Euphoria /you-for-e-uh/
n. a feeling or state of intense excitement and happiness.

ADRIK KISSED DOWN Avelina's neck. He made sure to grasp her waist as he pressed himself closer to her. Her lips parted while each skim against her neck from his lips sent a shiver down her spine. He did an excellent job of turning her on with barely trying at all.

She could even feel his length against the inside of her thigh. For some reason, her core was melting for him. She wanted everything he had to offer and didn't care what she would lose because of it.

Avelina pulled him closer against her as her knees pressed up against his sides.

His fist balled up her shirt at her sides leaving it to rise slightly. She could feel his covered erection tempting her core. The cloth of his boxers didn't go unnoticed by either of them seeing as it was the only thing that blocked them from getting exactly what they desired.

"How far do you want to go?" He asked, suddenly stopping. Her mind took a while to process his words due to the fact that she was so lost in lust.

"I-I don't know," she whispered out.

"Tell me to stop whenever you want to."

She didn't even get the chance to nod before he moved down to the hem of his shirt that she was wearing. He was lifting it up her body slowly, allowing his fingers to graze her soft skin.

Her mind felt clouded and hazy, and she loved it. It was the first time she ever felt this sense of euphoria and all she knew was that she craved more of it. She was addicted and only Adrik could suffice her needs.

He kissed the inside of her thighs before wandering up and kissing the bottom of her stomach. Her eyes shut as her fingers weaved their way to his hair. Adrik kissed all the way up her body until he was back up at her neck. Every kiss he planted on her body, he made sure to pull the shirt up even farther until she was completely bare for his viewing.

"You are so beautiful," he told her. Her eyes opened to gaze into his. The blush that wound up on her cheeks was thankfully hidden by the dark. The longer he stared at her, the more she could feel her blush growing.

Then, he leaned up and kissed her lips. A soft moan shredded out of her as she pressed herself up against him. His hand trailed down to her bare slit. Her body froze for a second, but he responded by lightly massaging her allowing a pleasureful sensation to overwhelm her mind.

Slowly, he pressed his finger into her. A loud moan climbed out of her throat leaving her to break away from the kiss. He continued his manipulations to her body as his finger moved inside of her at a leisurely pace.

Her back seemed to arch when he added a second finger. Everything felt all the more intense. The only thing that could occupy her mind was how badly she needed more. She wanted to reach that point of a story that she just couldn't tear her eyes away from the pages. She craved for the climax.

Her hand was tugging his hair so hard to the point his bun had slipped from its restraints leaving his shoulder-length hair to fall into place right over her body.

His other hand gripped her leg and he pressed it closer toward her chest. He slipped his fingers from inside her groin and traveled down her body once more. She tried to sit up to see what he was doing, but he responded by pushing her upper half back down onto the bed.

Suddenly, his tongue flicked slowly up her slit. She immediately responded by gripping the sheets as tightly as she could. His hands were squeezing her thighs as he pushed his tongue inside of her. The motion was driving her insane. Then, he began to move faster. His tongue was working in so many ways. He went from licking to sucking, to biting. Her hips were moving in all sorts of directions, but it didn't even matter. He made sure to move quicker as he continued to eat her out with so much hunger.

"Ah," she moaned out. Her back arched once more while her eyes rolled to the back of her head.

Adrik had removed his hand from her thigh and placed it at her entrance. As his tongue dove into her, so did his finger. Her core squeezed down on it as she felt herself convulsing in pleasure. Her body felt on fire, but she was loving every second of it.

His finger was pumping in and out of her at such great speed. Her spine did a small shiver as she felt throbbing in her center with a pant coming from her mouth. A loud moan seethed out of her as her eyes almost popped out of her head. She came on his tongue in seconds and he responded by eating up every drop she left.

Finally, she could feel her breathing finally begin to slow down. She looked down at Adrik to see that he had looked more lustful than he had before. He licked his lips before pulling away. She quickly latched onto his arm in response.

Biting down on her lip, she began to contemplate on a way to say the words that were so close to falling off her tongue. Her mind was sprinting with a handful of thoughts while just continuously adding more. Yet she still couldn't say exactly what she desired most--him.

