Another one of those days when you think why you are doing all this to yourself.

You can't go anywhere without some security guard standing next to you. You constantly have to hide under hats and behind masks. It almost worked out that Dispatch caught you. Thanks to the quick reaction of the bodyguards, worse could be prevented.

You, the wife of a BTS member, the wife of your bias. But still alone.

It was not a love marriage, for him,rather the decision of BigHit and your and his parents. You were excited. Head over heels in love. Jeon Jungkook was your bias since BTS had watch debut in 2013. You first met him at a Fansign in Seoul. His interaction that day with you was funny and cute and he wrote his private phone number in your „My love for BTS" Diary Book.

You never dared to call him or write him a message.

But then he made bad mistake, almost caught with a girl in a Hotel room and BigHit decided that he should marry someone non celebrity. Just in case. He remembered you and wanted that it should be you. After they found out who you are and where you live everything happened really quick.

Now it's been almost two years since you got married. But except for the kiss at the wedding, he has never touched you, let alone shared the bed with you.

He insisted that nothing would change. You have your own bedroom in this huge apartment, you can do what you want, go out and fuck whoever you want. Those were his words.

It hurt. This was not what you had dreamed of all the Y/N moments. The fanfictions you had read were far away  from reality.

.........

This morning started like every morning. Get up, shower, have some breakfast and scroll through Twitter.

But then the shock. It ran cold and hot over your spine. An article from All Kpop made all the nerves in you twitch together.

'Is BTS_twt Jungkook dating this American model?'

A photo of JK on stage in Las Vegas and a blurry shot of Jungkook and someone else kissing.

You were zooming the photo in ,to see if it's really JK.

But the ringing of your phone startles you.

"Yes?" you hear only static on the other end of the line.

"Hello?"

"Y/n ? It's Jungkook."

"Hi." your voice trembles and you're not sure what comes over his lips next.

"Did you see it?" he asked you cold.

"What?" you knew he meant the photo.

"Come on, I know you saw it. Y/n, I don't owe you an explanation. I told you from the beginning that I keep my freedoms."

You had to swallow your tears.

"I know JK and then why are you calling me if that's the case?"

Short silence .

"I .. I don't know ... maybe because I thought you ...!"

"That I what? That I'm your wife?"

You took a deep breath to not bursting into tears.

"I'm not happy with the situation either. But I agreed, so you can do whatever you want." you said almost crying.

It hurt, you loved him. But it wasn't mutual.

"Okay , then everything is fine . Bye Y/n!" and all you could hear was the beeping on the other end of the line.

Tears stream down your cheeks and you wipe them away with your palms.

You didn't want this life anymore. The thought that he might still fall in love with you seemed hopeless. So you decided to tell your parents that you wanted a divorce. But not until JK returns from the States.

One week later......

This morning should question your decision. Although it started anything but good.

After showering and getting ready for the breakfast meeting with a friend, you wanted a quick cup of coffee to wake up.

As you walked down the long hallway to the kitchen and passed the guest room you heard moaning coming from the room.

Your stomach tightened, the lump in your throat built up, tears welled up .

Jungkook was back without telling you anything? Is he having sex right now? Is it the model? Did he bring her to Korea?

A thousand questions rushed through your mind.

You just wanted to get out. Away from here. The divorce.

As you made your way to the front door, JK came straight from the kitchen, approaching you .You were confused.

When he saw  you, he smiled. In his hand a plate with a sandwich and in the other his beloved banana milk.

"Hi!" he greeted you.

"What are you doing here?" quickly wiping your tears.

"Um... I live here?"

"That...that's not what I meant...!" you shake your head and point behind you to the guest room.

"Ohhhh!" he laughed. "It was late and well , Jimin has been living with Hoseok as you know. He met a girl on the plane and well you can hear the rest...!"

"I ... thought ..."

"That it was me? Oh no Y/n ..." he laughed " I will never in front of you... ok let's not talk about this topic." he turned his head to the side.

Now you noticed that he had nothing on except his pajama pants.

This is the first time you see him bare-chested. His muscles, his abs, his tattoos...

You stared at him. You checked him from top to bottom and he noticed it.

"Are you okay Y/n?"

You clear your throat.

"Yes... yes... " then you walk past him, and when you were only a few steps away from him, you turn to him and look at him.

"Jungkook?"

"Hmmm?"

Should you tell him your decision already ? Shouldn't you wait a little longer to do that ?

"Wow!" he suddenly said a little quietly .

"What ?"

"You look beautiful. I've never noticed that before Y/n."

„What?" you whispered.

He came towards you and put his plate and his Bananamilk on  the Kitchen counter.

You had to gulp.

It was just inches between you both. You could feel his breathe against your lips .

„Y/n.. !" he let his hand wandered around your waist and when he reached the other side he pulled you close.

„JK, stop that Shit!" you said even you were exited. Your heart jumped up and down , pounding against your Rips.

„I never kissed you right?" his lips so close to yours. What the heck is he doing?

You shake your head in denial.

"Do you want me to kiss you? My lips on yours? My tongue in your mouth? Or maybe you want more than that? Hmm?"

