What did I do to deserve this??

Why is this happening to me??

Is it a sin to love your own  wife??

Am I a horrible person, don't i deserve your friendship atleast??

It pains a lot here in my heart to see you going away from me..

Am I  that low in your eyes that you never gave a chance to me and our marriage....

Why my life is like this??

What did I do in my previous birth to deserve a married life like this??

Don't I deserve happiness,

happiness of seeing my wife welcoming me with a smile when I reach home exhausted from office work

happiness of seeing her blush and smile, when I praise her cooking skills

happiness of seeing her laugh when i say something

funny

happiness of having a wife with whom I can share everything

happiness of drifting to sleep peacefully with a smile on my face and with you in my arms

happiness of seeing her beautiful face when I wake up from sleep every morning

happiness of fulfilling her wishes even before she expresses them 

happiness  which makes me possessive that I have a person who belongs to only me with heart, soul and body

happiness when she conveys the best news that am gonna be a father soon

happiness of seeing her tummy grow bigger and bigger as the months progress,

happiness of holding my baby and you in my arms.

Don't I deserve these, not all but at least few. Am I not worthy for any of those happiness??

Why are you like this??

Why can't you move on your life with me??

Why are you suffering?? and why are you making me suffer??

Why are you punishing when I am not at all at fault??

Why ??

Why??

Why??

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