"Kiss me," she whispered. He looked down at her lips for a moment before leaning down and claiming them. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled his lips closer. She was too fearful that he would pull away once more.

Avelina reached down and began to push his boxers down as best as she could, but due to their position, it was difficult.

He broke away from the kiss before gazing into her eyes. Adrik was doing his best in trying to figure out the most complex human being he had ever encountered. He knew how badly he wanted her, he just wasn't sure if it was something Avelina would want as well. It wasn't about sex to him, it was more. He wanted her in a way that was sealed forever.

Her hand came up to his face as she found herself grazing his cheekbone. She pushed away his hair by tucking it behind his ear. His silver eyes were gazing into her own as she tried to search for something to answer the most difficult question that, at a point, everyone seems to ask themselves-Was she making the right choice?

He was opening his mouth to talk to her, but once again, she kissed him deeply before he could get a word out. She then used her feet to push away his boxers until he was right up against her. When he tried to pull away, she held him tighter.

There was a passion that held them together. They could both feel it and neither could ignore it.

"Avelina," he let out. She shook her head before grabbing his face and kissing him again. There was a fear that consumed her mind. A fear that he would say something to ruin the decision she was making. She was advised to feel, and at that moment, she felt like everything was finally perfect.

All her life she felt as if she were missing someone. Her days were spent in loneliness and constant guilt, but with Adrik, she could laugh and she could smile. She was most happy with him. Never in her life did she feel as fortunate as she felt now, and she didn't want that to slip away. No degree, no amount of money, no job, no nothing could ever amount to Adrik and she knew that.

So, even if her decision was going to ruin her entire life-even if this moment was only gonna be just that, a moment. She didn't care. She worked so hard to get to the point she was at now, she believed that she deserved happiness for once. She deserved Adrik.

For once, Avelina just didn't care about anything or anyone else.

"You make me so happy," she whispered as soon as she pulled away from the kiss. He looked at her deeply, his eyes searching her own orbs. He opened his mouth to speak, but she was quick to cut him off. "I want you. Right now."

She could feel him at her entrance as her heartbeat seemed to exhilarate. Avelina quickly palmed the side of his face and pressed her lips to his once more. Tingles shocked her entire body. The world could collapse all around them for all she cared as long as Adrik was right there kissing her so deeply--so passionately.

He pulled himself away from the kiss, "I love you."

A smile spread out on her lips as he returned to kissing her.

Suddenly, she let out a gasp when she began to feel pressure against her core.

"Do you want me to stop?"

"No," she said quickly.

"Relax for me," he told her. She nodded her head as he moved his hand to her legs. He wrapped her long legs around his waist. When she nodded her head once more, he pushed farther into her.

There was a painful feeling that overwhelmed her as he urged into her a little deeper going slightly past the tip. A grimace completely took over her face. Her arms pulled his neck down closer to her just before he hid into the crook of her neck

With her legs, she pulled him deeper inside of her as the pain only increased. She began to wonder how long his length was. It seemed like it would never stop. Finally, he pushed all the way until he was buried so deep inside of her.

"Are you okay?" He asked against her neck, his breathing coming out heavy. She nodded her head even though she wanted to scream out from how much pain she was in.

He pulled out slightly before pushing right back in at a slow pace. As he moved, he planted kisses all over her skin. She could feel herself loving each peck. His hands gripped her hips while he pummeled in and out of her. She quickly began to realize that with each thrust, it seemed to get easier to accept him inside of her.

After a few more slow movements, she let out a moan that coaxed him to go faster. Lifting himself from her neck, he kissed her lips. She took initiative by slipping her tongue into his mouth. He let out a deep moan of approval as his thrusts began to quicken up even more.

She couldn't handle the pleasure as her head tipped back and her back arched up against his chest. The headboard was banging against the wall with such force before he grabbed it and began to really dive into her opening with such strength.

He let out another loud moan as his eyes shut and his lips parted. Her hands had trailed down his back as she felt herself nearing a climax. He seemed to be close as well.

