CARTER

I was drowned in whiskey today. I was too drunk.

I reach home and I could smell the whiskey on my breath. I take the jacket off and I look up. It takes my eyes time to adjust to her tiny frame sitting on the stairs. She looked at me as if she was waiting for me. I smile.

She was waiting for me.

She asks, "Are you drunk?" I nod, "I had a shitty day today." Then I ask, "Did you eat?" She shakes her head. I narrow my eyes at her, "Why?" Angry for some invalid reason. She shrugs, "I've been eating with you for the past two weeks. Didn't feel like eating without you."

I look up at the ceiling and I huff. Angry again.

I say, slurring most of my words, "Don't do that to me. Don't—" it felt like she couldn't hear me the way her brows were raised. I walk to her and I kneel on the lower stairs. We were leveled. Eye to eye. I grab her beautiful face and start complaining, "Don't do this to me. Lilly this is so wrong in so many damn ways." I lower my head as I say it all, "Don't make me dependent on you. Don't make me helpless to the point my heart only finds happiness when you're near me. Stop this. I can't— I can't survive this. Stop making me happy with this beautiful face of yours. Stop making me find peace when I'm with you." I swallow as I look up at her again. Her blue eyes were wide but it was like I don't have control over my tongue anymore, "I hate thinking about you when I'm away. I hate thinking about you when I'm with you. I just hate it. You need to stop being so damn adorable. You need to stop being so damn beautiful. And you need to stop being so goddamn sexy."

I press my forehead to her chest and breath in her scent, "God— you're so fucking sexy, Lilly." I groan when my pants go tight again. My balls are swelling every hour because of her. I feel her hand on my cheek and turn my head to kiss her palm. She makes me look up at her and her eyes are sympathetic and gorgeous. She says with her voice low and sexy, "You're drunk." I take her wrist and kiss each tip of her finger as I say, "I'm a drunk man, Lilly. Drunk men are always honest. They can't control their tongue or actions." I watch her throat swallow and groan again when my cock hurts. She asks, "How honest can you be?" My breath starts to get thick because of her.

I press my forehead to hers and take a second to calm my fucking heart, "How honest can I be?" She just hums. I say, "You wanna know? I'll be honest with you, Lilly." The tips of our nose touch and I feel her breath on my lips when I say, "I wanna fuck you, Lilly. I wanna pick you up, take you on my bed and fuck you to the point we're both sweaty and sticky. I wanna fuck you to the point your body is exhausted. I wanna bite your hips and I want your breasts in my mouth." I don't miss her nipples peaking under my grey shirt. Thank god I wear plain shirts. I fucking enjoy the shape of her nipples under the soft fabric that I can't help but trace my finger on it. She chokes a cry and exhales harshly. I smile at her reaction.

I pinch her nipple on the fabric gently and I don't miss the quiet whimper at all. I lean forward and trace my tongue around it. I could imagine the velvet texture of her in my mouth but fuck, I wanna tease her all night. Her hands are bunched into tiny fists. She tries hard not to hold me and she tries hard not to touch herself in places she needs me the most. I whisper, "So damn reactive," and smile at her as I graze my teeth around it. Then I kiss it and gently bite it.

I'm going crazy again.

I wrap my arms around her and grunt, "We're gonna fuck, Lilly." She shrieks when I pull her to me and make her wrap her legs around my waist before I could even stand on my feet.

I don't walk up the stairs, no. I run. Take two steps at a time and rush into my room.
I press her on the wall near the door and I crush my lips on hers. She wraps her arms around my neck and my hips work slowly, grinding my cock on her core. She makes these sexy sounds from her throat that have me hurting but I keep reminding myself that when I fuck her, all this teasing will be fucking worth it.

She whimpers and that's my cue to stop kissing her for a second. To let her catch her breath. As she does, I'm kissing down her neck, my hands going up her shirt. I feel goosebumps rise on her skin under my hands and I feel her take a deep breath in. The curves on her body are a blessing to me and her. The shape of her breasts is a blessing for me. They fit so perfectly in my hands. So fucking sexy.

She tilts her head down and I catch her lips again, I keep grinding, and I keep kissing. I always want her so damn bad that I know it's unhealthy sometimes.

I moan, "I want you. I want you so fucking bad." Her fingers go in my hair and I've had it. I pull her off the wall and I take her to bed. I drop her and push her down flat. Her lower body hanging off the bed but I'm on my knees, I slide down her shorts and I prop her legs on the edge of the mattress. I watch her toes curl and I palm my cock on my pants as I watch her glistening cunt. Wet and pink, calling me. Her clit is swollen.

Don't even take a second to think and I put my mouth on her. I start by trailing my tongue around her clit. Her hips lift off the mattress, trying to get my tongue on the place she wanted so badly. I grab her hips and hold her in position. With the tip of my tongue, I take a swipe at her clit which has her crying my name with a gasp.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. I don't think I have patience today. I'm too drunk to control myself.

