I have been trying to be alright
But I am not winning this fight
I feel as if my grip is becoming weak
It is happiness that I seek

Everything seems to be closing in
I'm drowning in all this sin
I watch myself slowly fall apart
There is always a sting in my heart

I try to keep my head high
But I feel like it is all just a lie
I smile to try to hide
I know there is no one on my side

I wipe away all of my tears
As I hold in all of my fears
I tend to count all my scars
As I look up at the stars

-hannah ❤