The bed was squeaking and squealing beneath them as he continued with the most ideal speed. His member was massaging her walls as she contracted around him. He was enjoying the faces she was making and the way she gripped him tighter when she was enjoying what he was doing to her. He even loved the way her back arched, and how moans echoed through his eardrums for eternity. Every time his eyes opened, and he met her blue orbs he couldn't help but feel himself going closer to cumming.

"Adrik," she moaned out. "Ah-"

A gasp came out of her as she felt herself cum all over his shaft. It didn't take much longer for her walls to milk him of everything they had. He gripped the headboard so tight that his knuckles turned white as he came so deep inside of the first woman he had ever loved.

"Wow," she breathed out. He turned over and fell back into the bed completely exhausted. Her eyes were on the ceiling as she found herself thinking about everything that just happened. Suddenly, it dawned on her. It just happened.

Avelina looked down at Adrik before her eyes fell on the blood that was oozing from his stab wound. She had completely forgotten about it as her eyes grew as wide as saucers.

"Adrik, you're bleeding," she said, sitting up while holding the blanket around her naked body. He glanced down before touching it with his hand. He acted as if it didn't matter, but not Avelina. She knew that it did matter. No matter what medicine they gave him to not feel the pain, she knew infections were still very possible.

Avelina got off of the bed and grabbed the shirt Adrik had taken off of her. She quickly threw the shirt over her bare body before turning to look at him only to find that he had already been staring at her.

"Do you mind if I change your gauze for you?" She asked. He shook his head in a way to state that he didn't mind at all. His eyes seemed to close as her fingers grazed his heated skin.

Her lower region was already in pain with each sharp movement she did. She wasn't prepared for how terribly she would be hurting in the morning.

Avelina slowly took off the gauze and made sure not to hurt him as her eyes looked at the deep cut through his skin. She glanced up at him to see his eyes closed. Her eyes made sure to mark his beautiful face into the files of her brain.

With a smile on her face, she bit down on her lip and then headed over to the restroom where she grabbed the first aid kit he had underneath the cabinets.

When she returned, she bent down on the side of the bed and pulled the blanket low enough to reveal his v-line. Even though it only happened mere seconds ago, she kept getting flashbacks. He said that he loved her and she couldn't stop hearing those words over and over again.

Avelina bit down on her lip even harder as she thought about the pleasure she gained from Adrik. She even cringed when she thought about how loudly she moaned. The sounds, the moans, the passion just wouldn't erase themselves from her mind no matter how hard she tried to put them away.

"Avelina," Adrik called out to her.

She didn't even realize she had been staring at her hands until he said her name. Slowly, her gaze lifted to look at his gray eyes.

"It's okay," he told her.

It held a deeper meaning than he may have thought it did. In her mind, he was telling her that it was okay to let go of her thoughts. It was okay to feel and to think without worrying that it may hurt someone else. It was okay to be Avelina and not some caregiver. It was okay to be okay.

Shaking away the thoughts, she cleaned up his wound and rewrapped it with the new gauze. She then applied a bandage over it to keep it all in place. Once she finished, she found herself kissing right above the now clean bandage.

Adrik responded by grabbing her and pulling her back onto the bed. Sadly, he had her facing the wall as his arm wrapped around her waist as he kissed her cheek. Adrik then placed the blanket over her before delivering one more kiss to her neck.

Hours passed, and Avelina didn't know how long she had been staring at the wall. Adrik was sleeping peacefully behind her leaving Avelina and her mind wide awake, and they were busy conversing with one another.

She kept thinking about the way Adrik made her feel. It had been a while since someone had cared for her. Her dream was nothing without Adrik and she knew that now. She couldn't imagine breathing without listening to Adrik's honest remarks and his intelligent words of wisdom.

Adrik was the missing piece to the puzzle of her life and she didn't even know it. He meant everything to her.

She turned over so she could face Adrik. Her hand found his hair as she tucked it behind his ear once more. She kissed his cheek, the corner of his upper lip, and then she kissed his lips. Her eyes gazed at the most handsome man she had ever seen. Avelina found herself grazing his jawline just before she planted one last kiss on the top of his nose.

"I love you, Adrik," she whispered. "I will always choose you."

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