She props on her elbows and when her eyes meet mine, I am fucked. She wants to watch me make her cum with my tongue and I won't deny that request at all. She moans my name, "Carter," and I have this primal feeling inside me to hold her down and eat her out till she's begging me to stop.
I suckle on her clit slowly and I trail my hands up her curves and then to her stomach. I push my hands inside her shirt and take her breasts in my grip. When I brush my thumbs over her nipples she bites her bottom lip and whimpers softly. I suckle hard. Her hips start shaking and she's orgasming hard. I feel her cum in my mouth and I gulp it down.

I stand up and she watches my every move. Eager, always eager to watch me take my shirt off. I unbutton the white shirt I wore for the day and I take it off. Her eyes trail down my body— from my chest to my stomach— and her fists bunch at her sides again as if she's afraid to touch me. I tilt my head and she knows my eyes are on her fists, "Darling, I'm all yours." She exhaled a breath as if she was holding it for  long. Slowly she stands up, and I already have my shirt off. I want her naked.

She presses her chest to mine and I wrap my arms around her waist, palm flat on her hips as she says, "I wanna try something new today." I knew it took a lot of courage for her to say that to me and no matter how badly I wanna fuck her, I also wanna be gentle with her.

I don't think when I fuck women. I don't care what they want. But when it comes to Lilly, I wanna know what she wants. I wanna know where she needs me badly. I wanna know how I make her feel. Her reactions to my tongue, cock, and fingers are the best thing ever. I lean to kiss between her brows and ask, "What do you want to try?" She nibbles on her bottom lip and then I feel her hand press on my cock. I hiss softly without meaning to as she whispers, "I wanna make you feel good too." I smile and press my forehead on her brow with my eyes closed, "Lilly, you're fucking killing me." Her head is strained back so she could look me in the eye, she was so small, short, and delicate, and yet— yet, she had control over me in every way.

I kiss down her jaw, "How do you want to make me feel good, darling?" She hums, "Hands. And maybe my mouth." I stop all movement. I'm taken back for a second. My drunk brain takes time to catch on, "You want to give me a blowjob?" Her cheeks turn pink as she purses in her lips. I snort at her cuteness and she's offended instantly, "What's so funny?" This time I chuckle. Her eyes grew wide and I know tears are welling behind them. I take her face in my hands, and peck her nose, "Darling, I don't think you're ready for that. I'm not laughing. I'm grateful for that offer but you're not ready for that." I peck her lips again. She says sternly, "Why not?" I'm honest with her. I'm always honest with her, "I don't think you've done it before. Right?" When she doesn't answer, everything gets on my nerves. I make a mental picture in my head of her sucking on Josh's cock. I spank her ass and she hisses, holding on to the belt loops of my pants. I grab her face again and make her look at me, she knows I'm pissed. She knows I'm jealous. She knows me. I say with my voice low which makes chills run down her spine, "You haven't done it to anyone, right Lilly?" She shakes her head quickly, "No. Never." I raise my brow at her and she says again, "Never. I swear."

I know when she lies and I know when she doesn't.

She sighs and rests her forehead on my chest, "This would be my first time." I kiss the top of her head and pull her face back so she could look at me again, "You've never done it before, Lilly. You don't know how to do it." Then there's a challenge in her eyes, "I know anatomy. I think I can do it better than anyone else. I bet I can do it better than that girl Selena." I narrow my eyes, "You know Selena?" She shrugs, "Women's gaze. Not that hard to notice. I know you guys have a history. Known since the day at the ball when we kissed behind the curtains." My blood goes hot because that was the day Luca tried to kill my Lilly.

She brings me back to the present when she grabs my arms, "Carter?" I blink and I sigh a breath of relief. She's here. She's in front of me. She's alive. This is real. I peck her lips twice and say, "You can do whatever you want. I'm yours, remember?" She smiles nervously at this, "You're mine?" I nod, "I am yours."

She guides me to sit on the bed and I do. She tells me to sit back till my back is pressed to the headboard, and I do.
I watch her put her knee on the mattress and then she's slowly crawling toward me. She sets herself between my parted leg and leans to unbutton my pant but I swat her hand away. She looks at me with surprise and I make a deal, "I'll let you do whatever you want if you take your shirt off right now."

"But—"

"You take that shirt off and I'll let you take my pants off."

She huffs, "Fine." She grabs the hem of her shirt and pulls it over her head. I watch as her arms stretch up and her breasts lift in this perfect position and when she lowers her arms, I watch them come down again. They make me smile. She keeps the shirt on her side but I grab it and throw it away as far as I could. She watches the shirt land near the open door and then looks at me. I couldn't help the wide smile that spreads on my lips.

Now, this is was my favorite view.
Naked Lilly is my heart.

She goes to unbutton my pants and pull down the zip. When she tries to pull it down, my ass is perfectly seated on the mattress. Her brows knit with annoyance and she tugs my pants twice. With an eye roll, I lift my hips for her and she smiles as she pulls the pants down to my ankles, and then they're off me and on the floor.

