We are finally back at Hogwarts, after a long winter break of meetings, parties and missions we are back to normal at Hogwarts again.

I'm walking to my dorm when I am stopped by Mattheo grabbing my waist and pulling me close to him.

"Hello love" He says a big goofy plastered into his face. He is so cute when he is like this all happy his eyes glowing.

"Get a room" I hear Enzo say as he walks out of his dorm.

"We didn't do anything Enzo" I say playfully rolling my eyes. "Yea, but I can read into the future so you guys might as well get a room before it happens" he says and smirks.

"Berkshire that made no fucking sense" Mattheo says laughing. Lorenzo rolls his eyes and starts walking away when he turns and says "happy fucking" and runs off before Mattheo can hit him and I laugh.

"You laughing at me y/n?" He says looking down at me pulling me closer. "I'll just have to teach you a lesson then princess"

He grabs me by my waist putting me over his shoulder and carrying me to our dorm as I kick and hit him scream for him to put me down.

"Now, now princess" he flops me down onto our bed and gets on top of me looking down at me smiling.

He leans closer and whispers in my ear"Now be a good girl" he kisses my neck sending shivers down my spin.

His body is so closer yet so far. He kisses from my neck to my shoulders and back up again only to finish at my jaw.

I want him now, more then I've ever wanted anything. It's burning me I pull him in and kiss him no longer able to wait for him to tease me any longer.

My hands in his dark curly locks, my dark curly locks. He pulls away for air his chocolate brown eyes staring down in mine. His smile fitting in perfectly in his face.

God I love him. I never want this moment to end I go back in and kiss him only for us to be ripped apart by the door opening.

Our eyes quickly go to the door where I see my friends enter. "Really you guys had to pick now to come in" I say getting up slightly so I can see them better.

"Hell yeah, you can have sex with your boyfriend later now we are getting ready for a party" Pansy says clapping her hands.

"so come on" Lexi says walking over and dragging me to my feet and out of the room. "Having fun with lover boy we see" Lexi says as we are going to there room. "And Brie and Daphne are free from you?" I say changing the subject.

We walk into Pansy, Lexi, Daphne and Jordan's dorm and I am proved wrong when I see Daphne sitting on the floor reading a book while Brie is brushing her hair.

"Ok so we do not have time for shopping so luckily with all of our closets combined we can put a few outfits together" Pansy says as if we are about to go onto the quidditch pitch for a big game or something.

"Ok so we have 2 hours to find, put together and finish our outfits, hair and makeup." Pansy says as the rest of us are looking up at her from the bed. "See this is what happens when I'm gone for to long I get information about parties late and don't have time to prepare" she says crossing her arms and she rants about clothes and parties a little longer until she realizes no one is listening so she stops after a good 5 minutes or so.

"An hour for finding an hour for putting on and finishing touches go" she's says realizing just how bored we were.

We jump off her bed bolting to closets.

Outfits, makeup and hairstyles found after an hour:

Y/n:

Brie:

Lexi:

Daphne:

Pansy:

After the 2 hours of getting ready we are finally done. "So who else is coming?" I ask as we grab our purses and stuff some gloss and other things in them.

"Everyone, it's a party for all the houses." Pansy answer as she adds a little bit more lip liner before putting it in her bag.

"Where is it then?" I ask putting on my last earring. "Slythrin common room" Lexi answers putting her purse over her shoulder.

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We get to the party. A bunch of people dancing, drinking and making out. The bright lights are flashing and the music is loud and deafening.

"Come on let's find the guys they have already been here a while." Pansy answers as we walk down the stairs.

"Stick together and no leaving drinks alone" Daphne says as we all walk over to the bar. We each get a drink and walk over to the couches we're we find Jordan and Draco talking.

I walk over and ruffle Draco's hair before sitting in front of him and next to Brie. "Really y/n" he says trying to fox his hair. 

I laugh and talk with Brie for a while.

We eventually find the rest of they guys well all but Mattheo. No one has seen him since we got here.

"I'm heading to the bathroom I'll be back" I say handing my drink to Daphne as she sticks her hand out.

I walk threw the crowd of people dancing. I look to my right to see Astoria wearing next to nothing dancing with Theodore both clearly drunk.

As they start making out I look away in disgust and keep walking. I keep walking and I go to the bathroom. I clean my hands and wake out of the bathroom.

I stop in my tracks. Horror runs threw my blood, tears threatening to come out of my eyes. I can't move, I'm stuck, I'm made of stone. I can't see or think.

The tears in my eyes blinding me the music almost silent. I feel me the pieces of my heart falling to my feet.

Breathe, I don't remember how to breathe. How has he not noticed I'm here. He's kissing her, like he kissed me. Her hands in his dark locks the owns o thought mine.

The tears finally fall and I can move again. I run to pansy's dorm pushing throw the people.

They are laughing and smiling as my heart is breaking apart. I'm jealous of there smiles and there laughs. Why me?

I run past were the rest of the group is barely noticing them but they saw me because they are all running after me dropping there drinks screaming my name.

But all I hear are small whispers and the sound of my sobs. I open the door and collapse onto Jordan's bed as I feel arms wrap around me.

"Y/n what happened" I hear Draco say as he holds me tightly. I look up at him and see the pain in his eyes from seeing me like this.

Lexi and the others come running in a few seconds after and the all run to me. "M-Mattheo k-kissing other g-girl" is all I mange to say before breaking down in Draco's arms crying and screaming Lorenzo and Blaise bolt out of the room angry Lexi following them.

Jordan gets a blanket to cover me up in, Draco holding my trembling body. Daphne and Brie also have there arms around me as Pansy looks pissed and walks out of the room.

I lay there crying, screaming, my heart breaking in my twins arms as he cries for me as well.

Why me? Why now? When we are getting married soon. Why him...