35| Don't Leave Me
Amelia
"I have to take care of something." I told him and got outside closing the door behind me. Ana who was waiting there for us looked up at me and quickly stood up but before she could speak I did.
"Did you bring my car?" I asked and she nodded her head.
'Yeah but why do you want it?" she asked obviously confused.
"Listen Ana I don't have time for this just go inside and take Marcus home.I'll tell you later." I told her as she gave me the keys.
"You will."
"I will." I promised and she smiled at me. I thanked her and turned around walking quickly towards the stairs I was on the second floor so I didn't need the elevator. I got to the parking lot and started looking around for my car. Where did she park it? Oh there it is. Once I spotted it I approached unlocking the doors and got inside taking a big breath. By now it was past midnight and I knew that my mom would probably be really worried especially since Ana went there to get my car. She surely has told her about Marcus and that we're in the hospital so she will be expecting me there any time soon but I can't go yet. Firstly I have to go somewhere else, to Harry's house and I have to get there fast. I have to talk to him and clear things.
I started the car and drove out of the parking lot keeping the speed up. I still remember where Harry's house is so it will be easy for me to go there the only thing I don't know is if he is going to be there.I hope he is. When I reached the familiar forest I tried to call him but he didn't answer so after three tries I gave up.The car came in a stop and I was now just outside Harry's house. I got out of my car and walked towards the big old house taking small steps each time. Before I came here I had everything planned out what was I going to say what was I going to do but now it's like everything in my mind got erased and I don't even know why I came here in the first place.I am feeling really nervous and my heart is beating really fast, earlier we both didn't behave good to each other but I had my reasons and Harry...Harry just hurt me for revenge. I exhaled deeply and looked up at the door before knocking on it loudly. I waited there tapping my heels on the wooden floor and then it opened and I turned my gaze back to the now opened door. Harry stood there dressed up like earlier leaning a bit to the side as he looked at me with narrowed eyes.I could tell that he was surprised to see me here.
"We have to talk." I told him confidently and he sighed stepping on the side so I could walk in and I did.The placed looked terrible. Things were thrown on the floor which was covered with broken glasses, the couch was pushed towards the wall in a bad condition and the wall had a weird mark on it. I gasped and turned around to look at Harry who was now standing right behind me.Did he do all this...now?
"Harry what happened here?" I asked looking at my surroundings,he shrugged.
"Nothing." he replied simply and I shook my head.
"This is not nothing.Why did you do this?" I yelled and his jaw tensed and he looked at me with dark eyes.
"Because I was fucking angry Amelia." he yelled back and I suddenly lost my confidence.
"Give me your hands." I told him and when he didn't I reached out myself and took them in the small ones examining them.His knuckles were covered in blood and bruised and my eyes widened in shock at the damage he had cost to himself.
"We have to clean this up." I said and guided him to the kitchen. He sat down on a chair without saying anything and I came back again with a wet towel in my hand. I knelt down between his legs and started cleaning up the blood.I could feel his hard stare on me and I let out a shaky breath.
"Why are you even here?" he asked after a while in a low voice.
"Because we need to talk." I told him finally building up the courage to look at his green eyes.He laughed bitterly.
"There's nothing to say." he said yanking away my hands as he stood up.I sighed and did the same throwing away the dirty towel.
"There is...a lot actually." I informed him.
"No Amelia everything it's clear to me.You chose to stay there with that fucking idiot." he said raising his voice and I flinched a bit.
"It's not like that and you know it." I defended myself but he didn't listen and walked away to the destroyed living room. I ran after him and pulled him by his forearm forcing him to face me.
"How is it then?" he asked angrily.
"Harry you were going to kill him just like that, I had to stop you and then I couldn't just go with you and leave him there helpless." I tried to explain.
"This couldn't have happened if you didn't kiss him." he spat.
"I know it was wrong but I was angry Harry about that Julia girl and I wanted to make you jealous I didn't know things would get so serious."
"You should have told me first before going around and kissing everyone." he yelled at me and I closed my eyes trying to hold back my tears.
"You hurt me too when I saw you kissing her. Did you also fuck her?" I shouted and his eyes widened seeming surprised by my choice of words but I don't care right now.I am pissed off.
"Nothing happened with her I left when you did.It never did anyways not after I met you." he replied more calmly running a hand through his hair in frustration.
"Harry don't you see what's happening?"
"What do you mean?" he asked me confused.
"We are hurting people.You are hurting people.You have to stop acting like this, you kill innocent people and Marcus was about to be one of them too." I said raising my hands in the air.
"I don't care Amelia.I do what I want and I kill people because I want to and today I was gladly going to do this again because you are mine and I don't want anyone touching you especially he." he yelled and slammed his hand on the wall beside us.
"Listen to yourself you're acting so possessive I'm not some kind of property Harry." I yelled at him and he came closer, his nostrils flaring.
