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Amelia

"I want you to stay. Stay with me Amelia." he said and my eyes travelled from his loose grip on my wrist to his beautiful forest green eyes which were looking at me pleadingly. I was getting really confused with his actions before he was being distant and now he wanted me to stay here with him? I just don't get him.

"H-harry... I-... " I couldn't even find the words to speak. He turned me around so that I could stand right in front of him and placed his hands gently on my arms without breaking eye contact.

"Look, I'm so sorry for everything I did to you. I'm a jerk and I regret every single thing I did to you,every single bruise I left on your skin and I know that you hate me but-" I stopped him.

"Harry I-I don't hate you even though I probably should." I said with a sigh trying to look away from his eyes.He shook his head coming closer to me and I froze once again.

"Amelia you don't know what you're doing to me.I don't even recognise myself anymore.You just seem to be on my mind every fucking minute and as much as I try I can't get rid of that beautiful face of yours or those big blue eyes that hunt my dreams for the past few days." I really couldn't believe what was going on and him being so close to me didn't help at all even though I liked our proximity in a strange way.

"Today I was seriously going to punch Louis when I saw you together so close. I swear I don't know what I would have done to him if we were alone. I didn't want him to touch you. Heck I don't want anyone to touch you...because I-...I think I love you Amelia." he said making my eyes widen. What?

'I love you' his words replayed in my head making me feel dizzy.He...he loves me? No this is so wrong...but then why does it make my heart flutter? Snap out of it Amelia my inner voice said.

"Harry I b-better go."I said and turned to leave but he stopped me once again. The sudden strength he used made me turn around fast and crush on his exposed chest,our faces were just inches away and I really don't know if I could stand my ground for any longer.This was just too much.

"Tell me that the kiss we shared didn't mean anything to you and I will let you go...now and forever.But be honest with me Amelia." he said in a calm tone and I gulped. Why does he have to make it so difficult? It's not just say no...my inner voice said. But I can't because it meant, it really did and I can't deny it. And especially now that he opened up to me it is ever more difficult to deny it. If I say that I didn't want to feel his soft lips against mine again I would be lying but...

"Harry it's wrong." I said shaking my head.

"I didn't ask you that Amelia." he whispered as he brought his lips near my ear. His warm breath hit my exposed neck making goosebumps appear on my skin and it was getting harder and harder for me to breath anymore.

"H-Harry..." I started to say breathlessly but stopped when I felt his lips come in contact with the place were my neck and jaw met. My eyes closed slowly as I took my bottom lip in between my teeth. He continued leaving small feather like kisses all over my jawline until he reached the corner of my lips. He stopped and brought his face just inches away from mine. I opened my eyes slowly and looked at him taking in a sharp breath.

"The truth." he said as his lips brushed mine lighlty. He was still holding me in place afraid that if he let go I would run but I was too dazed, too mesmerized by him to do that.

"I-It meant something." I finally managed to say and I saw as his eyes lit up a bit making him look even more breathtaking in front of my eyes than he already was. He leaned in and I knew that he was going to kiss me but I didn't do anything about it I just waited for the moment his lips would touch mine and when they did I got lost again. I didn't even think twice before I started kissing him back and when that happened he let go of my wrists and placed his hands on my back bringing me closer. His lips felt so sweet and soft against mine so right and I wrapped my arms around his neck trying to deepen the kiss. I shook every thought that told me to stop aside and just listened to my body and my heart.

"God...I care about you so much.I need you Amelia I want you, every single part of you." he said against my lips making me shiver. Before he could say anything else I pulled him closer for another kiss.This one was more intense though.His hands slid down my bum and pulled me up as I wrapped my legs around his waist without losing a second. He started walking until I felt the cold surface of the wall hit my back ,he left my mouth and started kissing down my neck and collarbone. Wrong,wrong a voice inside my head kept repeating but I wasn't listening to it I didn't want to, for once I wanted to do what I wanted and not think much about it and right now what I wanted and craved for was Harry. Nothing else mattered. A gasp left my lips when I felt him bite on my skin lightly forming a small love bite.

"I love you." he whispered leaving a wet kiss under my earlobe and I took a shaky breath not sure of how to reply to him yet. Do I love him? He carried me in his arms easily and walked slowly towards the bed in his room. He lied me down gently and carefully like I was a delicate porcelain doll that could break any time soon and then crawled on the bed hovering on top of me. I could feel my heart starting to beat faster against my chest as he came closer and his lips were close over mine.

