Author's note:  YEAH SO...UHHH? I USE TO WRITE SHITTY SMUT IN 2011. A;SKLDFJASDFJKL I REREAD THIS JUST NOW. AND WOW I REALLY SUCK AT IT ALL. AND I'M SO EMBARRASSED. Anyways, I really am not very proud of my writing from so long ago but hey, I like to see how much I've grown. Please don't laugh too hard at my shitty writing guys. hahah

Word Count: 3174

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Mai held up black lingerie piece in front of her while standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom with a mixture of horror and embarrassment. Did she really have to put this on...? It wasn't that she thought she would look terrible in it or was not confident in her figure...or that Ren wouldn't approve of her in it.

It just...was really out of her comfort zone.

She never really had done something like this before and for that mere fact, she was really self-conscious and perhaps even nervous. Mai looked at the black, laced babydoll doubtfully.

Well...at least it's not so revealing at the chest, she thought pathetically, thankful the cups weren't sheer like the rest of it. The thought was appalling.

"My lady...?" said a voice at the closed bathroom door, causing Mai to leap up in shock, scaring her to a degree that shouldn't be possible at the moment. "Are you all right...? You've been in there for quite some time now."

Ren sounded concerned but he didn't make to open the door, not wanting to intrude.

"U-uh!" stuttered Mai, flushing even though the lingerie wasn't even on her body yet. "Yes! Y-Yes, I'll be out in a minute..."

She heard Ren's signature smooth chuckle. "Take your time, sweetheart," he replied breezily. "I have no intentions of going anywhere...."

Mai blushed even darker at this, hearing the suggestive tone in his voice.

She pulled herself together before she pulled the babydoll on and slipped on the matching black bikini underwear after. Mai glanced at her reflection in the mirror, turning to make sure she looked okay in every angle possible. She was nervous...which was ridiculous...she was married to him now...Ren didn't care what she looked like.

Or at least, he shouldn't.

Mai gripped the door handle, her heart pounding in her chest. She gathered her courage up, practically counting down in her head to open the door. She checked once more to see if her face was red.

It was a little bit...but she was sure the bedroom light was going to be dim enough that he wouldn't notice.

With a quick exhale, she opened the door of the bathroom and shyly came around the corner, looking to find her new husband. Mai found him already in the large bed, one leg up with an arm resting on it, the other stretched out and just a sheet covering him up to his waist. He clearly had been waiting for her with the way he was positioned and with a rather seductive expression.

Ren eyed her attire approvingly from behind his black-rimmed glasses, a wry smile creeping onto his lips, causing Mai to blush yet again. She was blushing wreck it seemed.

"Sexy..." he said, his eyes dancing across her skin. "I like it."

A wave of relief washed over Mai, glad to see that he wasn't laughing at her or finding her somehow unattractive. She sort of smiled, still a little shy as she approached the bed.

It was her innocence that had hooked Ren in from the beginning...yet at the same time, had originally turned him off to her. When she had grown into a woman initially, he found her to be still a child in his mind...but she had eventually proved him wrong. Mai had been adamant about her feelings for Ren and in time, she had grown on him.

No...he had always had a soft spot for her.

"You're not wearing anything...are you?" Mai giggled, noting the sheet as stood beside the bed next to him. Ren's smirk only widened more.

"Would you expect me to greet you any other way, princess...?" he asked, waiting for her to come to him.

He's a wolf in human form!

That sentence from her brother ran throughout Mai's head for a moment but she pushed it aside. She was an adult now...making love is nothing to be ashamed of.

Well...it wasn't that she was ashamed of it...it was actually the opposite. She put a high value onto sex; she didn't just give herself out freely to anyone. Mai had always believed that sex should only be with someone she loved.

And she loved Ren.

The only thing was...he was also far more experienced in this realm than she was...and it intimidated her. She had no idea just how many women he had slept with, not that she ever held that against him, but the fact that there were plenty of women before her...also meant that there were probably some women that were very good in bed, women that Mai felt she couldn't compete with.

And Mai...was very inexperienced, if not naïve.

"...are you scared...?" Ren asked, concerned now, noticing her glazed over look.

Mai's eyes cleared quickly. "No!" she cried, waving her hands in front of her, embarrassed. "No! Of course not!! I was just thinking about something my brother would say! It's nothing really!"

She dropped her arms and looked away for a moment.

"I..." she paused, "I just...want to make sure that this will be as good for you as will for me.... But I can't guarantee that because I'm so..."

Mai trailed off, cheeks reddening furiously.

Ren chuckled. "Your innocence is showing again, princess...it's cute," he said, before gripping her forearm and pulling her towards him, Mai now with a knee on the bed and her other foot on the floor for balance.

He kissed her lips deeply, and she responded in kind, her fingers trailing up his neck and into his hair.

Ren pulled away. "Tonight is your night..." he whispered into her ear. "I am more than happy to teach you the ways of making love."

Mai couldn't help but laugh lightly at his reassuring tone. "I'm sure you will make a wonderful teacher," she said, trying to sound as suggestive as possible, removing his glasses and placing them on his nightstand. It was out of character for her...but she wanted to get this right....

