It was just a normal day at Grace High School. Or at least it was for everyone except Dean Winchester. It was lunchtime and Dean Winchester was crying. He was crying in a empty classroom. He may have been a jock and a player but that didn't mean that he didn't have things to cry about. Like the fact that his little brother, Sam, had been beat up yesterday and Dean couldn't be at home to take care of him.. Or how his father was probably out at a bar gambling and getting extremely intoxicated. He had the right to cry.

Though there was one thing that he was mostly crying about. That was the fact that he had a secret. It was a secret that no one would ever know. One that could ruin his life and reputation.. That secret was that he was gay. He couldn't even have just been bisexual, no he had to be full on gay. He tried to hide it with dating all of those girls and playing football. When in reality he hated it all.. He hated the way those girls just wanted him for sex. He hated how none of them payed attention to what he wanted. None of them ever asked him if he wanted to have sex.

People would be surprised if they knew that he was a virgin seeing as no one was a virgin in this school. Well other than the nerds and geeks. All of them were virgins seeing as none of them could land girlfriends. He honestly felt bad sometimes. Well more like always.

He was actually quite jealous of them. He wished he had such close friends. They could always be seen laughing and talking about Harry Potter or Dungeons and Dragons or some other geeky shit like Avengers. He actually had a passion for superhero movies and would have loved to be part of the Marvel club if he wasn't scared it would ruin his reputation.

He hated to go to people's houses because they always ended up playing some dumb ass sleepover game like truth or dare. He would always pick dare. Though he always picks truth once. He hates it when people ask who his crush is. He always has to just pick a random girl. In reality he didn't have a crush. On anyone. He didn't have anyone to have a crush on. He had no friends that he was close to, he had no hot next door neighbor, no, what he had was a whole lot of shit. He had nothing good and he was worthless. He only stayed alive so Sam wouldn't be alone, so Sam would have a place to live, and so Sam wouldn't have to fend for himself.

Sam was the only thing he cared about. Their mother had died in a fire when Sam was 6 months old. Ever since then, their dad started drinking a lot and never being home. Soon Dean was forced to get a paying job to be able to sustain himself and his 13 year old brother. His brother wanted to be a lawyer and Dean was going to make sure he became one.

Dean cared more about his brother than he cared about himself. Though Dean didn't care about himself at all soooo......

Dean knew that lunch would be ending soon and so he got off of the ground and started walking towards the door wiping the tears as he walked. He wasn't looking where he was going and paid for it after he ran into someone.

"Oh my god! I am so sorry dude!" Exclaims Dean in his most sincere voice.

"It's okay! Really, I've been knocked down enough today." The boy looks up and he has the most beautiful blue eyes he had ever seen. He didn't recognise the boy meaning that he was probably one of the geeks or nerds.....

Dean extends his arm to the boy with the brilliant blue eyes and says "My name's Dean. What's your's?"

"Castiel." The blue eyed boy who was apparently named Castiel said awkwardly.

"Well Castiel, I think I'll call you Cas. Is that okay with you?"

"Yeah. Of course it is."

"Great! Well then I hope I see you around Cas."

"Wait!"

Oh no, this was going to suck. He's going to ask if I was crying. None the less I turn around and give him a questioning look.

"Were you crying?"

"Pfft no." That was quite obviously a lie seeing as he still had tear streaks down his cheeks.

"I know you were crying. Do you want to tell me why?"

"Not right now. Maybe once I get to know you better just to make sure you're not some douchebag who will tell the entire school anyone's secrets just in the hopes to become popular." and with that Dean walked to the cafeteria and took a seat at an empty table.