I never felt so lonely in my life. I felt broken down, and tired. I know that everyone might be wondering where I went, or where the car went. Yeah, the car is mine now...hahaha. I finally know the reason behind the act on the beach, but now I wish I never knew.

I was lied to, and made out to be a joke. Why can't I just be happy, oh wait, I don't have anymore happiness left me in. I lost my will to smile long ago. Never again will I be hurt, I won't stand behind and let people lie to me, and run me over. I am going to stand on my own two feet and fight for all it's worth.

If I go down, I am going down fighting. No more being nice.

~

After I had to mentally prepare myself, I got into the car and drove off. I drove back to home, even though I knew that I would regret it in the end. Why can't I just stay at the park, would that be so bad? After sitting there for almost thirty minutes I got out of the car, and slowly made my way up the steps to the front door.

Once I opened the front door, I was not to surprised to see everyone in the living room. What I really wanted to know was, how did they get home? "Where have you been?!" I took a deep breath, here it goes. "Don't worry, I just went somewhere.."I did not look at anyone in the eye.

My dad, mom, brother, and the guys all got up from their spots in the living room. They started to make their way to me as I started up the stairs. I looked back at them, and they stopped. They want to wonder what happened to me, but they thought better of it.

"I knew it, you really don't care." I scoffed. They all wanted to say something, but I don't think they know what to say. They finally gave up on me, and they gave up on trying to help me out. I don't need help, and I don't anyone.

I have been alone for so many years. My parents always going on business trips, my brother at college, or hanging out with his friends. I never really had any friends, the ones that I did have left me. Now, I am all alone. I don't have my parents, my brother, or even the guys. I thought that once he came back everything would be ok, that I would be happy, there will be no more hurt or pain. I guess I was wrong.

Once I got to my room I shut the door behind me. I grabbed my headphones, and just laid there on my bed. Staring up at the ceiling, and dreaming of a life where I am happy, and at peace.

~

It was about nine at night when I heard a small knock at my door. When I got up and went to the door, there stood Shane. I went to shut the door, or tried to, he had put his foot were it would not close. "I need to talk to you, please." He looked at me and I could tell that he meant it. I was going to trust him for a change, what else could he do?

I took a couple steps out of the way to let him through, what I really wanted to do was go throw him out the window...hm. "Talk, before I loose my patience." He stared at me, and scratched the back of his head. If I was not so mad right now, then I would think it was cute.

"What are you doing here, Shane?" He took a death breath, then walked towards me. "I know what happened at the zoo was awful, and you should have not found out that way. When I saw you run away all I wanted to do was go after you"-Then why didn't you? "When I went to chase after you, Jax held me back saying I should leave you alone. When you never came home, we all got worried. Everyone knows that your mad at them, so they all thought it was best that I came to talk to you instead of them."

I walked over to my bed, and sat down. "Why do you even care about me?" I looked at him with innocent eyes. "I may not know much about you, but your my friend. I care about you no matter what, and I want to make sure that your happy. If you ever need someone to talk to, you can always come to me." He gave me a small smile, and patted my hand.

He really is different than the rest. He actually cares, and I can tell he only wants what's the best for me. I know when he said that we were friends, I can tell it was forced. I know he likes me more than that, but I am glad he giving me space and time on that part. At least I know I have someone that cares. "I better let you sleep, sorry I woke you." I don't know why I did it, but I did. Right before he walked out of the door I ran up to him and gave him a hug.

"Thank you, for being there for me." He gave a slight nod and kept on hugging me back. We fell into a comfortable silence, and it was just peaceful. I am glad that I made a friend someone that I could trust, someone that I know that cares for me. All I ever wanted was a friend that would never leave me, never forget about me. I think I have finally found that friend. "I am glad you came here tonight to talk to me." I looked up at him, and saw a genuine smile on his lips. "I am glad too."

He turned around after a couple of minutes of us hugging, and he slowly closed the door behind him. I did not want him to leave, I wanted someone to talk to. I was glad that he did come and talk to me, it may have been quick but it did help. He made me realize that there is more people out there that cares for me.

~

The next day I was woken up by my alarm. "If that thing don't shut up I will smash it with a hammer." Then here comes Jax into the room. "What are you doing?!?" He ran over the clock, and hugged it. "I came to save this poor clock before you murder it...it's ok clocky it's ok."

