6. Loneliness


The final bell of the term rang through the school like a wave crashing over a beach, signaling the end of the exams that had consumed every waking moment for weeks. Students poured out of classrooms, exhaling in collective relief, their nerves slowly unwinding as the weight of the test papers and the stress of their grades dissolved into the crisp, cold air.

For Gloria, the sensation was a mixture of exhaustion and exhilaration. She hadn't realized how tightly wound she'd been until the last essay was handed in, and now, with the weight lifted, she could breathe again. But the best part of it all was knowing that Christmas break was just around the corner. Hogwarts had taken on a festive glow over the past week, with twinkling lights adorning the walls, and the scent of pine filling the air. Even the corridors seemed warmer, somehow, wrapped in the spirit of the holiday season.

As evening fell and the last of the exam papers were handed in, Gloria made her way to the Gryffindor common room, her steps lighter than they'd been in days. The fire crackled in the hearth, casting a warm golden glow over the room. The air smelled faintly of mulled cider and gingerbread, as a few early arrivals from other houses gathered around, their chatter light and full of anticipation for the holidays ahead.

Lily, Marlene, and Alice were already there, sprawled on the comfortable armchairs by the fire, their books and notes forgotten in the excitement of the end of exams. They greeted Gloria with relieved smiles as she dropped her bag onto the floor and sank into the chair beside them.

"Well, that's it," Alice said, her eyes twinkling with excitement, "We survived the exams. How's everyone feeling?"

"Like I might fall asleep at any moment, but otherwise... I'm free," Gloria replied, stretching her arms above her head. "Thank Merlin it's over."

Lily grinned and waved a hand at her,

"Oh, stop. You were stressing so much, but I bet you aced it. You're basically the brains of this year."

"You are the one to talk Lily," Gloria said with a tired smile, "but I'm done thinking for a while. I plan to relax for the rest of the week."

"We all deserve it," Marlene agreed, throwing a leg over the armrest of her chair, "You know what we need? A proper celebration."

Gloria raised an eyebrow, "What are you thinking?"

"Truth or dare, obviously," Marlene said with a mischievous grin, "It's been ages since we did anything like that. And what's better than ending exams with a little chaos?"

Alice's eyes widened, and she shot a glance at Lily, "But aren't we a bit too old for that? What if we end up embarrassing ourselves?"

Lily rolled her eyes, 

"You're never too old for truth or dare, Alice. It's the perfect way to kick off the holidays."

"Alright, alright," Gloria said, grinning. "I'm in. But if it gets too embarrassing, I'm blaming you, Marlene."

The fire flickered merrily as the girls set the rules. A small bottle of firewhisky, pilfered from the professors' stash (thanks to Marlene's connections with a rather sympathetic house-elf), was placed in the center of the circle they formed around the fireplace.

The game started innocently enough. Marlene dared Alice to sing "Jingle Bells" at the top of her lungs, and Alice did it without hesitation, much to the amusement of everyone in the room. Then, it was Gloria's turn. She was given a simple truth—what was her most embarrassing moment at Hogwarts?

"Honestly?" Gloria said with a grin. "It's when I tripped over James's bag on the platform at the start of the year. I landed right in front of his parents. Talk about a great first impression."

Lily and Marlene burst out laughing, and Alice shook her head in mock pity, "Could've been worse, though. Could've been a pie to the face."

"Thanks, Alice," Gloria said dryly, "You know, it's getting dangerously close to the time when I throw you all into the lake. You're pushing your luck."

"That's a dare, not a truth," Marlene said, winking.

Before Gloria could make a retort, James and Sirius strolled into the room, looking as if they had just finished some kind of mischief, their faces lit up by the firelight. James's eyes immediately fell on the bottle in the center of the circle, and a grin spread across his face.

"Getting a little daring, are we?", he asked, his voice almost sing-song in its teasing tone.

"You're interrupting, Potter," Gloria said with a mock scowl, "We were just getting started."

