Nicole's pov
I woke up at 5:30 am to make breakfast for my parents and big brothers wait......make that big brother only i forgot i lost my other brother just a few weeks ago

Flash back

Me and my older brother jerick were going to the store to buy some stuff for dinner as we walked i saw a cute cat in the middle of the road and without thinking i ran to the cat i heard my older brother yell but i didnt listen when i got near the cat it ran to the other side of the road i was confussed but then i looked infront of me was a giant truck honking it's horns it was going so fast i knew if i ran now there is no way i can escape it then i heard my brother yell"watch out"and pushed me to the other side of the road i landed on some grass on the other side i quickly got up to look at my brother then i heard a crash noise i looked to see my brother covered in blood i yelled his name and ran to him crying"jerick....jerick please.......please dont leave me....i cant i*sob* c-cant l-*sniff*live without.....w-without you"i said my eye blury with tears he put his hand on my cheek and said"hey...d-dont cry*sniff*please...n-nicole give....me my...f-final wish*sob*""DONT SAY THAT"i yelled"your gonna live.....just....j-just belive"i said he smiled weakly at me"your...a s-strong girl....i-i just wish i could.....see you g-grow up.....heh i guess that just....a......"he stopped he didnt get to finish"NOOOOO*sob*JERICK GET UP GET UP"i yelled but a police officer pulled me back i kept trying to break free but i know im too weak to beat him"NO THAT'S MY BROTHER*sob*LET ME*sob*SEE HIM"i yelled at the officer at this point i didnt if he was an officer or the prisident of the U.S.A all i care about is jerick"ms please i hate to inform you that your brother can not servive that accident im sorry but he's dead"

End of flash back

After that i left my parents and older brother cristian heard the news and asked me what happened i told them i told them how it was my fault but they said it wasnt my and that it was just an accident or it was just a dumb mistake but i know that i was the mistake i should be the one dead not jerick i deserve it more than him but theres nothing i can do now all i can do is live for my brother like how he wanted me to live normaly and happily i went to school after a week my friends told me it's going to be alright but the next day they already forgot aboug it how could day the first day they act sorry for me and the next day they act like nothing happened*sigh*it's ok just be more chill and remember the thing jerick always told us"just belive in the Lord cause he's always there for you and remember im here too ok"and that's what im gonna do go on the day with a smile after 10 minutes i finished making break fast and waited for my family to wake up i put on a fake smiled and greeted them good morning here comes another day another day that im caught up in drama~

To be continued