I Can't Make You Love Me

Chris doesn't say a word and I sob, my heart physically aching from what i've found out. I walk away from Chris going through the hallway and grabbing my car keys, he grabs my arm but I snatch it away. "Babe, please we can speak about it? Don't do anything stupid! Give me the keys!" I narrow my eyes at him hurt turning to anger. "Don't do anything stupid? How can I? You've already taken all the stupid!!" I ball at him before leaving the house and slamming the door in his face. I storm off down the drive and disappear into the night of course after thinking about it for a second I wouldn't be stupid enough to drink and drive and I can't believe that Chris would think that either. He clearly doesn't know me at all.

I get a cab to the office building, letting myself in and turning off the alarm before locking the door. I still had my dress on but nothing on my feet, I groan as I make my way through the offices and finally get to mine unlocking the door and flicking on the light. I had extra clothes and a coffee machine in my office, next to the door there was a leather sofa with a blanket and cushion where I lay down. Through the night Chris was calling my phone over and over again but I never answered. Before going to sleep I set my alarm and turned my phone on to do not disturb.

The following morning I wake up with the sound of my alarm and drag myself off the couch, I sit there for a couple of minutes before giving myself a shake and starting the coffee machine. I pick out my outfit for today and go into the on suite getting washed and changed.

Bang on 9am I open my door and sit at my desk opening my laptop to endless amount of emails. Around lunch time I was doing a walk around making sure everyone was ok when I heard a couple of girls whispering trying to swoon quietly over Chris who's just made an entrance, I look up from the colleague i'm helping and there he is in all his glory, grey joggers and hoody, fluffy bed hair and a perfect teethy smile.

I roll my eyes and go to my office and he follows closing the door behind him, I sit on my desk with my arms folded and he sits on the couch. "What are you doing here Chris?" I ask not looking at him because I'm disgusted. "I came to apologise, i'm really sorry and what happened with Lauren should of never happened i've been selfish and putting my own needs first when I should have been thinking about us" he says looking at his hands. "I've been on the phone with lawyers all morning, they will contact yours in regards to a divorce" I say looking at him, he looks at me with tears in his eyes. "Divorce?" He asks. "Yes Chris, I want a divorce. You've been unfaithful and I can't make you love me so the best thing for both of us is to end this and get a divorce, you can go be with Lauren and I can get on with my life." Chris comes over with tears streaming down his face, he takes your hands in his. "Please don't do this, I love you so much it was a mistake and it'll never happen again. Please we've been trying to start a family I want you to be my wife and mother of my children" he places his head against mine now both of us have tears streaming down our face. "I'm sorry Chris, i've made up my mind". I take my hands out of his and walk across the room opening my office door suggesting he leaves. Chris looks down at his feet as he leaves almost ashamed of what he's done. I close the door and sit behind my desk sobbing into my hands devistated.

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