Fear

"𝓘'𝓶 𝓼𝓸 𝓭𝓪𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓻𝓸𝓾𝓼,
𝓢𝓸 𝓻𝓮𝓷𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼𝓼
𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓽𝓱 𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓽𝓱 𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽
𝓖𝓸𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂
𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓱𝓮𝓼𝓲𝓽𝓪𝓽𝓮 𝓪𝓷𝔂𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓮
𝓔𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓾𝓻𝓷𝓼 𝓰𝓻𝓪𝔂
𝓘 𝓬𝓪𝓻𝓿𝓮 𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝓶𝔂 𝓯𝓪𝓷𝓽𝓪𝓼𝔂 𝓪𝓷𝓭
𝓡𝓾𝓷 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂
𝓑𝓮𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓲𝓼𝓸𝓷 𝓼𝓹𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓼
𝓖𝓸𝓽 𝓽𝓸 𝓰𝓮𝓽 𝓪𝔀𝓪𝔂"



Jeno and Jaemin spent the whole night stargazing and admiring each other with literal hearts in their eyes. Hand perfectly completing each other's puzzle. Hugs spreading warmth to the heart and kiss sending bolts of electricity to the spine. Moment of togetherness glistening the moment of love where the winds roared, sky glowed and strings of fate swinging and singing with the hit of euphoria. Moment of alwaysness was blissful making their head spin in pleasure.

Jaemin observed jeno with everything he has. Jeno again gives him his signature eye smile. For jaemin his eye smile were two moons twinkling above him, leaning close to each other to share secrets they will never know. How the moon makes the marks on the black haired person twinkling with glow. Do the stars gaze at Jeno too?

The adoration he felt at the moment was too much to bear.




Yeonjun was sure his friend wasn't returning any time soon. Hungry? He hadn't been, but he definitely is now. It was evening already and yet no signs of the samoyed. His stomach grumbled in agony. "Seriously?? ", he thought. His stomach could make wind roars jobless at this rate. He laughed at his thought and shaked his head at his low humour. He probably has to find food before the mice in his tummy decides to leave him.


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The late evening whispering of winged creatures and insects alike melt under the pressure of the wind. The wind is blowing past his furs making him shiver at the cold, disorting into a far away melody. The base of unknown and hidden grounds beneath him continues to crumble and give away to the strength of his paws always on the edge of breaking. Yeonjun felt his head spinning a bit with lack of food. Suddenly he saw a figure but he shook the feeling away. But it was too late..

Yeonjun was running for his life. He was being chased by those dogs that could tear his flesh in a bite. He could feel his emerald eyes glistening with tears making him dizzy and blurring the unknown way he was taking. He could feel his heart drumming trying to flee out from his rib cage. His paw was losing grasp, his eyes were losing path and his body was losing strength to save himself. The dogs were chasing him like crazy, destroying everything that came in their way. Humans did no work since they were busy protecting themselves. Even if they were not, yeonjun knew he would face misery anyway.



Yeonjun's body was ready to give up, he could feel it. Anxiety was hitting the roof and he could feel his body seeking for warmth;a protection that made him feel like home. He was about to climb a roof when he felt his paws slip and let him fall to hands of agony, misery and pain. The dogs pounded on him like hungry wolves. Yeonjun could feel pain hitting him at every corner of his body. With painful teary eyes he whispered, " P-please l-let m-me g-go". A dog bit his paws making them bleed, yeonjun could feel the pain as him he was being hammered against a wall. Another pierced his skin making his skin tear apart leaving a painful gasp on the boy's lips. "J-jeno?? A-anyone h-help", Yeonjun could barely talk making his words into a whisper noone could hear. He let his tears fall letting the nature know how much it hurted. He let out all his cries in the situation he was into, again feeling a set of teeth tearing his skin apart.


Yeonjun felt the darkness overwhelm him. Slowly the dogs stopped and left him. He felt a pair of hands take him, he could barely move. He could barely process his surroundings. Suddenly he felt squished against a wall squirting his blood all over. The person threw him swinging all the way to an alley.



He felt guilty, guilty for existing; for being someone the society despises.





From a soft dark orange to an angry flaming red, the nature was in sorrow unable to help. It was painful to watch even for people with sadistic nature. He could feel his body slipping away from the moving time. He should have known better. He was a black cat. The being that is a bad luck and brings misery to others. There was no such words as happiness for him. His tears fell violently blaming himself for the misery brought upon him. He felt the time pass in a snap. The darkness splashing the environment calling beings for rest. His large green emerald eyes that constantly seem to play with moonlight makes it hard for the nature to resist the pain. Just like how the owner of a shadow felt hard to resist the sappy gloom spreading through his limbs. A frown plastered on his face.



Yeonjun drifted to darkness when he could hear someone sing,




Somewhere over the rainbow

There's a land that I have heard once in a lullaby

Someday I wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far behind me

Where trouble melts like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you will find me







With a  pair of hands touching him with care,

A touch of epiphany, hints of astonishment. Yeonjun was wondering desire. He felt a warmth he was always longing for; the feeling he was always watching but was never able to touch.

He was rather fond of the unusual sensation letting the pain and hint of warmth take over him drifting him to darkness.

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