(MUST PLAY "HARD FOR ME BY MICHELE MORRONE")!!!

Venn's POV

I remembered that jungkook wanted to meet me in the rooftop and I immediately go there and I'm also terrified and scared because of his actions earlier.

While walking in the stairs it's like I know already what is gonna be happen but I hope no, please no.

Once I arrived I saw jungkook was siting on the floor near in the wall and his face were covered by his hands.

"J-jungkook?" My voice we're lowered and terrified and jungkook looked at me and I saw his eyes were swollen.

"Oh venn.." He stood up and he came to me and hold my shoulders and pull me in his chest and hugged me tight. This hug were not the same the way he hug me everyday, his hug today were new and different.

"Venn.." He whispered and he literally sobbing while he let go of me, "j-jungkook.." I did the same the way he is calling my name.

Jungkook's POV

I really can't do this it's so hard for her, I really don't wanna hurt her, I just can't tell to her that I need to...

It's just damn so hard for me.

"Venn.." I called her name again while sobbing really hard. "Yes jungkook?" She whispered and wiped my tears while her tears are also falling in the ground.

"I- i wanna tell you something.." I tried to speak why my heart is so heavy right now. "Once our comeback, right our fans will wonder th-that.." I added but I didn't continued my last work because she stopped me.

"That we date? And issue will come? And armies will hate us nor me? Because I dated the most popular,hot and handsome golden maknae?" She cutted my words while I burst into tears and my head felt down.

"I told you, how hard is this I won't leave you kookie." She added which is made me burst into tears again. "Please?" She whispered and wiped my tears.

"B-but, venn it's really hard I don't want you nor us get embarrassed in front of many fans and what if our fans will ended up fighting?!" I said while sobbing really hard.

"So when we are in the stage can we just act like we are nothing?" She said while I don't know what to say because there's so many thoughts running in my head now.

"B-But, they will still noticed it." I said and I looked on the sky and the rain was ready to fall like little rain drops touching my skin.

"Then don't get near on me." She said and many tear too escaping in her eyes. "But-" I murmurs.

"JUNGKOOK WHY ARE YOU ACTING LIKE THIS? DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME? WHY YOU KEEP SAYING "BUT" IF YOU REALLY LOVE ME YOU'LL UNDERSTAND WHAT I AM SAYING, SHOW THE WORLD THAT YOU REALLY LOVE ME, AND I THINK OUR FANS WILL UNDERSTAND THAT. JUNGKOOK I REALLY LOVED YOU WILL ALL MY HEART, I ALWAYS ACCEPT YOUR WORST ONE BUT WHY JUNGKOOK? DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?" she literally shouted on me and many tears escaped in my eyes, she let go all her angers on me.

"JUNGKOOK!" she was sobbing so hard really hard. "Answer me." She added and she looked at me directly in my eyes.

"Venn... I-i." I just can't say it because it was so hurts I hold her shoulders and hugged her again but she let go of me.

"You really don't love me don't you? Are just using me? Or playing me?" She said while bursting into tears.

"Venn I love you.. please.. you don't understand.." I tried to comfort her but I failed.

"Jungkook, I don't know anymore..." He whispered and walked over, she lefted me.

Finally the rain came on and I just fall in the ground while crying so hard, I don't even know what's wrong with me, I really don't deserve her, im sorry venn.

The rain was really strong many raindrops touching whole body that I immediately get wet and it was so cold but I just let it.

"Venn, I just can't say to you fully what I feel on you, venn I really love you and I know you love me too and you nor me just don't know that because our hearts were heavy, venn, so today I just sign off as your boyfriend.."

"But I really want to be with you when my career is over."

"But can you still accept me?"

"I'm sorry..."