She was 5 months pregnant. She came home after completing her part-time job and was very tired. After taking a shower, she looked at herself in the mirror and smiled sweetly, thinking about her baby.

"You are growing so fast, baby. I want to hold you in my arms. Come fast, mommy is waiting for you."

She got dressed and made dinner for herself. After eating, she cleaned her house and sat on the floor, leaning her back on the wall.

She softly caressed her bump and smiled, imagining the joy of holding her baby in her hands.

"Didn't Mom feel this?

Didn't she feel like I'm feeling right now?
How could she hate me? I was inside her.

How could she throw me somewhere?

I feel so good having you inside me, baby. I really love you.

I was alone, but now you are with me. Finally, after many years of being alone, I have someone precious in my life.

I will give you everything. I know how much I cry whenever I want to play with toys, how much I feel hungry after eating the little portion the orphanage gives me, and how much I miss my parents whenever I see any child with their Mom and Dad.

But I will work hard, and I promise you I will be the best mother for you. Just don't bother me too much, okay? You are making me so tired these days. You are getting naughty. Let's sleep. I love you.

She fell asleep after talking to her baby. She didn't call Namjoon after that day, nor did she try to meet him.

In the middle of the night, she felt hungry. She opened her eyes, craving chocolate cake, her favorite. But she had to save money for her baby. Despite craving something sweet, she tried to go back to sleep.

In the morning, she made pancakes for herself and felt satisfied with her cooking skills. She went for an interview, hoping they would select her because she had experience working in a famous company in Korea.

After two days, she finally got an answer from them. They selected her, though they didn't pay her as much as Namjoon's company. Still, she had to work because it was hard to work as a waitress in the restaurant.

She got ready for her first day at the office, which went pretty well. After the office, she went for her part-time job at the supermarket, and then she finally came home and changed.

She had dinner and went to sleep. She always talked to her baby at night before sleeping and after waking up.

During the day, she sometimes scolded her baby, telling him/her not to bother her, although she loved her child.

Her job was going smoothly, and they were quite satisfied with her work. She was now 6 months pregnant, so she thought to buy some clothes for herself and for the baby. She wanted to buy some clothes and toys.

She went to a local market and bought some clothes for herself, and then she went to a shop to buy clothes for her baby.

She bought beautiful clothes, choosing sky blue and light green colors for the baby, as she didn't know the baby's gender. She ate ice cream and enjoyed her day with her unborn baby.

After returning home and changing her clothes, she took out the baby clothes from the shopping bag and softly caressed them.

"How beautiful you will look in these small clothes. I can't wait to have you with me.

I want to hold you so bad. I want you to be in my arms. Aww, you will be so cute. I hope I can tell your father about you.

He loves kids. I thought he would be happy, but why would he want a baby from a girl who has no background? It was my fault; leave it. You know what, baby? He is very kind.

He is very tall, muscular, his dragon eyes, his lips... I remember how hot he looked when he was thrusting inside me.Oh no, what am I saying?"

She face palmed herself and put the dress in the bag again and make dinner for herself. She feel so on as thinking about that night.