Trigger Warnings: Child Abuse mentions/implications and Religion

Surprisingly, this isn't projection. Well..it is a little bit. Some of the feelings are projection, who it's towards isn't. Anyway, this is gonna be an Ibara focused chapter so have fun! I swear Yuga will make another appearance real soon, probably in the next chapter.

Shiozaki glances around. There were so many people and they were all being so loud. Reminded her of home. And not in a good way. So much shouting and arguing all of the time. There was never any quiet, there was never any peace or calm. She desperately wanted a place in UA because of it. Just to get out of there. Not to make anyone proud. Not because she wanted to be a hero. Just to get out of that hell she called a home. She didn't want to be a hero, thinking over it. If anything, she wanted the opposite. She wanted to be a villain. For the sole purpose of making them pay. Oh, how she wanted them to pay.

Most of her early memories were of running. Running away from people. That was all she ever seemed to do. She was always running and hiding. From the noise. From the insults. From the pain. She just wished it would stop.

It didn't get any easier as she got older, either. If anything, it was worse. It was worse because now, she had standards to live up to. She had grades to meet. She had to try at things she hated. Just to ensure she'd go to bed without pain. Oh how she despised it. And it was only her. She was the eldest girl in her family. She had two older brothers, three younger brothers and two younger sisters. Her sisters were 2 and 4. The rest she didn't remember. She didn't have time. And she didn't have to look after them as much. In fact she didn't have to look after them at all. Though that didn't mean she got a break. Between the struggle to keep her grades up, looking after her two sisters, doing most of the cooking and cleaning around the house, as well as trying to maintain some form of social life, which was incredibly difficult, she didn't have time to do anything.

And that was only the surface. She had to deal with constantly trying to fit into her parents image of a 'perfect child'. She had to go to church and worship a god she didn't believe in. She could never make mistakes. She had to be polite to everyone. She wasn't allowed to watch tv, read most books, eat certain food, listen to most songs. It was like walking a tightrope. A tightrope where she was blindfolded. A tightrope where she had to carry trays of steaming hot tea without spilling any. A tightrope which was shaking underneath her. A tightrope where the world was ending around her...but she just had to keep walking. Or she'd suffer the wrath.

And soon, she was going to snap.

She hadn't been allowed to live, she hadn't had a childhood, and she wanted that so desperately. Everyone else she knew, had had everything they wanted; toys, games, books, friends, freedom.

And she'd had none of it.

She already had a plan. She already knew she wanted to be a villain, she'd known that for a long time now. So in the little time she had, on breaks and lunchtimes at school, she'd researched villains. She'd looked for local affiliations. She'd decided she wanted something underground and she'd found three places she thought she could turn to: The Yakuza, an organisation called the Shei Hassaikai specifically, the Hero Killer: Stain and finally, The League Of Villains. She'd found all of them on the news and the dark side of the web, mostly through hitman sites. Two of the three, Stain and the League, were quite new, though apparently Stain had been in America for a long while and was slaughtering heroes over there.

She had decided on the league of villains. There were only four people there. Tomura Shigaraki, Kurogiri, and two others she couldn't find the names of. They seemed to be in need of new members, so it was the perfect place. That and she was way too intimidated by the Yakuza and she..honestly wasn't too sure on stain. He seemed like a lone Wolf kinda guy.

Well, hopefully she could find them soon, the sooner the better as she had a plan: she'd heard there were dormitories at UA, for the exchange students and for people who lived miles away, like her. She lived outside of Tokyo and had to take trains to get here. She was going to tell her parents she wanted to live there, so it would be easier for her to get there, she already knew they would agree as she could twist it into something about being able to study better and get better grades with all the resources closer to her or something along those lines, so once they'd signed the forms and everything, she would take them to supposedly give to the teachers, though that was when she'd move in with the league. She'd live with them instead. Of course it wasn't fool proof. Is any plan really? But she wasn't a fool. At least she didn't think she was. So that was what she was going to do. And hopefully, it would be soon.

Heheh. Very excited for my villain Ibara. Very. Can't wait. Ok bye bye.