"Well, I'm here now," James said with a wink, plopping down onto the floor beside the girls,

 "And you know what that means. Time to take things up a notch."

Sirius followed suit, sitting on the opposite side of the circle, "What's the game, then?"

Marlene didn't miss a beat, "Truth or dare, of course. But no backing out."

Sirius raised an eyebrow, smirking, "I don't back out, love. Dare's my thing."

James chuckled, then glanced at Gloria, who was holding the bottle of firewhisky,

"That's dangerous stuff, you know. We're gonna need a bigger challenge for you, Gloria."

"Bring it on, Potter," Gloria said with a daring smile. She could feel the warmth of the firewhisky already buzzing in her veins, making everything feel a little bit more daring.

The game continued, each dare more ridiculous than the last, and soon the room was filled with laughter, teasing, and moments that everyone would remember for a long time. At one point, Sirius dared Gloria to wear a ridiculous hat that James had conjured up, a giant, pink, feathered monstrosity that made her look like a bird in desperate need of attention. But she wore it, and everyone laughed until their sides ached.


Eventually, as the night wore on and the firewhisky bottle emptied, the game began to slow down. The students found themselves sprawled out on the rugs or perched on chairs, their laughter still lingering in the air. They weren't thinking about anything heavy now—not the exams, not the darkening world outside the castle walls, but only the simple joys of the present. For that night, at least, they were free.

And as the fire flickered low, casting long shadows across the room, Gloria couldn't help but think that this was what Hogwarts was really about—friendship, laughter, and moments that would carry them all through the dark times ahead.

The game of Truth or Dare continued, the atmosphere growing more raucous with each passing round. Everyone had a chance to participate, and there were plenty of laughs. A mixture of dares and truths filled the air—some lighthearted, others with a more biting edge. The firewhisky bottle was passed around, and the air was thick with the energy of friendship, excitement, and the unmistakable warmth of the holiday season.

James went first in the next round.

"Alright, Alice," he said, spinning the bottle with exaggerated drama. It landed on Alice, who sighed, bracing herself.

"Truth or dare?" James asked, his eyes gleaming.

"Dare," Alice replied without hesitation.

James rubbed his hands together, 

"I dare you to do your best impersonation of Professor McGonagall—complete with her accent—and tell us a random rule about Hogwarts that you just made up."

Alice stood up, puffing out her chest, and with a stern, no-nonsense voice, she began, 

"Well, as our Househead McGonagall always says, 'No one is allowed to have a pet that doesn't belong to them. So if you want to adopt a cat, owl, or rat, you must first apply for a license at the Ministry of Magic!'"

Everyone burst into laughter, and Alice bowed dramatically, clearly proud of her work.

"That was brilliant," Marlene gasped between laughs.

Next, it was Lily's turn. The bottle landed on her, and she rolled her eyes but went along with it.

"Alright, Lily," Marlene said, raising an eyebrow. "Truth or dare?"

"Truth," Lily replied, her voice firm.

"Who's your Hogwarts crush?" Marlene asked, a wicked grin spreading across her face.

Lily's cheeks flushed slightly, but she remained calm. "Oh, really? This is a terrible question, Marlene."

"Come on," Marlene pressed. "Don't leave us hanging."

Lily shifted uncomfortably but then gave in to the firewhisky.

The room fell silent for a moment before bursting into laughter. Lily glared at them all but couldn't hide the amusement in her eyes.

James sat up straighter, his eyes alight. 

"Oh so you do have a crush! It's me, isn't it?" he teased, winking at her.

"Don't push it, Potter," Lily muttered, but there was no malice in her voice. It was clear she was comfortable with the banter.

Finally, it was Gloria's turn. The bottle spun in the air and landed with a soft thud on her.

"Truth or dare?" Sirius asked, his tone light but with a hint of mischief.

"Truth," Gloria replied, feeling a strange twist of anxiety in her stomach. 

"Alright then," Sirius said, leaning forward, his smirk turning into something more curious, "Tell us a secret, Gloria. Something no one knows. We've all shared, now it's your turn."

