Mood: sad and depressed

Someone mentioned my ex best mate/brother and how he wished cancer killed me and shit. I miss the old times even if it was just a year ago I still miss it I miss him! I remember talking to him and having fun and just being here for me in general, when no one else was... He hurt me and he hurt Cody and since then I always feel awkward around him and Cody well Cody just explodes.

Again because I get awkward.

Just left me for someone else

*sighs*

Like I said I could talk to him about anything not even my gf new about still doesn't know about the things we shared because I can't physically get my words out without looking pathetic and crying.

like he does now...

That's all ✌🏻