where were we?" I turned to Jax who seemed to be enjoying this.

"I think about right here." He lowered his mouth to mine and kissed me full of passion.

I know that we might be young and probably crazy, but we are not too young to fall in love. If people tell you that you are too young to fall in love don't believe them. You are never too young, you are the only person that can decide that.

Life never turns out how we plan it. Sometimes things turn out for the best and sometimes it don't. I know that our future is uncertain and we don't know where this is going, but we do know one thing and that's we have each other.

Most people thought I might end up with Shane, but Jax has been there for me more and he is my best friend. I have been through so much heart break, but for him it has been worth it.

I love happy endings, and I am glad to finally get mine. I guess you could say our memories have disappeared, but our love never faded.

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