Ren didn't seem to care at all and pulled her fully into his arms, pushing her to straddle his torso. His fingers lightly caressed her thighs and up the sides of her stomach as Mai leaned over with a bright grin to kiss his waiting lips. Ren kissed her back with passion, letting his hands run up her arms before he held her close to his toned chest.

His fingers entangled themselves in her long, blue hair and he slipped his tongue past her parted lips. Mai involuntarily giggled in shock at this but let their tongues dance against each others.

It was quiet, other than the sound of their movements and small kiss noises.

Ren gently had her lie down beside him and he moved to hover over her, in all his naked glory. Mai glanced down and blushed heavily but pulled him back into another kiss, her hands gliding over his chiseled abdomen.

Ren's kisses moved to her neck, tongue flicking against her skin or sucking gently at her. Mai sort of moaned but cut it short, feeling embarrassed. Ren found this amusing and continued to tease her neck, hoping for another reaction.

Mai was stubborn though...so Ren's kisses moved to her collar bone and down lower slowly, between her breasts and across her abdomen, to her navel...and finally above her panty line.

She stiffened the slightest bit and Ren lifted up his head to stare into her eyes.

"Are you ready...?" he asked with a smirk. Mai bit her lip...but smiled at him. His favorite phrase....

"Of course," she laughed lightly. "Please treat me kindly."

He narrowed his eyes, smirk widening as his hands reached for her black panties. "I wouldn't treat my princess any other way."

Ren could tell she was nervous but he wasn't concerned, knowing that she was willing to continue on. He quickly tore away her panties, noting Mai's face turning beet red. He paused before deciding to move back up to her, kissing her lips reassuringly.

He pulled Mai to sit up so he could remove the rest of her clothing, hoping to appreciate her entire body for all its worth. Surprisingly, Mai didn't bother to cover herself with a pillow or the sheet but it was clear that if she could blush anymore, she would...but she was already maroon in the face.

Ren chuckled lightly, running his hands over her breasts before lowering his head to kiss each one of them softly. After a moment, his lips surrounded her perked nipple, tongue swirling against it while his other hand massaged the other breast. He tended to each of them equally, Mai arching herself into him, reveling at the sensations running through her body as her nails bit into the skin at his back. She held back another noise of pleasure, and her silence only made Ren more determined to get a reaction from her.

Again, he moved himself lower, lapping his tongue against her skin on the way down. Ren felt Mai's hands run through his hair and he smirked momentarily, kissing her body tenderly. He knew that the expectation of him wasn't very high, that this was her first time and that she would probably not need much stimulation to reach climax...but all he was concerned was that she had her needs met.

He slowly spread her legs apart further and lowered his head, kissing the inner parts of her thighs now. His soft lips supple against her and he slowly...very slowly worked his way up to the area between her legs.

The anticipation was killing her...it was making her ache, almost to the point of where it would start hurting. Mai's desire for anything...for some sort of release was through the roof.

A small thrill of pleasure shot through her body, causing her to moan a little, when Ren brushed up against her with the tip of his nose. Within the next few seconds, his tongue glided over her, causing her to arch her back slightly and exhale sharply.

Pleased with her reaction, he continued his ministrations between her legs, making sure to tend to her most sensitive area, her clit. Her breaths began to shorten and Ren attempted to watch her face every so often to see her gasp irregularly, her mouth open because she was beginning to pant.

"Oh...my god..." she whispered breathlessly, clenching a fistful of his hair and sitting up slightly. She had never felt anything like this...there was nothing like this feeling. She never wanted it to stop.... This feeling was indescribable, causing her toes to curl and chills run across her skin. "Don't stop..."

Again, Ren chuckled his signature chuckle, his tongue working her over. After a moment, he gently inserted his finger into her. At the sudden insertion, Mai gasped and she convulsed slightly at the pleasure. She threw her head back while resting on her elbows, reveling in how beautiful this feeling was between her legs.

Ren stroked her with a certain amount of pressure, thrusting it back and forth while his tongue continued to lap at her clit with attention it deserved. Mai's hips were in time with his thrusts of his finger, causing even shorter breath for her.

Her taste was surprisingly tolerable, if not more so on the good side. He was glad, because it made for pleasuring her more enjoyable, focusing more on pleasing her than just mustering through it. It still had a bitter taste to it...but generally, she tasted...tart.

"Ren...oh my god...ah...Ren..." she moaned, panting harder while gripping his arms tightly. She wasn't sure quite how long he had been tending to her but she was already close to a breaking point. It was slightly embarrassing.... "Wait...stop..."

He paused, lifting his head. "But you told me not to..." he teased, confused. He licked her once, making her convulse a little.

Mai opened her eyes, face tinged pink and gazed at him.

"I want you..." she replied firmly, her eyes staring into his, before shyly adding, "...please..."

Ren sat up more and withdrew his finger from her, smirk plastered on his handsome face and his honey-blonde hair falling across his shoulders. His blue eyes pierced into hers as he licked his finger clean; Mai, again, blushed darker at him savoring her taste.

"It is my duty and wish to fulfill all your needs, my lady," he replied smoothly, giving gentle kisses across her abdomen as he went up to her lips.

