Life is complicated but it is not that you can't get things under control, just a kick start and you are good to go but remember "BE YOURSELF". Don't pretend to be someone or something which you are not.

Yes! sometimes we pretend to make things good or I say better around you but NO you are even more complicating things for yourself in the future.

Life is always not what you desire for it to be or I say a good life but it is not simply that you are going to have it without even trying for it or hustling for it, remember the word "hustle".

Hey, I am ASHLEY,

                              A girl (a very simple girl) but not with a very simple life. As I said life is not that easy what I use to think about it. I am alone which is ironically true besides being surrounded by people who don't know me. But yes! This is reality these days people being fake around you, they are pretending, being nice to you for a REASON.

                              Yes, they are fake as f

I remember sometimes or maybe whenever I SOMEHOW need help people BACKOUT, but why because I am nice to them or I probably did something wrong to them.

They don't even say hi or hello when they are good to go or maybe not in need (I guess). These small gestures may not be a big thing for them but these little things do affect a lot (sensitive alert). Certain things are also wrong in me, maybe making the wrong choices or decisions which I regret later in my life.

So that almost summarizes how my life is or what is my current mindset.