After us ignoring them all day yesterday we decided to hang out with them today. They were really shocked to hear that we even wanted to hang out with them. "Trust us, it's not a prank or anything. We just felt bad for ditching you guys all day yesterday and we wanted to make it up to you."

Of course Jax was glad with the idea, but Shane was not. I know that Shane and I are still 'dating', even though it's not real I still feel bad for him and wonder why he is upset. I decided I should confront him about it.

"Hey Shane can I talk to you for a minute?" He just nodded his head in response, great now what? "Why do you want to talk to me?" I looked at him in the eyes to see if he was upset or maybe mad. "I just wanted to know why your not excited about all of us going out today. I know that hanging out with girls may not be the thing you wanted to do, but Sarah's parents are also coming along too, oh and also-" he cut me off before I could finish.

"I just wanted to spend the day with just you but then everyone is going to come. I don't want them to come and ruin anything!" I was shocked that he was getting this mad over nothing. "Well yesterday I really just wanted it to be Sarah and I, and this trip was suppose to be just her and me then my parents decided to make you guys come along. So don't talk like they are ruining anything for you, when in reality you guys are ruining everything for me. I have been through enough stress with you guys living with me, that I just wanted a break.

Why can't you see that? Also for the fact you and me are just fake dating and we don't have to be by each other all the time! Seriously why do you even want to spend so much time together anyway?!"

He went to open his mouth and say but he just stared at me for a couple of seconds. Then he grabbed the sides of my face but gently, and kissed me. His lips were soft and I could tell he was trying to tell me something through the kiss, but I could not tell what it was.

When he pulled away from me he looked at me, and just smiled. "Does that answer your question." Then he left me dumbfounded and complete shocked.

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We all decided to go to the mall and buy some new shoes. I was glad that we were going shopping again, but then I just could not help the fact that Shane was kinda upset. I should have been nicer to him when he told me how he felt.

There is a part of me that wanted to stay with him and continue to kiss him more, but then I wanted to disagree. Part of my heart was closer to Jax than anyone else, but since Shane came into my life I have gotten closer to him.

I wish that I could have talked to him longer than what I did. Maybe I should try hanging out with him more than Jax. I spotted him near the men's shoe department. "Hey Shane!" I ran to his direction.

"What's up, want me to kiss you again?" Yesss.. "No I just wanted to hang out with you today more. I felt bad for not hanging out with you yesterday when you really wanted too, so I thought how about we spend some time together today." He looked at me like I was lying or something.

"Alright, but if this is just another way for you to kiss me, then all you have to do it ask me." I felt like my face was turning red as a tomato.. why does he have this effect on me at all?!

"What do you want to do first?" I looked at him to see what he would like to do. "Well..we could kiss or we could go get something to eat." I wanted to kill him for suggesting the first thing, but I was kinda hungry myself. "Alright lets go eat, but I won't kiss you this time."

"Oh really, then why did you kiss me last time." I stopped dead in my tracks. "You caught me when I did not expect it!" If I could I would strangle him then and there.

"Alright what ever helps you sleep at night."ughh, why do you have to be this way Shane!!

We decided to go to Olive Garden and while we were eating our food I saw Jax with Sarah and her parents. He looked kinda upset since I left, then he spotted me through the glass window. The next thing that I knew he was on his phone. A couple of minutes later my phone buzzed with a message.

Jax: Why are you with him?!

Eve: I just wanted to hang out with him, I felt bad for not doing that yesterday.

Jax: You ignored me too. I felt bad that my own best friend/crush would hang out with someone else. Can you please come back, Sarah is getting on my nerves and her parents keep asking me why I am even here.

Eve: Listen I am sorry that I decided to hang out with him and not you. I did not hang out with you because he was mad at me, and you never said anything about it.

Jax: Fine, but I want to spend tomorrow with you since you did not yesterday or today. Please...😢😢

Eve: Fine..I cant stand when you are upset.

Jax: Yay!! Love ya and see you later!!😘😘

Eve: 😊😊

That was the end of our conversation. I guess today and tomorrow is just going to be and the guys. That's ok though, I mean it's just us and I might should hang out with them more.

After Shane and I had finished eating our food we decided to go back to the hotel since we had nothing else to do. To come and find out that Sarah, her parents, and Jax all went back a while ago.

I think it would be nice to finally get some peace and quit but nope, Sarah wanted to know what happened today with Jax and Shane. "Well its a long story." She sat down on her bed and patted the spot next to her for me to sit. "I have time."

After a couple of minutes of explaining things to her, she just sat there with a unreadable expression on her face. After a little while of getting ready for bed she had finally asked me a question.

"Do you like Shane after all?" I though about her words for a minute.

Do I like him? It repeated in my head a thousand times over and over again. "No, I don't."

Do I? It feels like a lie when I say I don't, but I still wonder. Do I like Shane or do I like Jax more?
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