"I think you should leave." he growled pointing behind me but I shook my head.
"I'm going nowhere.I came here to make you understand that what you're doing is wrong.You can't act like this Harry you have to stop." I told him.
"Stop telling me that!Damn it!You know very well what I am, I'm a criminal Amelia I'm bad I don't do the right thing I hurt people this is how I work so don't fucking ask me to change because I can't and I won't." he yelled taking a few steps away from me.
"Harry..." I trailed off and he looked back at me.
"I just wanted you to stop hurting innocent people." I told him calmly approaching him.
"I know that and believe me I didn't want to hurt him in the beginning at least, I was trying to hold back even through everything inside of me just told me to kill that idiot,but I held back because of you I was too afraid that I would lose you. You just have so much control over me it kills me sometimes. I want you,I need you and being away from you drives me crazy." he confessed and I placed both my hands on his biceps.
"And that's the reason I'm still here Harry. That's the kind of control you have over me it's really the first time I find myself caring about someone so much it scares me. And despite all the bad things you do,the people you kill,the ways you hurt me I find myself forgiving you again and coming after you again because I love you." I told him yelling the last part for him to hear clearly and he looked at me with pained dark green eyes.
"Then you should simply stop loving me. " he yelled walking backwards and pointing at himself.
"I can't.Okay?I can't Harry." I yelled equally loud and he looked at me with wide eyes before sighing. And just like that he walked to me taking my face in his big hands and pulling me towards him. His lips pressed against mine and I immediately responded kissing him back and wrapping my arms around his neck. It was now that I realised how much I had missed the taste of his lips,their softness.
"I want you." he moaned in-between kisses and I deepened the kiss bringing my fingers in his curls and pressing the front of my body on his. He started taking a few steps forwards and I backwards till my back hit the wall and he ran his fingers slowly up my thigh and to my neck stopping just below my bottom lip.The kiss stopped and we were both breathing heavily, he caressed my bottom lip with his thumb and then looked at my eyes his green ones making my insides melt. I just need him,now!
"I love you Amelia." he said emphasising each words. I placed my palm on his cheek and stood on my tip toes giving him a small perk on the lips and when I pulled away he was smiling at me that breathtaking smile of his. I immediately wrapped my arms around him and hugged him resting my head on the crook of his neck inhaling in his intoxicating scent.This is where I belonged.
"I love you Harry. It's always going to be you." I told him truthfully and he placed a kiss on my head.
"And now what?" I asked after a while of staying in his warm embrace.He looked down at me smiling seductively.
"Well for starters, you can make my fantasy come true and let me take off that sexy dress you're wearing." he whispered nuzzling his head in my neck.
"Harry." I squealed hitting him playfully and he laughed.
"I'm serious!" I told him.How did we get from arguing to this in just a matter of minutes? Only us.
"And I'm serious too." he said with a smirk and I rolled my eyes. Bad move.The next thing I know I'm again pinned against the wall with Harry hovering over me.
"Don't do that again if you don't want me to lose control." he said lowly staring at my lips.
"Harry I'm serious Marcus saw you and he knows that something is going on." I reminded him.
"Then I'll have to take care of him."
"No Harry." I yelled pushing him away.
"Relax I didn't mean it...well I kind of did but anyways." he smirked and I shook my head at him.This was no time for joking.
"He wouldn't stop asking."
"Did you tell him anything?"
"No of course not." I replied quickly and he nodded coming closer again.
"Then let's not talk about that asshole for a while." he murmured against my skin leaving wet kisses down my neck and I closed my eyes instinctively throwing my head back to give him more access. He grabbed my leg and placed it over his hip and I brought him closer to me as he slipped his tongue inside my mouth. He let out a low moan playing with the zipper of my dress and I bit his bottom lip.
"Harry." I moaned and he let a few kisses on my jawline.
"I love you so damn much." he said his lips brushing against mine.
"Your mine." he whispered looking straight into my eyes.
"I'm yours and your mine." I told him and he smirked.
"Forever baby." he replied but when he was about to lean in to kiss me again some loud sounds made him stop. I heard the sounds again and my eyes widened as I looked at Harry in shock. What the hell? It's the police.
"Shit..." Harry cursed under his breath running a hand through his hair.
"Harry you have to get out of here now before they come." I told him panicking.
"Fuck...I know." he said and got in his bedroom taking out a suitcase the one I remember finding when I first came here.I never really got to see what was inside.
The police was coming closer,I could hear the sirens getting loudee.We have to hurry. How did they found us in the first place? This place is in the middle of the woods.
"Fuck..." Harry cursed again he opened the bag and I gasp. There was money in there...a lot and guns. Where did he find all that? He's a criminal stupid my inner voice said.
"Let's go." Harry said taking my hand in his while holding the suitcase with the other.
bang bang bang
"The police,open the door." they yelled and I tightened my grip on Harry's hand.