My friend people....

"I knew it, you finally lost it. I should call the metal hospital." He laughed at that, and just gave me a hug, and whispered good morning in my ear and left. He really is something else is he? I got dressed, something simple this time. Just a pair of jeans and t-shirt.

I grabbed my bag and keys and headed toward the front door. "I am leaving!!"

"Take your friends with you too!" Ugh, great now I have to deal with two of them in my car.

Once I got to my car, I made both of them sit in the back seat. "I want the front seat!" I rolled my eyes, they are like kids.

"No, you both have to be in the back or else you will fight over the seat. Now be quite." That seemed to work, for five minutes.

"Clap your hands if your bored..*clap* *clap*." Ugh, kill me now. I really want to through them both out the window, but sadly I can't or else people will ask questions.

It took about a ten minutes drive then we finally made it to school. Yess!! Praise the lord. Once I pulled into the school parking lot everyone's eyes was on us. Great, more attention for me.

"Hey stop pushing us-ow!!" Since they would not shut up and walked, I needed up hitting them in head. There maybe now they will be quite. Haha, I have been wanting to hit them for a while.

I finally got them both inside the school, after I had to literally push them through the front doors. "Alright you both have similar schedules as mine, so we have all have first block together." They nodded in agreement. Good, they won't argue.

I am so cruel, while they were not paying attention to me I had asked the lady in office, Mrs. Tina, if she could change their schedules. Of cause she asked questions me why, so I gave her the most simple reason. 'That they get into arguments' we all know that they don't want to have to deal with them, so she changed them for me.

They only have first, and third with me. That's fine as long I don't have last with them. I don't want to spend the last class of the day with one of them in it. I enjoy my peace and quite...once I got into first block, of course it's math, we started on our work. They moved the seats, around so Shane was on my left while Jax was on my right.

It was not that bad, except when they wanted to through paper airplanes at my head. "Will you stop that?" I yelled-whisper to Shane.

"Nope...it's to much fun." I shook my head and just kept on doing my work. At least I won't have to see them till third. Then freedom!!!

Finally once the bell ranged throughout the halls, I was free to go to my next class. I was happy since it was English, my favorite subject.

"How come we have different classes now?" I stopped dead in my tracks, uh oh.. "um, maybe they thought they needed to change them." I was secretly hoping that they would not be able to see through my lie. Then again, Jax can tell when I am lying.

"Did you do something?" Yep, there it is. It's like he had some lie detecter on him or something. "I have no clue what you are taking about, well I have to get to my next class bye!!" I then ran down the hall as fast as my legs would take me. I almost was caught..

After for what felt like forever lunch finally came. I was so happy to get some food..FOOD!!
Then I remembered, I have to sit with the guys. Sarah and I walked to the cafeteria, when she asked me the most crazy question in the world.

"Hey Eve?" I looked at her, and realized that she had stopped walking. "Can I ask you something?" I grabbed her shoulder and looked at her.

"Of course, what is it?" She shifted from one foot to the other, and I could tell she was nervous. "Do you like Shane?" I let of of her, and just stood there. I was to shocked to really answer her.

Do I like Shane? I mean he is sweet, he cares about me, and he is really cute. Who would not like him, but then there was Jax. I know he still likes me, so I am more scared to say that I like Shane knowing that Jax might do something. I really don't know if I like either one of them, I am more confused right now than anything.

"I don't really know. I mean he is everything anyone would want in a guy, but I just meet him so I still have to get to know him more." She just nodded her head, and then kept on waking back to the cafeteria. "Do you like Shane?" I knew the only reason why she would and if I liked him, was because she might like him to. I mean if I knew that my friend liked the same person then I would not want to date him.

"No, I knew that you talk to him more than Jax so I was just wondering." I nodded, that makes since. Then again, she seems to be lying. I think she does like him, but won't tell me.

Once we got our food, we sat down at the table. I waved over at the guys, so they knew to come over here. "Hey ladies, how is your day?" We both rolled our eyes. "Wow, you guys are actually being gentlemen, that's new." We laughed at that, I mean when two guys that are like 18, and say ladies who else would not hunk they are joking.