His face was a little more serious as he gazed down at her for a second. "...but if it hurts-"

Mai placed a delicate finger on his lips to silence Ren. She shook her head just slightly, wrapping her arms around his neck and smiling up at him.

"I'll be fine!" she assured him brightly. "Don't worry."

A serene smile fell across Ren's handsome features and he kissed her forehead...and then the tip of her nose...and then finally her lips once more.

Mai kissed him back with fiery passion, enjoying his warm skin against hers. Even in kissing, she felt a little less experienced, slightly, as she was always caught of guard when he would slip his tongue past her lips.

And finally, Ren eased himself into her. She gasped, clutching him as he went in further until he was within her entirely. He paused, giving her time to tell him to stop if it was painful...but she was quiet...so he started to gently slide himself in and out, letting the delicious sensations envelope him. Their lips remained connected for a few moments before he pulled away slightly to gaze into her azure eyes.

She was tight, which he understood why; this was her first time but it definitely made for a better sensation for him as well. She was holding him, their hips rocking back in forth with each other in sync.

It hurt...but she didn't want to tell him that because she didn't want him to stop. Well, that wasn't entirely true; it hurt for about a minute or so...and then the feelings developed into pleasure, especially because it was Ren. The way he was staring into her eyes...the connection of their bodies pressed together like this.... She could honestly say she felt his love radiate from just his gaze.

...It was different with Mai.

Other women...he just wanted to have sex and pleasure himself, pretend to have some sort of concern for the other's pleasure and be done with it. But...Mai was his wife...and he was in love with her. This experience was entirely different.... Despite her lack of experience, it was clear that making love was far more pleasurable than just sex alone.

There was such a deeper connection he felt with her that he hadn't with anyone else.

She let out a soft moan in his ear, one that sent chills down his spine, arousing him further. Because she had made no indication that she was in pain, he increased his speed just slightly. She ran her hands through his hair as she closed her eyes and her lips parted, reveling in the pleasure of him within her.

"R-Ren..." she said softly, her sweet voice beautiful to his ears. He loved the way his name played across her lips...the way she whispered it breathlessly. There was no better sound in the world than to hear her say his name like that.

Shyly, she moved her hand between her legs, her cheeks growing how with embarrassment, as she began to stroke herself while he thrusted. Ren blinked, a little surprised with her, though it was an enormous turn on. He honestly didn't think she would have done something like that, being as innocent as she was.

Mai played with her clit, letting the sensations of Ren within her plus her own self stimulation take her even higher than she thought possible. Her head was swimming in pleasure and carnal desire.

Her moans were more frequent now; they were starting to get the better of him...and his own soft groans started to escape his lips. He wasn't even sure how long it had been...it didn't even matter.

"Mmm..." she almost whimpered, nails digging into his back. "Don't stop..."

He pushed himself up more, needing more leverage to thrust faster into her now that she was closer to her climax. With his increased speed, she quickened her own pace of her fingers against her clit.

And...there was a point...it was so high...she couldn't describe it.

"Ah...ah, Ren!" she gasped, arching her back and panting. "Ren! Oh my god...ah!"

She was so close...she could feel it...the sensations...everything. She felt like she was going to explode as her free hand gripped his arm, begging to be taken over the edge. She couldn't hold back the noises spilling from her lips...she was so close.

Yet so was he...

He always lasted longer than this...but then again, he never had really had sex with any women that he had fallen in love with either. Come to think of it, he had never really been in love with anyone other than Mai. Ren was at his breaking point...he wasn't sure if he could hold it together much longer...but he didn't want to climax before her.

"Ahh!"

With her final cry, everything within her let go and she felt her body practically convulse with her head thrown back and gasping.

And almost simultaneously, with a somewhat animalistic groan...Ren came, panting heavily as he hovered over her. The release was perfect...her eyes were adoring as they stared into his.

There was definitely a difference of having sex with just someone...and making love to the person you're in love with. Feelings were amplified ten fold.... Never in his life had he ever climaxed at the same time as the woman he was with.

If love was tangible...he was sure he just had it.

Ren eased himself out and sort of collapsed beside her, glancing at the clock to see how much time had elapsed. About a half hour or so...he was surprised...it felt shorter...and longer...if that made sense.

He realized that her skin was glistening with a bit of sweat, having not noticed it while in the act. But Ren didn't care, however, and pulled Mai into a loving embrace.

Ren kissed her forehead lightly and she giggled.

"How was that, my lady...?" he asked with a smile. "Are you okay...?"

Mai reached up and pulled some of his hair from his eyes, smiling brightly.

"I'm great!" she exclaimed, her shyness having vanished. "...it...I don't even know how to describe it.... Ren, it was amazing."

She kissed his lips lightly. "You're amazing..."

"Eh, I'd like to think so," he replied breezily, but also in a joking manner. Mai laughed at this and buried her face into his chest.

It fell silent between them, save for the soft noise of their breathing.

"...sweetheart..." Ren said after a moment.

"Hmm?"

He held her a little closer. "I love you."

Mai propped herself up on an elbow and smiled down at his handsome face.

"I love you," she replied softly.

Always and forever...