"What are we going to do now?" I asked.
"The bathroom, from the window." Harry said taking me with him, he opened the window and motioned for me to go first.I did trying to be as fast as possible and landed on my feet on the ground with Harry following after me.
"Get out wherever you are." I could hear the yelling from inside the house and I felt Harry's hand come over my mouth as the other one was around my waist keeping me steady.
"Shh...they will hear us the house is surrounded by them." he whispered in my ear and I nodded.I didn't ever realise I made a noise.He looked to his right and guided me through the woods.
"Harry I'm scared." I confessed with a trembling voice. What if they find us?They will take him away from me.
"Don't worry baby." he reassured me squeezing my hand and we continued walking.I looked behind me and saw the cops in the distance standing right where we were a few minutes ago and gulped looking back at Harry. We finally got out of the forest and I looked around us on the road spoting a black car similar to Harry's parked on the side.I tapped him on the shoulder lightly and Harry turned around looking in the direction of the car I was pointing. He frowned in confusion.
"Louis." he called in disbelief and the door opened as out came the one and only Louis with a panicked expression on his face matching mine.
"We are screwed Styles." he exclaimed approaching us.
"The police found us." he continued .
"No shit." Harry replied sarcastically.
"What do we do?" Harry asked looking behind us.They weren't following us and that was good.
"What do you mean what we do?We fucking leave,we leave the city and we leave the fucking country if we have to." Louis yelled raising his hands in the air.
"What?" I asked.No they can't leave. He can't leave.
"It's for the best Amelia." Louis told me and I shook my head turning my gaze to Harry. He was looking blankly at the ground.
"Amelia-"
"Tell me you're not leaving." I plead and he looked at me.
"Is there another way?" he asked Louis.
"Harry stop saying bullshit you know damn well that we can't fucking stay here any more. I'm sorry Amelia but it's the truth and you know it.You better leave him now or else you'll only be seeing him inside a prison cell! We have to go and we have to do it immediately I'll be waiting in the car." he said and walked away. His words stung, it was painful and I started to cry.
"So now this is supposed to be the end." I told Harry as tears stream down my face.
"It's not the end Amelia and you know it." he hissed looking at me.
"You are leaving Harry and I'm staying." I said looking at him and he looked in thoughts.
"Come with me." he blurted out.
"I can't Harry it's not that simple." I replied shaking my head.
"Then I promise that I'll come back for you." he said coming closer.
"Don't make promises you can't keep Harry."
"I can and I will. You're the best thing that happened to me in this cruel world, your the light to my darkness and I'm not letting you go that easily. Not like this.I meant everything I said Amelia you mean the world to me and I love you so fucking much. I promise to you that I'll come back for you and I will or else I might even go insane without you." he told me and after taking a big breath he took my face in his hands and connected our lips together in a loving,passionate and needing kiss. The kiss was mixed with my tears as well as his own and when he pulled away I hugged him tightly crying on his shoulder.
"Please don't leave me." I whispered and he rubbed my back.
"I don't have a choice baby but I promise." he said looking in my eyes.
"I'll wait for you so you better keep your promise." I told him kissing him one last time.
"I will." he replied and exhaled deeply before turning his back to me and walking towards the car. He looked at me one last time before getting in and then they drove off really fast disappearing in the darkness as I collapsed on the ground sobbing heavily.
"We found her!" I heard someone yell but I didn't pay attention.
"Amelia." someone came near me and took me in their arms helping me to stand up slowly as I continued to cry. It was Mr. Grey. He looked at me worriedly and asked me questions but I didn't say anything. I didn't care about anything right now I just wanted to curl up in a ball and cry myself to sleep. He was gone, I lost him.
"What happened Amelia?" I heard Marcus' voice ask.What? What is he doing here?
"What?...You, you did this you brought them here." I said walking away from the officer's grip and towards him.It all started to make sense now.
"I had to, he was dangerous." he replied and I hit him on the chest.
"I hate you Marcus, I fucking hate you." I yelled and he grabbed my wrists trying to calm me down.Why did he have to do that?
"He just helped my dear,I put a tracking device on your car and he just told me when you left." Mr.Grey said from behind me and I turned to look at him.
"What?" I asked with a small voice.
"I knew Amelia from the beginning, I was just waiting for the right time but I guess I lost it." he told me with a serious face and I started feeling dizzy all of the sudden.This must be a sick joke. So he knew everything and he also knows that Harry killed the poor officer. Then why didn't he say anything?
"He left." I whispered but I'm sure he heard me.He looked at me with worry and nodded his head.
"Let's take you to the car my dear and we better not tell anything about this to your mum." I nodded my head and quietly got in the car. He closed the door and walked away going to speak with the others who were surrounding the house.I rested my head on the window and let the tears fall freely again not being able to hold them. He left...my Harry left.
But he's coming back for you he promised.
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