Ocean

I woke with a start, feeling like someone was watching me.

I couldn't move, as fear paralyzed me.

"Shhh I told you." A voice spoke. "Common." The door banged shut behind them. The room was empty again, wept for me and the person laying next to me.

I hadn't realized how odd the positioning was. They hadn't move and it took me only three seconds to freak out again.

My head was laying on someone's arm, my face nestled into their neck slightly. The person's head was resting on top of mine. My body as curled up slightly but not as much as normal. Suddenly I realized it sent curled up at all, y legs lay down, entangled with someone else's. My torso was pressed up against someone's chest. I was laying on someone's left arm. My left hand was being held loosely against my right side by them. Just below that, another arm had me pinned in place, the thumb occasionally rubbing circles on the small of my back. My right hand was resting on the bear chest, and I could feel a slight heartbeat though it.

Coming back to my senses, I tried to push myself way, failing miserably.

"Five more minutes." The voice was no question Hayden's. He sounded exhausted and I get that way. Letting myself relax into his warm grasp I could hear him mumble something like "Wonderful. Cuddles." before he pressed his nose into my hair.

I don't know how long we'd been laying there but I really needed to pee.
Finding my non existing strength. I attempted once again to push myself from his grasp.

"Why," Hayden's whinny half asleep voice groaned before letting me go slightly. I wiggled out of his grasp before throwing a pillow in my place.

I grabbed some clothes not caring what it was. I got changed quickly before glancing at Hayden again.

He looked adorable I smiled softly, hoping that once this was over, he would find someone worthy of his golden heart.

Walking down the stairs I made way into the kitchen glancing at the clock. It was already nine forty-five, so I grabbed the ingredients I need and started whipping up some pancakes.

I placed some bacon in another pan, letting it sizzle not caring that the fat was biting my skin.

Pulling out some fruit, I grabbed a knife to start cutting it up. I glanced back, flipping the ready pancakes on the plate that I had placed in the oven to keep them warm before pouring more of the homemade batter ingot the pan.

Suddenly arms locked around me, pinning my arms to my sides. A face nuzzled itself into the hair on the top of my head. I could feel heavy breathing as though the person had been running.

"Ocean, Hayden mumbled in a half-asleep way. "Don't leave me."

I pulled out of his grip, smiling at his antics. I turned around to face him before getting up onto my tiptoes and kissing his nose. I don't know why I did it, but it felt right.

"Aww." I heard from the doorway. I glanced over to see Nicola and Jayden standing there. Blushing I turned away, gulping the pancakes over before the burned. Hayden followed me as I moved back to the cutting board.

Slicing some apple, I through it in the bowl. I slid the finished pancakes out of the pan before starting my third batch.

As I sliced the banana, Hayden wrapped his arms around my waist. I cut carefully trying not to slip up as my hand shook slightly.

The knife slipped in my hand, slicing open the side of my left hand. I winced in pain and Hayden glanced up from where ins face had been resting, in my hair. Seeing the cut, her shook his head, leading me to the sink.

"How?" He seemed confused. I shrugged; the pain head gone nub at this point. Hayden pointed to the numerous tiny burns on my arm now, saying. "Angles need to be careful." He walked over the cutting board, not awake but not quite asleep. He started chopping the rest of the fruit for the salad as I finished the pancakes want the bacon.

Throwing the load onto a couple plates I was about to ring the small bell the Hayden had not the counter when I heard, ""WHAT THE HELL?"

I recognized the voice as masculine, and Hayden and I rushed into the living room to find Nick and Vira standing at the bottom of the stairs. They were both starring open mouthed at Jayden and Nicola who were on the couch. I averted my eyes quickly, not wanting to take part omg what was going on.

"It's not what you think I heard one of them say as I walked back into the kitchen grabbing the plates.

"No, I think I know what that was." Another voice said icily.

I reached for the plate of bacon, holding it in my left hand as I reached for the plate of pancakes. A hand reached out and grabbed it before I could and glancing up I saw a blurry figure.

I blinked trying to get it into fucus before realizing my glasses had slid down my nose. Pushing hem back up, I saw Haden heading into the dining area with the pancakes and the salad. I followed holding the bacon. Jayden and the others had all sat down.

The table had room for six, so Vira and Nick had taken one side while Nicola and Jayden had taken the ends.

I went back into the kitchen to grab the syrup, plates, and cups for the orange juice. Hayden followed me placing his hand on my side.

I didn't mind, surprisingly. I went to the cabinet, seeing the syrup was out of my reach I sighed. I tried again, standing on my tiptoes this time. An arm shot out form behind me as a hand touched my waist. Letting myself fall back to my actual height.

Hayden's head dropped slightly before he whispered to me, "you know, you look good in my shirts." Glancing down I saw that it was indeed Haden t-shirt and I blushed like an idiot. I grabbed the syrup from his hand before walking to the drive to get the orange juice. I pulled it out glancing back at Hayden who had grabbed cutlery and plates. I walked out, placing the stuff I was carrying out on the table.

Hayden did the same and said to me, "Sit down." I shook my head even though my feet were killing me, and my head was swimming. Walking back to the kitchen I grabbed he cups. I grabbed the counter suddenly as a spell of dizziness washed over me. I shook it off. They weren't abnormal for me, and they happened mainly because I didn't eat.

Walking back to the table I set the cups down before collapsing into the only empty chair. I glanced at the plate that was in front of me. Hayden had apparently placed some on my plat since there was a helping of fruit salad as well as two pancakes.
I glanced at the food lifting my fork, but only proceeding to push it around my plate a bit.

Hayden's arm rested itself on my shoulders and he leaned and whispered "Eat." His voice had a bit of a plea in it. I grasped the handle of my fork listening to the happy chatter around me. I felt Hayden's hand on my shoulder, rubbing light circles. I took a bite from my food, and it was like heaven in my mouth. I felt bad this couldn't have been meant for me.

Hayden's smiled down at me when I glance at him. I felt his hand on my shoulder and felt like he was trying to tell me it was ok. I finished eating quickly, only managing to finish one pancake and half the fruit salad in my plate. Leaning back, I felt for the first time in forever, full. I felt even more exhausted than this morning. Glancing over, I saw the Jayden was hungrily shocking more into his mouth. He glanced up at me, giving me a thumbs up before continuing.