Sunny POV

I don't know what's wrong with me, but something must be terribly wrong with me. I can't stop watching. I start at 2:08 on the video until 2:18 and keep replaying those ten seconds. It must be the twentieth time I've done it already. I can't stop watching Hyomin's solo parts in T-ara's "I Go Crazy Because Of You" performances. Damn she's hot, her body is banging. I've never realized it with the clothes we wear at Invincible Youth but she's smoking hot.

"Wow, she really knows how to make you go crazy." I quickly turn around to find Yuri smirking at me. I slam the laptop close and hide my face from her cause I know it's bright red right now. "Aw, why'd you stop it? It was just getting to the good part."

"Yuri what are you doing in my room?" I said trying to change subjects.

"Just came to tell you that it's time for us to go to Music Bank." Yuri turned around and walked to the door. She stopped right outside the door frame and smirked at me again.

"Oh and T-ara will be there too, so you can stare at the real Hyomin all you want." I took my stuffed bunny and threw it at her but she had already closed the door. After I gathered my things, I loaded the van with my other members and we headed off to Music Bank.

I was backstage getting my makeup done when Soyeon came into our waiting room. All the members were happy to see Soyeon again. It has been some time since we had seen each other.

I look at myself in the mirror then I see her. Hyomin walks in the room and Yuri greets her. Oh my god she's wearing her I Go Crazy Because Of You yellow outfit. She is looking hot. Her legs are long and slim, her mid-section is exposed revealing her soft creamy skin, wait oh my gosh what's wrong with me? Stop staring or she'll notice.

"Oh Sunny, guess who's here." Yuri said in a tone that had me cringing. I slowly turn around and come face to face with her smirking and Hyomin standing next to her.

"Hey Hyomin." I manage to utter out from my mouth. She smiles at me and I feel a thump in my chest. What is this? It's not like I like Hyomin. I don't like Hyomin!

"What are you doing here?" I ask, thinking she might have wanted to see me.

"I came to get Soyeon. We have to perform next." She says before going over to Soyeon. I feel disappointment run through me. I was hoping she had come to see me. There I go thinking about Hyomin again. I must be too used to her around me.

I go out to watch T-ara perform on stage. It's Hyomin's solo part next and I can't help but feel excited. She's laying on the chairs with a charismatic expression on her face.

"It's better than watching her on the computer." I jump out of shock from hearing Yuri's voice behind me.

"Stop doing that!" I scold her then go back to watching the performance. It's Eunjung's part to sing so Hyomin could put her glasses on. When Eunjung finishes and Hyomin turns around to sing she stumbles, trips, then falls. She immediately stands up a few seconds later making me breathe out a sigh of relief.

After the performance I headed over to T-ara's waiting room to see if Hyomin was ok from the fall. The door was open a crack so I peeked inside. The other members of T-ara were patting her back telling her it was ok. There was something that bothered me though.

Eunjung was patting Hyomin's head and I saw the look in Hyomin's eyes. There was a sparkle in the way she looked at Eunjung. I felt my chest tighten and my fist clenching. I entered the room and all eyes were on me.

"Are you ok Hyomin? I saw the fall." I approach her and Eunjung backs away, leaving us in the corner. I place my hand on Hyomin's head and rustle her hair. Hyomin assures me that she was fine then smiles.

A few seconds later Yuri pops up by the door frame of the room to fetch me for our performance. I slowly walk out the door glancing over my shoulder. Hyomin skips to Eunjung still complaining about her fall while Eunjung is calling her a babo. I feel my chest tighten again and I place my hand over my heart.

"I like Hyomin."

Jiyeon POV

I sit on the same loveseat with Eunjung's diary again. When I hear the front door opening I hide the notebook quickly and act normal.

"Hey Jiyeon where's Eunjung and Hyomin? I thought they were home with you?" Qri asks me while sitting down to my left.

"They went to a recording together." I answer. Boram unnie walks in and takes the chair to my right.

"Oh yeah wasn't Eunjung going to help Hyomin get air time on Invincible Youth?" Boram says then starts snacking again. I nod and reach in the bag to eat some too.

"More like keep tabs on Sunny." Soyeon intervened and sat on the floor in front of us. "But it doesn't matter anymore. She already decided to let go."

I stare at Soyeon a little shocked at what she said. Does she know about Eunjung's crush on Hyomin?

"She lets her go now of all times? Aish, what a babo." Boram continues eating after voicing what was on her mind.

"Yeah I know right?" What? Qri knows too? "Just when Hyomin starts to like her back she decides to give her up. And did you see the way Sunny was looking at Hyomin in our waiting room? It's like everyone's feelings are turning one eighty."

"Wait a second! You all know?" All my unnies nod, leaving me dumbfounded. "What! Since when!"

"It's not that hard to notice these things Jiyeon." Qri answered my question.

"But Boram unnie didn't you say Sunbyung couple was cute?"

"I only said that to make Eunjung jealous and get her to confess to Hyomin." I knew it, it's always like this. I'm always the last to know. I give up hiding the notebook and take it out to read.

"Studying again?" Boram peeks over my shoulder to read a sentence and nearly drops her bag of snacks. "Jiyeon you're too young to read provocative books like these!"

Boram unnie grabs the notebook from me. I reach for it but she pulls it back. Boram opens the notebook to get a closer look at the contents. Qri looms over behind her and joins in reading the notebook.

"Give it back I want to read." I whine but they seem too focused on reading to even hear me. Soyeon walks over now and joins them in reading.

"Bad maknae," Soyeon tells me after reading a few lines. "You've been reading this and didn't even tell us?"

"This history isn't so boring after all." Boram continues to read.

"Hey I want to read too! I found it." I go to Boram's left so I can read too. Qri lets out a sigh and shakes her head after finishing a page.

"First Eunjung lets Hyomin go, then Hyomin starts to realize her feelings for Eunjung, and now Sunny wants Hyomin after she had already rejected her so many times. Love is so complicated."