"Stop it!" you muttered Oh damn you wanted more , wanted him but you tried to break free from his grip.

Suddenly his fingers clutched your wrist and he guided your palm over his naked torso. Very slowly , from top to bottom, over his hip between his legs.

He was hard. Quite hard.

"Or do you want this?" he pressed your palm even harder against his hard bulge.

You could feel your pulse racing . Is this really happening?

"Your bedroom or mine? Where do you want me to fuck you?" he whispered in your ear.

You could no longer think clearly. You were so turned on, your panties were already pretty wet.

"Fuck JK..."

He let go of your wrist and his fingers clutched the hem of your summer dress.

"Answer Y/n! To your Bedroom or to mine?"

His touches that you had always longed for were now real.

"Don't fuck with me Jungkook just because you want some fun!"

He pushed your dress up and his fingers stroked over your panties, over your clit to your entrance.

"Pretty wet down here!" he grinned and gently kissed your neck while sliding his fingers into your panties.

You had to pull yourself together that you  not start to moan.

Your Pussy clenched around nothing, just to have some friction.

„Stop That !" you stammered

„I ask you again, should I fuck you here on the counter Jimin could caught us or should we go in your or mine Bedroom!"

„No!"

„What no!" his Fingers slid between your folds and slowly moving up and down.

„ Your....Bedroom...!" you moaned

You barely spoke and he was already pulling you into his bedroom. As soon as the door was closed behind him, he pulled you close to him again and unzipped the side of your dress. He slowly let it slide down over your shoulders.

"I never thought you'd look so sexy under those clothes," he said as he unclasped your bra.

And then it happened. The first kiss. The first real kiss. He gently touched your lips. His palm stroked the side of your hair back. First you both kissed each other very gently, intimately, your heart, the butterflies, your wet pussy.

He turned you around while kissing you and slowly pushed you against the wall of his room.

It was the first time ever that you were here.

„Let me taste you Y/n" he moanded. „Let me know how my wife taste between her legs!"

And already he slid onto his knees.

He looked up at you and grinned while he slowly pulled your panties down and over your ankles.

He lifted one of your thighs over his shoulders and started to cover the inside with light nips and bites.

Until he came to your middle.

Your breath quickened as the tip of his tongue touched your clit while his middle finger made circular motions around your opening.

"How many times have you dreamed that I fuck you hmm?"

He let his tongue slide between your labia. Sucked and licked your clit. His middle finger still circled around your already dripping opening.

Soft moan came over your lips. Your fingers gripping in his long dark hair.

"Tell me Y/n.. How many times have you dreamed that I will come to you and fuck you! Once? Every day?"

Now he slowly pushed his middle finger inside you.

"Look how fucking wet you are!"

Your moans got louder, your breathing faster.

"Fuck JK, every day ... every day!"

"Ride my finger Y/n! Move!" he ordered you and you moved up and down, first slowly then faster and faster.

"Fuck him. Come on !" he licked your pussy while you fucked his finger and you couldn't hold back your orgasm any longer.

"Fuck I'm about to cum !" you moan and suddenly Jk pulls his finger out of your pussy and stood up.

"Oh no Y/n, we didn't bet like this. You can't cum yet !"

He took you by the hand and led you to his bed.

"I know how you taste, well how about you know how my cock tastes?"he pulled off his pajama pants and his cock popped out steeply in all its glory.

It was long and thick and a bit precum was leaking.

He sat down on the edge of his bed and you knelt between his legs.

"Suck !" his eyes half closed, he lightly bit his lower lip.

You clasp the shaft of his cock and let your tongue circle over its tip before taking it all the way into your mouth.

JK's deep moans turned you on so much.

"Fuck yes!" he pushed your head down further making you almost gag.

"If only I knew you could suck so good...!"

You suck and lick his dripping cock. He pushes it deep into your mouth again and again until he stops you.

"Let me fuck you Y/n!"

He pulls you onto the bed. You lie down on your stomach and he clasps your thighs tightly with his.

You notice how he pushes his cock between your ass cheeks.
A light stroke follows.

Then he slowly pushed his hard thick cock
into you. Goosebumps and horniness mixed together. Both of you moan deeply.

"Don't move!" Jk moaned.

He squeezed your thighs even tighter and then he thrust into you . The first thrust gently , the following harder and faster.

"Fuck me!" you said demanding out of breath. "I'm cumming! I'm cumming!"

"Oh Bany yes, fuck... He propped himself with his hands next to you on the right and  left side. His position looked like he was doing push-ups.

"Fuck I'm cumming!" and your orgasm overflooded you.

Jk paused and you could feel his pulsating cock inside you, you knew that he was cumming too.

Out of breath, he lay down on top of you.

"Shit Y/n what was that just now?" you don't answer him.

He rolled off you and slid closer to you. Face to face ... you both just looked at each other.

Tears streamed down your face as he put a strand of your hair behind your ear.

"I'm sorry Y/n!" he whispered. "I was a jerk. I want you. I fell in love with you before Vegas. That's not me in the picture. It's Jimin."

Your heart shattered into a thousand pieces. You take a deep breath.

"I want a divorce Jeon Jungkook!"

Then you stood up , grabbing your clothes and left his room.