"We are just trying to be nice.." Shane almost whispered that last part. I would call him cute, if he did not just stoled my cookie..(for those kpop fans, he stoled kookie from her). "You can mess with my stuff, but no one touches my food!!" He gulp and slowly got up.

"Come back here you evil cookie snatcher!!" I needed up chasing Shane around the whole cafeteria. Well, that's how I spent my lunch, but I never got my cookie back. I did though get a couple of punches to Shane. He as not happy about that, so for revenge he tickled me.

"Stop! That tickles..." I was laughing so hard there was tears in my eyes. "Sorry, but that's the whole point." He did not sound sorry at all, more like he was enjoying it.

"Alright fine, I will stop." Well, here is the thing. He was leaning forward near me so he could tickle me, and I was leaning in the wall. When we moved to stop, he tripped and fell on me. When he did he put both hands on either side of my head to catch himself, and I was trapped.

"Um...I am sorry." I felt my face heat up, from how close we were. "It's f-fine." I tried to speak, then I wanted to slap myself for speaking. Ugh, stupid mouth.

"Are you blushing?" I looked away, and muttered a no. "What was that?" I looked at him and saw he moved closer to me. "I said no, I am just a little warm that's all." I put one hang to move him back and thankfully he did. That was a close call...

Finally after what felt like forever school ended. Since we had a test during third, the guys and I could not talk. Which was a good thing meaning I got peace and quite. We all crammed into my car, and this time I was going to be nice to them.

"I am going to flip a coin, and what ever side it lands on that will be the person that gets to sit in the front seat." I looked at Shane, he has heads and Jax had tails. I took the coin and flipped it in the air, and once it landed I knew it hated me so much.

You guess right, Jax was the one. He was so happy, but I on the other hand just wanted a break from either of them. "Yesss in your face Shane!" I thought it was kinda funny how the acted. Jax acted like a kid that just got a brand new toy, and Shane acted like someone just told him he could not have any candy. It was so funny and cute at the same time.

Once we got home, I felt so happy to just be free from all of them. Finally I can breath!!! After doing my homework, eating dinner, and just taking to everyone it was finally time for us to sleep.

I got up to go take a shower, and once the bathroom was free I took the chance before someone could. When I was done talking a nice long shower, I went to say goodnight to Jax and Shane. "Goodnight Jax." He got up and gave me a hug, then he just looked at me.

"What?" I thought I would have had something on me then I remembered that I just bathed. "Nothing, I just want you to know that what happened at the zoo was my fault. I did have a girlfriend, but like I said we only dated for a couple of months. When I saw her at the beach I told her to leave me alone, then she kissed me. I tried to push her away, but she would not let go. That's when you came and saw us. I want you to know that I do and will always like you, maybe even love you. If you ever find someone I will let you be, but if you don't I hope I will have a chance. I want you to know though, you will always be my my best friend and no one could take that place in my heart."

I wanted to cry, it was so sweet and I could not help it no more. "It's ok, I forgive you. I want you to know that no one could replace you either. You were my first best friend, and you will always be that. I don't know about my feelings, I am really confused about everything right now. I still need time, but I will always love you, no matter what I choose." We hugged each other for what seemed like forever.

Then Shane came into the room. He had a towel on so I knew he just came from the bathroom. We pulled apart, and I wiped my eyes making sure there was no tears. "Goodnight Shane." He smiled, and gave me a quick hug. I could literally feel the death glare he was giving Jax. "Goodnight Eve." They both said at the same time, once I closed the door the first thing I heard was Shane asking Jax why were we hugging.

I don't want to be here for when he explains, so I decided that it was time that I went to sleep. When I was about to go to sleep, there was a note on my pillow.

Dear Eve,

Meet me at the Green park at 12:00pm. I need to tell you something important.

Shane...

Well, I guess that is another mystery that I will have to solve.

Hello!! I hope that everyone liked this extremely long chapter. I am proud to say that this chapter was 3,077 words. I can't believe that I wrote that much.

I am so sorry that I have not been posting like I should be, but I have been busy with school and home. I will try to do better, and I hope that you all enjoyed this chapter. Sorry if there is any spelling errors, I was in a rush.

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