<<<>>>
dedication
to the boy that i met at the scavenger hunt, who walked past me more than a few times at the dance. thank you for making me feel special, even if it was short-lived

|||

opportunity comes but once

|||

Song: Before You Go by Lewis Capaldi

<<<¦>>>

t

he art of disappearing,
is one i am well versed on,
it comes naturally after all

after years of hating this 'curse'
it turned into a blessing
one i appreciate the most
because it is the one that helped me the most

i adapted quickly,
using it to my advantage
veni, vidi, vici

and then you looked at me,
and my flawless façade came tumbling down

3 years worth of work
32 months
972 days
14 hours
32 minutes
34 seconds
33, 32, 31...

you looked at me,
and all hope crashed down
all my plans to remain invisible were rendered useless

by one single look.

one sneaky glance,
that you thought i didn't notice

it started with a glance
then a word
then a sentence
then a laugh

you became my everything in less than 2 hours

then you disappeared and i was a mess.

then you reappeared and all was right with the world,

you knew what you were doing when you looked at me,
not once, not twice, not thrice

do you enjoy torturing me?

last month was the one year anniversary

one year, that i have disappeared from your mind

i have regained my invisibility

p̶l̶e̶a̶s̶e̶ ̶c̶o̶m̶e̶ ̶b̶a̶c̶k̶ and i don't care

do you even know what you did?

<<<¦>>>

19 . 08 . 20