Yeah I use to wait all the time for @Christians_babygirl I use to stay up late just to talk to him.... Then suddenly it just stopped and after he said that he hopped the cancer killed me, my whole world came tumbling down and it's never been the same again because I could trust him with all my secrets and stuff that I wouldn't just tell anyone. He was the first to find out about my cancer as well. I mean all good things come to an end but, I will never be that same again I want my best friend back, my brother, my world not my life because that's the love of my life but my world. *wipes away a tear* jack please come back and be that figure in my life again, please?