Chapter 11 Oppa...its too late!

Y/N's POV:
"You should stop behaving like this, Y/N.", Eomma shouted.

"But Eomma....", my words got cut off by her.

"Listen Y/N, I know you are hurt but please Y/N, be rational. It has been 5 years. He is your brother and he has specially invited you. So you are coming with us. Do you get that?", she ordered.

I sighed in distress. I was literally holding myself to burst into tears.

Oppa has invited us to attend his concert and this time he specially requested to our parents to bring me with them but I like everytime refused to go.

So all these conflicts with eomma started because of my rejection of going to the concert.

I seriously don't wanted to go to the concert for two reasons; First, I don't like crowd..it gives me kinda suffocating feeling and Second, I don't wanna meet Oppa.

For the last 5 years I haven't spoken to him so now meeting him like this its kinda awkward. But eomma was not in a mood to listen my plead so its better not to say anything.
I looked at Appa helplessly. He said, "Princess, go to your room. I'll talk to you later."

Eomma bursted, "No...you are not going anywhere. I have a word with you."

"Honey, please! Stop it.", Appa pleaded to eomma.

She looked at me and then her gaze shifted to Appa.
She wanted to speak something but Appa signalled her to be quite.

I ran to my room. I closed the door and sat near the window.

Memories of Oppa started to flash infront of my eyes. The time which we spent together started to play in my mind.
I didn't realised when a single tear left my eye.
I rested my head on the wall and talked to myself, "Oppa, I'm not angry with you. I'm only hurt because of your ignorance. You also know the reason behind my anger but still you didn't try to convince me even once in these 5years. Now when I don't want you in my life, you come again and again to claim the right to be a brother. Why??? What do you want?? Just go away...oppa...stop bothering me."

Suddenly my phone rang and I came back to reality. Jackson's name was flashing on my screen.
I wiped my tears and received his call.

"Hello."

"Hey..how are you doing?"

"I'm fine, Jackson."

"Jagiya, is there something bothering you? You sounds dull.", he asked in concerned.

"No...nothing! I'm fine....don't worry. Just little stressed out due to my assignments.", I lied.

"Don't stress yourself too much, Jagi."

"Hmm...I have to finish my assignment.", I said bluntly.

"OK! Jagi, you complete your assignment...I'll call you later.", he cut the call immediately.

I didn't mind because I was not in the mood to talk to him. I was feeling sad and irritated. I don't wanted to chide on him so its better for me to stay away from him for sometime.

I didn't told him about oppa because deep inside I'm afraid of loosing him.
I have struggled alot in these 5years and now I got Jackson as my only friend...boyfriend whom I don't wanna loose.
End of Y/N's POV.

Taehyung's POV:
I knew today Y/N has taken a day off from cafe.
She had told me not to disturb her today as she had assingnment to finish but I was missing her badly.

I wanted to hear her voice so I called her. I just wanted to say her how much I love her and how much I'm missing her.

But when she received my call I could say from her voice that something is wrong with her.
I asked, she told me its just her assignments that she is stressed out.

*'Why I'm feeling that she lied?'*
*'Something is definitely bothering her.'*
*'Its not just her assignment, its something else.'
*'I have to make her talk.'*
End of Taehyung's POV.

Y/N's POV:
I was doing my assignment when the door cracked open and I saw appa came inside.
"Princess, can we talk.", he asked and I nodded my head in 'yes'.

He sat on the bed infront of me.
"I know its hard for you but can't you please do this for your eomma just for once?", he looked at me.

I understood what he mean. I know its really hard for him to see his family fighting among themselves. He wants all of us to be together with love. He knew how much I'm hurt that's why he never forced me to do anything. He always stayed there by my side...understood my pain...tried to erase my loneliness.

It hurts him alot to see his children not talking to each other. I can also feel his pain but I can't do anything to ease his pain but this time I'll not be selfish.

I took a deep breathe and stated, "Appa, you know the reason why I don't wanna go but this time I'll not be stubborn. I'll go with you guys."

His eyes sparkled in happiness, "Really?!"

"Yes. Oppa had texted me the day before yesterday when I was with Jackson. He had invited me to attend his concert."

"That's great! It means Minho is also trying to sort out things between you two."

"I don't know what he is upto but its too late for anything. He must have done something before. Now there is no need of doing anything.", I blurted looking at the screen of my laptop.

"Y/N, please dear don't be so irrational. Afterall he is your brother...we are a family.", he pleaded.

"I'm not, appa. I'm sorry for hurting you but please don't force me. I'm coming to the concert but more then that don't expect anything.", I made clear myself.