A cold shiver ran down Gloria's spine at the suggestion. Her mind immediately flashed to the letter she had received, the one that was still hidden in the bottom of her trunk, the one she hadn't been able to speak about to anyone. It was hard enough thinking about it, let alone revealing it. She glanced around at the others—James, Lily, Marlene, and even Remus, whose face was now expectant.

For a split second, she thought about it—what would it mean to reveal such a personal, secret letter? Would they understand? Would they judge her for not telling them earlier? A wave of guilt washed over her, and her breath hitched. Her fingers tightened around the glass bottle of firewhisky in front of her, and the sudden impulse to avoid the question was almost overwhelming.

Without thinking, she grabbed the bottle of firewhisky, her face grim. She tipped it back, ignoring the warm, burning sensation as the liquid slid down her throat. The room went quiet as Gloria chugged the drink, her face expressionless, her eyes focused on the flickering flames in front of her.

Remus immediately stopped what he was doing, his eyes narrowing with concern. "Gloria—"

But before he could say anything further, Sirius, who was still watching her with an amused grin, blinked in surprise. 

"Er, Gloria? What are you doing?"

Gloria lowered the bottle slowly, her fingers gripping it tightly, her face pale. She cleared her throat, trying to brush off the tension that had thickened in the air.

"I'm fine," she said quietly, not meeting anyone's eyes. Her voice was calm, too calm. But inside, her heart raced, and the words she had almost said still hovered on the tip of her tongue.

James, still caught off guard by her sudden reaction, chuckled nervously. "Didn't think you'd go that hard, Gloria. We're just playing a game here."

Marlene raised an eyebrow. "You sure you're alright? You don't usually... handle firewhisky like that."

Remus leaned forward, his voice soft but firm. 

"Gloria..." He spoke her name gently, the concern in his eyes now fully visible. "You don't have to drink like that just to avoid answering. If you don't want to share something, we understand. But... don't do that to yourself."

Gloria froze. She hadn't expected him to say that, and his words hit her harder than she expected. She met his gaze for a moment—those warm, amber eyes of his—and for a brief second, she felt a strange tug in her chest. It wasn't romantic, not exactly. But it was the kind of understanding she rarely found with others.

"I'm sorry," Gloria said softly, lowering the bottle. Her eyes were a little too bright, her voice quiet. "It's... nothing. Just something personal. I didn't mean to... freak everyone out."

"No need to apologize," Remus replied, his voice gentle but firm. "You can always talk about it when you're ready."

Sirius, sensing the shift in mood, cleared his throat and nodded. 

"Alright, we'll call that a... misfire. Let's get back to the game, yeah?" He grinned, trying to lighten the mood. "Gloria, I'll let you off this round. But next time, you better be ready for something really embarrassing."

Gloria managed a small, somewhat forced smile. "Next time, maybe."

The group fell silent for a moment, the tension dissipating slowly. Marlene, sensing the need to move on, turned to Sirius with a mischievous grin.

"Alright, Sirius," she said, "Your turn. Truth or dare?"

Sirius raised an eyebrow, clearly relieved by the shift in focus. "Dare."

Marlene's eyes gleamed with wicked intent. "I dare you to sing 'Deck the Halls'—but, with your own personal twist. Make it your own."

Sirius groaned but stood up, taking a deep breath. "Alright, alright. Here goes nothing."

And with that, Sirius broke into an off-key rendition of "Deck the Halls," changing the lyrics to something wildly inappropriate, causing the entire room to erupt in laughter. Gloria couldn't help but laugh too, feeling the tension of the earlier moment slowly melt away as the game continued, and the firelight flickered brightly in the corner of the room.

Eventually, they all ended up sprawled across the floor, the laughter lingering in the air. As much as Gloria was still thinking about the secret she couldn't bring herself to share, the warmth of the moment, the carefree laughter, and the easy camaraderie between them all helped ease the weight she'd been carrying for far too long.

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