Chapter 9

Mina's POV

The scenario which is happening right infront of my eyes was close to my death. I just went here to check up on Jimin and see if he's doing fine and I'll talk to him like how we used to do before, but I never signed up to see this kind of trash infront of me. Is Jimin kissing Seulgi?

"Jimin?" I mentioned his name. As soon as my voice swarmed across the room, he quickly pushed Seulgi away from him which caused her to lose her balance. Jimin looked at me with his eyes widened, and Seulgi was standing there infront of the two of us with her evil glares.

"M-Mina?" He said. I just looked at him with my emotionless expression. I noticed him quickly fixing his coat and ran his fingers through his hair, before walking up towards me.

"What are you doing here?" He asked. "It's already late." He was about to hold my hand, when I quickly avoided it. I don't get the reason why I did it, but I just needed a time to break.

"Yeah." I said while looking at him. "How about you? I thought you went here to work." I gulped down, trying to resist myself to not shout at him because some of his workmates outside might hear us inside.

"I-I did." He said while stuttering. "My boss called me to come here, and I had something to finish too." I gently pushed him away from me, and I distanced myself from him. He looks kinda concerned and worried about me, but I just ignored him.

"Something to finish, huh?" I said, gripping onto my skirt. To be honest, as soon as I took a glimpse of them kissing each other; I felt like something inside me is broken and my heart was stabbed with a million of knives. "What kind of work?"

I noticed Seulgi walking towards Jimin and she stood next to him. She looked at me wih her disgusted look from head-to-toe, as if I was this disgusting pimple which suddenly occured in her face. If only I could get the chance to slap or atleast give her a taste of my range, but I still couldn't do it because I'm not used on starting a fight with someone, and it makes me weak.

"Well, look who's here." She said, twirling her hair around using her finger. "Trying to ruin our moment again, I suppose?" She said before chuckling a little. I rolled my eyes over at her, and I noticed Jimin is looking down.

"Is that so?" I said and I quickly tapped my skirt gently before flashing a smile at them; a fake one. "Well if that's the case then, I'm sorry for ruining your moment, and I need to go. Thank you."

I said and I turned my back from them before opening the front door and walked outside. I tried to control myself from crying, but as soon as I took a step outside Jimin's room; the tears which I have been holding back earlier just streamed down across my cheeks. The reason why I avoided myself to not cry infront of them is because as soon as Seulgi see me crying infront of her, she'll think of me as someone who is weak; and I don't want to let Jimin see me crying like this.

I still couldn't believe my eyes that I saw them kissing each other. It seemed like Jimin was so into it, and so is Seulgi. When I saw them, I felt like I just wanted to kill myself because I felt like it was the biggest mistake which I ever made in my entire life. My heart is split into two, and the other half of it is seriously damaged. I want to slap myself, because of what I just did earlier. How did I even had the courage to watch them in that kind of situation, if I already knew that it'll just hurt me in the end?

"Mina!"

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Jimin's POV

I watched Mina as she walked away from the two of us, and Seulgi was still clinging onto my arm. I couldn't control my emotions right now, so I quickly removed Seulgi's hand around my arm and she looked a little bit surprised.

"Why did you do that?" She said. Seulgi's acting too clingy, and it's disgusting. I glared at her, and I was trying to control my temper and anger. I don't want to hurt a girl, so I just remained calm and I just sarcastically moved away from her.

"Seulgi, I'm asking you!" I shouted at her. "Why did you do that!" Seulgi looked at me with her drowny eyes, and she's trying to act cute and pity.

"Did what?" She said while frowning at me. "I just told her that she's annoying, which is the truth!" I raised my hand over at her, and she quickly looked down before covering her head. Without even realizing it, I was about to slap Seulgi infront of me.
My hand stopped in the midst of the air, as I looked at her.

"Seulgi." I mentioned her name. She slowly looked up at me, and I glared at her. "Please, just stop. We're already done, and you're acting too clingy and desperate now." I calmly told her, before putting my hand back down at its place.

"But, Jimin.." She said. "Can't you see? I still love you." As soon as she said those words, I slowly turned away from her and I walked up towards the front door. I need to go and see Myoui Mina, now. She misunderstood everything, and maybe she thought of something else which happened earlier.

"Jimin!" I heard Seulgi behind me. "Don't you still feel the same way?" I stopped from walking, when she asked me that kind of question again. She seriously can't stop, and she always try to pursue me that I still have feelings for her, and the truth is; I already got over at her.

I glanced back at her, and I saw her standing still behind.

"I'm sorry Seul, but.." I spoke softly. "We're over, and we're done."