Appa understood that its useless to discuss with me so he lowered his head and went out of my room.
I again concentrated on my assignment.

The concert was at 6pm. So we got ready and got off for the concert at 4:30pm. As the ride to concert hall is of one hour.

I was very uncomfortable during the whole ride. Meeting with oppa after so many years making me nervous.

*'What I'll say to him?'*
*'How I'll behave infront of everyone?'*
*'I don't wanna show that we have problems.'*
*'God! Why I agreed to come?'*
*'Hope everything goes well.'*

I was fidgetting my fingers. I didn't knew that appa was looking at me from the rear view mirror.
Unknowingly when I looked at the mirror he squished his eyes and smiled. In return I also gave him a smile and looked outside the window.
I closed my eyes and took a deep breathe.

*'Everything will be fine.'*

We reached the concert in time. Oppa had reserved our seats earlier. So one of the staff helped us to find our seats.
After 30mins the concert started.

I felt little bad to see only four members except five on the stage. Last year only the group lost its fifth member, Jonghyun oppa.

Even I had been felt bad when I heard the news of his death. I was not so close to him...just knew him as oppa's bandmate but whenever I went to meet oppa if he is there he'll always talk to me and make me feel comfortable.

He was very talented no doubt his death is a great loss to the group. I'm happy to see that these boys stood strong and kept performing not only for themselves but also for their friend, Jonghyun oppa.

One by one they performed on all of their best songs.
Oppa and his members are very talented and there is no doubt about it. They are all outstanding in their performances.

Appa and eomma were enjoying the performance and the crowd....God! They were insanely out of control.

Watching everybody enjoying the performances made me feel proud on oppa. I felt happy. It has been a long time since I last came to his concert and watched him performing.

After our dispute I stopped watching and listening KPOP. I also refused to attend concerts because it hurts me alot. I felt like this KPOP and its idol life has snatched my oppa away from me. It made me hate KPOP.

Then oppa came on the stage and he performed his solo song.


After such a long time I heard his voice. He was on the stage singing...dancing...truly a star performer.

He was looking immensely handsome in his outfit. His voice was so angelic and his moves were so smooth. No doubt why girls drool on him.

His performance was the last one and then they all came on the stage. They all bowed together to their fans, shawols.

The concert officially ended after 3 hours. Everybody enjoyed the performance of Shinee. They were stupenduous.
Once again they prooved themselves that they are the 'Prince of KPOP'. They deserve this title.

After the concert we went backstage. Oppa was happy to see eomma and appa.
When he saw me standing behind them he was shocked. He didn't expected me to come. A huge grin plastered on his lips.

He came and hugged me. I felt little uncomfortable but I don't wanna make it oblivious so I hugged him back. He broke the hug and said happily, "Thank you for coming, sisso."

He turned towards our parents and asked excitedly, "Do you guys enjoyed the show?"

Eomma came closer to him and touched his arm, "Yes dear! We enjoyed alot. You and your members are marvellous."

After that we met the rest of the members and had our dinner with all of them. Then we asked to leave as its getting late.

Oppa came with us upto the car. He hugged eomma and appa one after another and then came me.
We were looking at each other's eyes.
He gave me a quick hug and a peck on my forehead.

"Thank you, sisso. You don't know how happy I'm to see you here.", then he turned towards appa and said, " Appa told me about you and Jackson. I wanna meet him...wanna see who's that lucky guy who stole my sisso's heart."

I didn't wanted to make any scene there so I just simply nodded my head in 'yes'. He ruffled my hair.

Its getting harder for me to stand there anymore. Oppa was gradually getting on my nerves.
His lovely talks were making me fume inside. I just wanted to yell at him that he should stay away from me. There is no need to be so sweet to me. I don't need it at all.

After few more minutes we bid our goodbyes and left. I sighed in relief.

As we drove back eomma said happily grinning, "Y/N, did you see your brother is trying to fix everything! Now you should also stop behaving like a 5year old kid. Just forget what happened and forgive him. Try to be rational."

I didn't responded. I just kept my gaze outside the window.
Eomma wants her children to be together and its OK but I couldn't help it. Her words hurted me.
Tears started to form in my eyes and to avoid them falling I took my head out of the window and let the air blow my hair.
End of Y/N's POV.















Hello my dear BLOSSOMS....how you all are doing?? This a very long chapter because I wanted to finish this topic asap so that I can update a new chapter of Taehyung's feelings where he'll confront Y/N....
This chapter is all about Choi Minho And Shinee...m not a shawol but I like their music specially the songs of Kim Jonghyun. I tried my best to write this chapter without hurting anyone's feelings but if I have done something wrong please forgive me.
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