Amelia

I sighed heavily and pressed my back against the seat as I rested my head on the window looking outside at the familiar streets of my neighbourhood. So that was it. I was going back home to my family the one's who really love me. Maybe it's for the best ,everything is for the best. But is it wrong that I have that weird feeling inside of me? It's sadness. Leaving Harry and getting out of that place would be the best if it was for when he first took me, now I'm not sure what I want anymore. The only thing I'm completely aware of is that I have feelings for that green eyed man , I love him but at the same time I know I shouldn't do that. Us or whatever is going on between us won't work and I know that too well, he even said it himself so why do I still have hopes? I was getting lost in my thoughts that I didn't even realise that the car had stopped.

"Amelia." I heard Harry's voice call me for the first time since we got in the car.I turned my gaze at him but avoided looking at his eyes they were capable of making me do things I never would.

"I can't go any closer it's dangerous." he said looking back on the empty road. The car was parked a few corners away from my house and it was hidden good so that they couldn't see us.

"O-okay." I whispered looking down at my hands nervously and undoing my seatbelt. I was waiting for him to say or do something but he was staying silent looking at the distance as his grip on the steering wheel kept tightening making his knuckles turn white.

"What are you going to do?" I asked him hesitantly and bit my bottom lip as I waited for him to answer. Harry looked at me and our eyes met making me realise how much I had missed their mesmerising emerald colour.

"I-I'm...I don't know.But I'm sure that after you return they will search for us and I'll have to leave town." he said running a hand through his messy curly hair clearly  frustrated.

"But I won't tell anyone about you." I whispered and he shook his head.

"Leonard probably will and you can't lie to the police Amelia and you won't do it." It was an order I knew it but I'm not sure I will do it.

"Alright." I murmured nodding my head. Harry's face was still in a frown and he looked like he was in deep thoughts.It was a dead silence in the car with none of us talking or making any sound,it was almost awkward.

"So this is it.I'm finally free to go." I said breaking the silence as I let out a long breath. Harry turned his head towards me looking into my eyes emotionless before speaking.

"Yes...yes you are." he said with his deep voice and looked back on the empty roads.I knew that this was a sign for me to leave the car and walk away from him back to my family and friends. He really wanted me to go and I just can't understand why, he said he loved me. When somebody truly loves someone they don't just let them go like that without even showing any kind of emotion. But on the other hand maybe he never meant what he said maybe it was just another trick to make little and innocent Amelia fall for him completely and give him everything. I'm so stupid. I shook my head and looked at him one last time because I knew I wouldn't see him again but before my mind could proceed what I was doing I found myself with my face just a few inches away from his.

"Goodbye Harry, I hope you got what you wanted." I whispered looking into his eyes and then placed a small kiss on the corner of his lips. He stood frozen under my touch and when I pulled away he remained silent. I turned around grabbing the handle with my now shaky hands as I tried to open the door. But suddenly a big hand was placed on my shoulder turning me around and I was brought face to face again with Harry.

"Why do you have to make this so damn difficult?" he hissed looking at me with pain in his beautiful eyes.

"It's not Harry.You were just lying to me." I said in a low voice.

"What the hell do you mean?" he asked me.

"You just wanted to get in my pants and now that you did you are leaving just like that. All the 'I love you' bullshit was an act.You are quite the actor you know that?" I said angrily trying to free myself from his firm grip. It was the first time I talked to someone like that and it was quite a shock, I saw it in his face too but I felt relieved that I said what I was thinking right away with no hesitation.

"Amelia you know that's not true." he said shaking his head.

"I don't know what to think or to believe anymore Harry." I said truthfully.

"Believe me.And trust me when I say that I love you because I do and that's exactly the reason I'm letting you go.It's the best way it's better for both of us." he said his voice cracking in the end.

"I...I- "

"Amelia we won't work don't you see that, I'm not normal, actually I'm far from it."

"Then why did you do what you did with me yesterday if you knew that this would happen?" I asked him.

"I...because I love you and I wanted you I couldn't control it and so did you. My body was craving for your touch I loved the feeling of your lips on mine.I just needed you and I still do but-" I couldn't stand listening to him talk anymore, I heard what I wanted to and nothing mattered anymore.

