Well my week has been crazy, but let me spare you the details. After all, once you've read this, you'll probably find me blowing up people's notifications from catching up with books.

But the basic news is that I'm finally going to start applying to colleges! I'm definitely excited for this, but it has given me a lot to think about. Where do I want to go? How can I end up somewhere I want to be? When will my procrastination come to an end? Will I be happy with what I choose? Can I even see myself there, living a future that I won't regret?

But yes, this is a huge step for me. It has also raised the question on my activity here, that's for sure. I'm sure I can squeeze in Wattpad for weekends, but... It's the future more ahead I'm concerned of.

The last thing I want is for this to be an account where all I do is read. It's great and all to be inspired and amazed by so many wonderful writers out there, but what's the point if I can't channel that positivity to my own writing? I would be more than happy to support the books I genuinely love here, but there has to be some self-fulfillment – beyond assuring people that what they write is appreciated. Call me selfish if you will, but I want to prove to myself that I read and can take in what you the writers have taught me.

So I'll most likely have a solid answer in the summer of 2018, where I know where my future will be. Maybe then I can decide if whether or not Wattpad is something that will be there, just as pivotal as it was when I first joined.

As for writing plans, I know that much (until the end of the year). For one, my book, Pokémon: Revalorization, will definitely NOT be ready for the Pokemon Wattys. However, as I do genuinely like the plan I have for it, I won't give up on it just yet. As for entering a short story, I might just have an idea. I'll let you know whenever that gets posted. Then there's my one-shot, Behind the Capsule. I need to massively edit that, but I can manage it before the deadline.

I have something planned for NaNoWriMo that's coming up, but eh. Stay tuned for November to see what I'll have planned!

Oh, and then there's this:

Well they screwed over Thursday for me real quick. Well one of them, at least I can take AP Stats with no added pressure. However, the week before that... Yeah I'm not a fan of neither of those AP classes, and I have to take them both on the same day?! (Just to clarify I wish I could be in AP Chinese Lang instead of what I do have)

RIP My Birthday :'(

Anyone else anxious about when exactly you'll take those AP tests? Well I hope you all can pass. Definitely will. Now studying shouldn't be an issue, as we can always unite on those terms and be fine.

Anyway, I hope that you are taking care. Whether you're in the affected areas or just living the chaos called life, do what's best to you. Never lose sight of your future, as you are the captain of your soul.