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Mike's POV.

Okay, now this is what happened when I went to talk with Aaysha.

My mind was clouded with thoughts; I never thought that this girl too had feelings for me; I barely speak to her.

I went to the balcony; she was standing with folded arms facing the sky.

"Hi!"

That was a very awkward start, but what else I would say?

I could very well see her cheeks going tomato red,

"Mike...I..." she started stammering words.

And I just want to leave the place. Of course I like her, but not the way how she is thinking.

"You like me right?" I asked her.

She nodded, with her face still facing down her black and red checked shirt

I... I don't know what to say, but of couse I have to say something. I cannot be dumb!

"But, please understand Aaysha I never thought you like that!" I said.

"What? W-why?" her face started to change,

"Do I lack something what you expect Mike?"
"Beauty, money, character?"

She began raising her voice, I din't say she was mean; she was just pouring out her emotions that's it.

I was quiet for some time and after a sigh I started,

"Look Aaysha, you cannot force anything from anyone, try to understand, let's be friends"

"But why? I will look after you so well than anyone would!" she said sandwiching my hands between hers.

"I really like you Mike" she said in her shivery voice, because she was crying.

She buried her face in her hands and her body started to jerk from her crying.

I stood blank, what can I do? I don't want to break her heart but I cannot love someone whom I'm not interested with!

I took my hand close and patted her shoulders.

"I know it hurts, but please understand." I was trying my level best.

But she kept saying the same things again and again.

"I have not got betrayals in my life and I don't want it to happen!" I just want you, only you." Her voice began to harden.

Now I am losing my patience.

"How many times, you want me to repeat it? Please understand Aaysha!" My voice rose against her.

"But why? Why Mike? Why don't you like me?" she started to yell.

"Because I love Mina!"

I shouted at her once.

There was silence for sometime Aaysha stood confused with her face showing shock.

"You love Mina?" she asked me.

It was only then I realized what were the words that escaped my mouth at that time.

No! That was not I meant to say! I din't wanna say that but...

Why?

"No, no, no, no, I was wrong, I din't mean to say that, I never like her!" I was trying to make her understand, but she din't. Wait, how she will first after me giving her a clear but unaware statement?

"Then what is the meaning for the sentence you uttered now?" she asked me with blood shot eyes filling with new tears.

I am screwed! I don't want my death in a girl's hand.

"It just slipped..." before I could finish she started,

"Slipped? And you know what people slip in a serious situation Mike?"

"Truth!" she said.

I stood confused, because if it is truth, I cannot admit this truth!

She came near me,

"You love her Mike, that's the truth!" she said pointing her index against my chest.

"I cannot fight for things that belong to others!'

"You belong to her!" she said and stepped back fixing her hands on her hip with her head facing up like she don't want to tear up again.

I stood staring at her. I don't know what she'll react now, but her reactions were quite different from what I actually thought.

"Let's be friends Mike!" she said.

My face showed confusion.

"But..."

"Just say yes, before I change my mind" she demanded.
"Forget what just happened now, just friends, that's it!" she added.

I just nodded back with a smile.

"Okay!" I replied.

"Maybe I..."

"You deserve someone better than me!" I quickly said.

"Sharp!" she said with a smirk, then she left.

I stood there really confused. I cannot seriously take that I like Mina! She?

Wait, she?

It was the first time, I am denying to myself, anyway I din't take it serious and then left downstairs.

There through the hotel lobby glass, I could see the garden and someone else too,

Mina?

Shall I go?

But why should I?

It's fine, I'll go!

I went to the garden, I saw her sobbing, I guessed it would be Sid, I had warned her but she din't listen, she never listens!

When I came near her, she tried to act normal but she cannot stop her rushing tears.

She collapsed on my shoulders and started crying again.

It really looked pitiful to see her cry; I was finding it hard. I was trying hard to console her, but she looked really broken, then I took her face in between my hands and brought it closer to mine, so close that I could feel her short breaths and faint scent on me. We were really too close.

Her face was in shades of red and her ocean blue eyes were glowing in her tears and her pink lips were trembling. She was crying, her makeup was out and she looked weak, but she looked satisfying for me for the first time.

I found something more attractive than her outer covers.

Her soul.

She was the one who saw me beyond my money and profile, just as a simple boy, Mike.

"Hey look, you are the most beautiful, brave, cute and talented girl I have ever met!" I said darting her eyes. I din't planned it to say it but i was not getting control of the words now!

And- and why my stupid mind is just telling me to kiss her just like that.

I just want her to wait, She can get someone who can look after her more better than Sid, maybe Mike.

Something for the first time kept my heart saying, 'Don't miss her!'

And I never knew she is the one who's gonna make my heart skip beats.

I took my hands away from her cheeks.

I tried my best to get her off from her current mood. And luckily I got a smile on her face and it is the first time I'm noticing that she had a faint dimple on her left cheek.

It was the first time I thanked God for the reason that I'm tan, cause I don't want her to see me change color because of blushing and embarrassment.

I know she is not thinking me the same way like I do, but anyway I can wait for my minion.

How can this stupid feeling make things go so complicated in a beautiful way?

So this is how it feels?

Something beyond a crush?

But I can't believe still, that I fell for this Mina Josh!

For this crazy minion?
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