I pressed my lips quickly on his cutting him mid-sentence.He didn't waste a minute before responding and wrapping his arms around my small waist. He pulled me closer as I tried to change the position I was in so I placed a leg carefully over his thighs and finally managed to sit on his lap with my legs on each side of his hips. I placed my hands on his face deepening the kiss while Harry's hands started going down till they rested at the bottom of my spine just on top of my bum. He licked my bottom lip and I opened my mouth giving him more entrance. My hand moved to his curly hair and I tugged at it making a small moan escape from his lips. It was starting to get really heated and I knew that I had to stop it immediately before I lost it completely. I slowly pulled away and rested my forehead against his. Both of us were breathing heavily.

"Was that a goodbye kiss?" he asked breathlessly with a small smile.

"Maybe, if I don't see you again." I said looking at his eyes. He cupped my face in his hands and caressed my cheekbones with his thumbs,he didn't speak he didn't have to anyways.It wasn't necessary, not anymore.

I moved away from him and sat on the passenger's seat again.It was time to leave because the more I stayed with him the worst it got for me.I opened the door which Harry unlocked and looked back at him.

"Bye Harry." I said in a whisper and got out of the car quickly as the warm air hit my body. I closed the door slowly and started walking in the opposite direction where I knew my house was. I started taking small steps as I pushed some hair out of my face behind my ear and didn't look back again even though I knew Harry's car was still there and that he was watching me.I could feel it,I could feel his intense stare burning holes in my back but I didn't dare look back.

I tried to think about something else in order to stop my tears like my family that I was finally going to see again after two months.But it was useless and my salty tears started falling down cheeks, the problem is though that I don't know why I am crying. Is it because I'm finally free to see my mum and brother or because I don't want to leave Harry?

I still can't believe how he managed to get in my heart after a period of two months and the most of it included me crying in the bedroom.How?

I turned in the last corner and stopped. There right in front of me was my house.It was the same as I remembered it. The light beige colour of the walls looked a bit pink as the light of the sun hit them, all the windows were closed except from the one in my bedroom which was opened and you could see the purple curtain decorating it.The garden looked a bit messy like always with Mike's toys thrown all over the place and his bicycle resting on the big oak tree which reached my window. A small smile mixed with my tears appeared on my face and I run fast towards it opening the gate's small door which mum had forgotten as always to lock and walked through the garden till I reached the door. I took a big breath and put my finger on the doorbell pressing it.

I waited there as I looked around me when the brown wooden door opened and in front of me stood my mum. Her big blue eyes were wide with shock and her lips parted as she looked at me.Dark circles had appeared under her eyes meaning that she hadn't slept good for days. Her long black hair was styled in a messy ponytail and she was still wearing her pyjamas.

"Amelia?" she asked in disbelief as tears started forming in her eyes.I nodded my head.

"It's me mum." I coacked and she quickly pulled me closer  taking me in a big warm hug. I hugged her back as we both sobbed in each others arms.God I missed her so much. She took my face in her hands examining every part of it.

"Oh my god I can't believe it.I was so worried I lost hope we couldn't find you.What happened? Who did this? Did he hurt you?Are you okay?" she bombarded me with question.

"Mum I'll tell you everything but now all I need is a hug." I said wiping away my tears.

"Oh sweetheart. " she took me in her arms again and we sat on the couch. I felt safe but it was like something was missing and I knew exactly what it was.

"Mum what happened?" a sleepy Mike came in the living room rubbing his eyes. Once his eyes land on me a huge grin made its way up to his face and he run towards us.

"Amelia." he shouted and jumped on me burying his face in my hair. I hugged him back hard as I placed small kissed on his head. Mum stood up when her phone started ringing leaving me with him alone.

"Where were you Amelia?" he asked still holding onto me.

"Let's say that I was just gone for a while but now I'm back."

"Will you stay?"

"Of course there is nothing to make me leave anyway." I said pinching his cheek lightly.

"Good." he said. Mum came back and placed her phone back on the table.She approached us and took us both in her warm embrace.

"I missed you so much sweetheart.I love you both so much I won't let anything else happen to you,ever again." she said caressing my hair and I nodded my head.

"Who was it mum?" I asked curiously and she sighed.

"The police is coming over later for questions."

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