Gosh...I really wanted him to just kiss me again I loved the feeling of his plump lips against mine. Instead he brought his face right next to my ear and inhaled deeply making me go weak. His hand was placed on my shoulder and he slid a bit down the collar of his t-shirt that I was wearing to reveal my pale skin. He caressed it with the back of his hand gently and then placed a small kiss there. His beautiful face appeared again above mine and he looked down at me with his crystal green eyes observing me with his intense gaze.

"I-I'm sorry...I shouldn't have...it's taking m-me a lot to control myself." he whispered taking a big breath. I raised my hand up and touched his bruised face with my fingertips pushing away some of the curls that were falling on his forehead and his eyes closed as he started to lean into my touch. Without thinking I pulled him closer to me and then rolled over so that I was on top of him. He was surprised by my sudden action but when I crashed my lips against his he responded immediately and his hands started touching my body, his touch made my skin burn with desire and a small moan escaped from my lips. Before I knew it my sweatpants were removed from my legs and I was standing again under Harry with only his oversized t-shirt and boxers on.

"Be mine tonight Amelia." he said against my lips and I was surprised when the words that I didn't ever expect to say to him left my lips with ease.

"I'm yours." I breathed out and he smiled at me before kissing me again this time harsher and more hungrily like his life was depending on it. He shifted closer between my legs while he kept kissing me and then pressed down on me as a groan excaped his lips. That was sexy. It was becoming harder and harder for me to breath by each second that passed but I loved that feeling. I loved that he was so close to me. I wanted to be here with him and I wanted to do this because I feel something for this man.

He slowly took off the t-shirt I was wearing leaving me only in his pair of boxers and nothing more. I could feel my cheeks starting to turn red I was becoming insecure as his eyes kept trailing down my body. He noticed my unease and leaned down leaving small perks on my collarbone and stomach.

"Beautiful." he whispered against my skin and then sucked lightly on my neck as his warm exposed torso touched with mine making butterflies errupt in my stomach. My eyes closed giving in in the pleasurable feeling that took over my body and I didn't even notice when he took of his jeans and boxers. His hand moved along my inner thigh and he grabbed the boxers I was wearing pulling them down slowly. After a while he came back again standing above me, we were both exposed but surprisingly I didn't care I tried to focus only on his eyes which seemed to have me captive from the very first time I met him. That beautiful forest green colour was magical.

My hands caressed his strong and tattooed arms and then rested on his broad shoulders. Harry placed a small kiss on my forehead as his face stayed close to mine,I knew what was coming and I decided to only stare at his tattooed arms that supported him above me.The next sensation though...that was something that made my eyes widen and then shut close. It felt strange and it was definately not pleasurable in fact it hurt a lot. A quite cry left from my lips as my grip on his shoulders tightened. The stinging pain grew everytime I could feel him move inside of me and a tear rolled down my cheek.

"H-harry...it h-hurts." I said in a low voice.

"It will go away..." he whispered in my ear and then moaned softly.

"Look at me Amelia." he said in a hoarse voice as he continued moving. I did as he said and I saw as his now dark eyes were looking at me lustfully.

"I promise." he said and brought his lips on mine as he pushed again. I tried to focus on the kiss and not so much on the pain but it wasn't that easy. He kissed my cheek and I burried my head in the crook of his neck trying to be as close to him as possible. I could feel his heavy breathing on my shoulder and I looked up at him. His eyes were half closed, his heart-shaped lips parted and sweat was covering his face making him glow. God he was breathtaking I could stay like this forever if it meant that I could see this beautiful sight of him above me. The pain started fading after a while as another feeling appeared. Pleasure. I loud moan left my lips and my eyes shot open, my nails trailed down Harry's back and I could feel his body shaking a bit under my touch.

He pushed one more time and grabbed my hips with his hands while he planted kisses all over my jawline. The good sensation that I was feeling grew stronger and I could feel the muscles of my stomach tighten.

"Harry!" I moaned loudly as pleasure took over my body.

"I love you." Harry whispered again in my ear and then all of my body relaxed under him. I was trembling and breathing heavily Harry took me in his arms and pulled me with him.He covered our bodies with the sheets and brought me close to him. I really couldn't say much I felt exhausted and he seemed to notice it.I rested my head on his hard chest and he started playing with my hair and caressing my exposed arm which was around his waist.

"Goodnight princess." it was the last thing I heard before sleep took over me while I listened to the steady beat of his heart.

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