After that, I opened the front door and I ran across the building searching for Mina. What I did earlier is wrong, and I shouldv'e stopped Seulgi from what she is doing. And as soon as I saw her inside the room, and realized that she's standing infront of us and she witnessed the kiss, made me feel ashamed and worried. I'm worried about how Mina felt, and what if she'll think of something else and she'll leave everything behind? And she'll leave me?

I saw some of my assistants and some of the secretaries and asked them if ever they saw Mina walking around or walked across their rooms, and they said no. I sighed deeply as I continued to walk, searching for a sign of her around. I just want to explain everything to her, so that she'll not think of something else anymore which will just ruin our relationship even more.

While walking, I saw a random shadow on the corner, and I'm pretty sure that it is Mina. I followed to where the shadow is heading to, and my heart stopped for a moment when I saw Mina sitting on the corner all by herself. I could feel the sadness lingering around her atmosphere and aura.

I took a few steps towards her, and I stopped from walking as soon as I heard her whispering to herself.

"It's gonna be okay.." I heard her talking to herself. Her voice started to crack up a little, and it seemed like she's controlling herself not to cry. "I promise.." She said while looking down.

I was about to take a few more steps closer to her direction, when she slowly turned around and looked at me with her puffy eyes. I stopped to where I was standing, and she just looked at me straight in the eyes. I could tell by the way she look right now that she just cried earlier, because her eyes is a bit red and puffy.

"Mina." I mentioned her name. "I was looking for you." I told her before smiling a little. I was expecting that she should smile at me back, but instead she just remained still while looking at me.

I slowly walked up towards her, and stood infront of her. She looked down while playing with her small and cute fingers.

"What are you doing here?" She asked.

"I should ask you that question." I told her. "What are you doing here sitting all alone in the cold?" She didn't dare to answer me back, but instead she remained silent and quiet. I looked around and glanced over at my watch, and it was already past 8:30 pm.

I slowly removed the coat which I have been wearing, and reached it out for her. She slowly looked up at me, and I smiled at her.

"Here." I told her. "To keep you warm." I noticed her biting her lower lip before grabbing the coat and wore it. The awkward atmosphere lingering around is making me feel awkward and uncomfortable. So, I decided to tell her the truth behind on what happened between me and Seulgi earlier, so that she wouldn't misunderstand a single thing.

"Mina." I spoke softly. "About earlier.." I didn't had the chance to finish my sentence, because she quickly talked out of nowhere.

"It's okay." She said while still looking down. "I understand. It wasn't your intention, anyway." I remained silent, and listened to her words.

"And it's my fault." She said. "Sorry for interrupting the both of you. I should've not come here. And you shouldn't have been worried about me right now. You know what, all of this shouldn't have happened, and it is all because of me. I'm so sorry.." She slowly stood up and was about to turn her back from me when I quickly held her wrist to stop her from walking away again. Not this time, again.

"Mina.." I said. I tightened my grip onto her wrist, and she stopped from walking. "It isn't what you think. You misunderstood everything. What happened earlier is all false. I didn't kiss her! Seulgi did and not me!" I told her. I heard her sigh deeply, and she slowly looked at me.

As soon as I had the glimpse of her face, I felt like I am the most heartless person in the world. I felt like my heart was getting torn into pieces and I couldn't breathe properly. I saw her eyes filled with tears; and I'm pretty sure that the reason behind those tears is all because of me.

"If that's the case then.." She spoke softly. "You should've stopped her." She whispered softly and slowly. I can tell that deep inside, she likes to shout at me but she couldn't; because she's still trying to hold in those emotions.

"I-I did, but--" I muttered slowly. I slowly looked down, before breathing heavily. I couldn't even take the chance to look at her, because she's in deep pain right now. I couldn't even look at her straight in the eyes, without even crying.

"But?" She said. "Instead you just let her did it." She said while sniffing. "Didn't you even think at the first place that what Seulgi did is wrong?" I gulped down while listening to her.

"Didn't you even think that.." she said in a low tone. "I'll get hurt in the end?" I slowly looked up at her, and tears are now streaming down across her rosy cheeks. "I get it. Maybe you were taken away by her kiss earlier, and you forgot about me." She slowly rubbed her eyes off, before looking away.

"I'm sorry, but." She said. The next thing she did even caused me more than a heartbreak. She slowly removed my hand from her wrist, and she turned her back from me.

"I need rest." After that, I watched her walk away from me as she vanishes right infront of my eyes. I was still standing to where I was thinking about what happened.

I slowly looked down before shouting. I've been holding back it in earlier, so I wanted to express all of my anger through shouting. I still couldn't believe that I saw Mina crying. It felt like whenever I see her cry, my heart just stops from beating and it becomes soft. It seemed like something inside of me is broken.

"Mina.." I whispered soflty before covering my entire face using my hands. "I made her cry.."

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