She straddles my legs and I smile. Holding her hips, "What do you want me to do now?" An innocent smile is plastered on her lips and she moves my hands away from her hips and places them by my side. The way she pats twice on my hands, I knew she want me to keep them down. I obey without protest. She leans to peck my lips but when I go for a proper kiss, she backs away. I'm about to hold her so I could kiss her but she pulls away and says, "No." I curse under my breath, "fuck," and then put my hands to my sides again. That makes her very happy.

She holds my face gently and she starts by giving me sweet kisses across my forehead. Then she makes her way down to my nose. Her kisses are light and sweet. They make me smile and bring me comfort. She skips my lips and kisses down my cheek to my jaw. I feel her fingers on the nape of my neck and then she buried them in the ends of my hair, scrunching my hair and pulling my head back gently. I smile with her name on my lips as she kisses down my neck. My Adam's apple, and then my collarbone. I look down and watch her trail kisses down my chest to my stomach, and when she reaches the waistband of my boxers, she stops and gets off me, kneeling to my side.

She's nervous when she frees my hard cock from my boxers and gulps. I chuckle, "See what you do to me, Lilly?" She asks as if she won't believe me, "I do that?"

"Lilly, let me fuck you right now."

She shakes her head, "You said I can do whatever I want." I throw my head back on the headboard and sighed, closing my eyes. I'll give this 5 minutes and then I'm fucking her

I don't even flinch when I feel her cold hands, I don't even move when she grabs my cock with both hands. I close my eyes, counting under my breath.

4 minutes left.

She stroked my cock and nothing again. She wasn't very good at this and her inexperience was a blessing. The fact my cock is the first cock she touches is a blessing to me. And it should also be the last because I'm not planning on letting her go. At all.
I feel something slightly the way she grabs my cock again and slides her fingertips down the sides.

3 minutes left.

3 more minutes and she's mine— my eyes go wide and my lips are parted. I look down and I feel it all. She slides her knuckle down the side on the bulging vein and pinches the tip of my cock. Then she presses her thumb over it and puts pressure. She keeps her thumb there while she takes my cock between her two fingers and slides up and down, teasing me. Giving me a gentle squeeze now and then. My hips gently thrust and she looks up at me. A victorious smile on her face.

Moans start coming out of my mouth and I can't stop them. I can't stop saying her name. I can't stop wanting her to go faster with whatever she's doing. This was intense. I never felt anything like it in my life.

My eyes clench and I moan, "Fuck. Lilly— shit." I smile as I watch her with my brows raised, "Never underestimate the nerds." I take in a heavy breath, "Lesson learned."
With one last pinch and intense stroke, I'm cumming on her hand. I watch as white cum spurt out of me and onto her hand. I'm breathless while she smiles wide and gets near me. I'm limp for a second and she presses her lips to mine and says, "Told you."

I swipe my cum from her hand with my fingers and I use it on her clit, gently rubbing intense circles. Her breathing hitches and I say on her lips, "You get a treat today." I'm up and I position her in front of the headboard, making her kneel with her thighs apart. I say sternly, "Hold the headboard." She grabs the headboard and watches me with curious eyes as I go around her and lay flat on my back, sliding my head between her legs. I grab her hips and when I'm pulling her down to sit on my face, she won't come down, "You'll suffocate!" Her hovering over my face is the best damn treat that I won't let go of. I growl, "Let me die a happy man, darling." I pull her down to sit on my face and I start eating her out.

Her thighs squish my head between them and I moan at the sensation. I start my tongue at her clit and then I go down to her entrance, sticking my tongue in and smiling when she clenched around my tongue. I pull it out and thrust it back again and then lick up to her clit. I suckle on it gently. She keeps moaning my name and guiding her hips to work on my face. She starts grinding.

So obedient. So greedy. So perfectly mine.

She shrieks and her hips start jerking. Her fingers go in my hair and I hold her hips to suck even more violently on her clit. She whimpers and I welcome her cum in my mouth but I keep going. Keep the strokes of my tongue soft on her clit. She enjoys coming down from her high, she enjoys the teasing.

Instantly, I sit up and she shrieks when she falls on her back and I hover over her. I press my lips to her and kiss her, pushing my tongue inside her mouth and letting it dance with hers. Her throaty moans give my tongue vibration and I can't help but kiss her more and more.

I stop for a second and grab a condom from inside the nightstand drawer. I rip it open with my teeth and I push the rubber down my cock.

There's nothing I want more than to fuck her raw but I can't risk it. I vowed the Romano line would die with me. There would be no heir to the Romano mafia. No heir after me.

I slowly push inside her. She clenched around me instantly and I start thrusting. Her eyes are closed and her mouth is parted, moaning. I grab her legs, push them up, and part them wider. Then I roughly thrust again. She grips the sheets hard as I keep going.

Fuck, I'm almost there.

I press my forehead on hers and make her say, "Say I'm yours, Lilly. Say that you're mine." She gently grabs my jaw and I see her eyes shift suddenly. From innocent to something wicked, and she smiles "You're mine." Then she throws her head back and cums, I let her orgasm first, and then I'm cumming suddenly.

Fuck, this was amazing. She felt so good.

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