De'Shawn's POV:

I wake up at around 11am. My body felt so relaxed I didn't want to move. Remembering the conversation with De'Mario last night, makes me blush so much in my bed. Okay yeah, I know what I said about him but UGH! Im just a fool for love. The shit he pulled last night was natural and real. I loved every part of it. A guy has never held me like that before and I think I should give him his credit when it's due.

I wonder how I got into my bed because I remember him rocking me to sleep on the couch. I wonder why he left though, I wanted to atleast make him breakfast.

On my way to the kitchen I see De'Mario sleep on the couch. He sleeps so funny but cute. Judging on how much weed he done smoked last night. I can tell he was tired and I know he gone be hungry but Imma ask him anyway to be polite.

Me: "Heyyy, De'Mario. De'Mariooo. Deee!"

I softly say while shaking him by his knee.

D: "Hmm.. What up?"

He says half asleep. But sounds really irritated.

Me: "Are you hungry?"

D: "Mhmm"

He said nodding his head. I go in to the kitchen and whip some shit up.

De'Mario's POV:

I wake up to the smell of Bacon, eggs, pancakes, sausages, grits, and cheese. De'Shawn was throwing down in the kitchen. I can tell she was thinking about me too because she didn't get in the shower yet. but Damn that girl is beautiful.

Me: "Good Morning Beautiful"

Shawny: "Good Morning Handsome, How did you sleep last night?"

Me: "Good, knowing you was iight. How about you?"

Shawny: "I slept like a baby." She said smiling.

Me: "That's what's up, Im glad you did." I said.

She walked over to me holding a plate of food and some orange juice. She offered me some syrup. When I said yes, she sat next to me after she gave it to me.

Me: "Thank you,"

She smiled and spoke before I could finish.

Shawny: "No, Thank you. I really needed the company. Plus, It's the least I could do. I mean, It would be rude not to feed your guest. And I bet you had the muchies considering how high you were last night"

I put my fork down and looked her in her beautiful eyes. I could still see how broken she was. She needed someone to fix her. The longer I stared at her, the more she blushed. I know this was awkward of me, but damn, she got me thinking.

Shawny: "What?" She said with a harmonizing giggle.

I don't know what I should do at this point. Usually, I would get ready to smash and go. But in this case, I wouldn't feel right. I would keep coming back for more. She reminds me of my mother, and my daughter that I never had. She puts me in the position of a Bestfriend without the benefits. I know I feel like an dumbass but I don't mind being around her. I feel free.

Me: "Nothing, Im just thinking."

She blushes one more time before asking me the one question that turned me on when she asked.

Shawny: "About what?" Sounding like an angel.

I don't know If it was the way she said it, the fact that she was really curious, or both but I do know that I can't help myself at this point.

Me: "Come here,"

I lifted her chin with my index finger and I pierced her lips with mine. I wrapped my arms around her waist while she wrapped hers around me neck as we continued to kiss Oh, so passionately. Her lips were so soft and her kisses were so sweet. I felt like she had been saving them lips for me, so I treated them like they were mine. I could feel her smiling between kisses, I loved that. I playfully bit her bottom lip and she blushed one last time before I said something she would never forget.

Me: "I may not have known you for long, but I think I need a girl like you. You're beautiful, smart, independent, and so far everything I need. You make me want to do better in life just to show you that there's hope. You're not happy, I can see it in your eyes & I want to be the man to change that. You deserve to be happy babygirl. Im not trying to sound thirsty or nun cause Im not used to this, it's something about you. We can take things slow, I don't mind waiting for you. Just let me know how you feel Ma."

A tear ran down her face, she looked surprised and confused. But she managed to smile a little and hug me. I could feel her silently crying and her body relaxing slowy. She tried to pull away but I wouldn't let her because I know she wanted to be held. She can't be hard all the Damn time. She need to be a female sometimes. Shes too used to being hurt I see. This is my job to show her it's okay. Im here now. Im not going to let her suffer like I did. We're both just to stubborn to accept it.

Shawny: "I'm sorry, Im not sad. Im happy. I appreciate you. Thank you soo much. I hope this isn't just a dream."

Me: "Shhh... It's okay, Ik ik. You're both but this isn't a dream. Just let it out, you'll be okay. Im here."

I hugged her tighter and kissed her neck. I put her on my lap and whispered something in her ear.

Me: "Between me and you, I don't wanna go home. I can't leave you here alone."

Shawny: "It's fine, I'll be okay. I don't sleep most days. Plus, you need to be home. What will your friends think? They need you there. So, I guess I'll see you later?"

I really didn't want to go but she was right. I needed to handle my business & my homies would be pissed If I left them for a female.

Me: "Not yet.."

I kissed her on the lips with everything I had left in me and said.

"Take that with you to sleep every night , I won't be able to be here every night to make sure you're sleeping so I need you to do it for me. Yo beautiful ass need it. No wonder you be so Damn cranky all the time."

With that being said. She smiled and nodded confirm her understanding of what I just said. I attempted to get up and walk to the door but she pulled me back.

Shawn: "No, please don't go... I mean not yet"

I could see her tearing up again the hear the quiver of her voice. I felt bad for just leaving knowing she needs me but I have to go.

Me: "I know, Im sorry babygirl. I have to go, I really don't want to. Remember what I said. Come here beautiful."

I hugged her one last time before wiping the tears from her face and kissing her forehead, nose, then her lips. I gathered my things and left out the door. She watched me walk away, I blew a kiss at her and she blushed then blew one back. I don't see how I've been missing someone like her all this time. I think Im ready to change my ways. She got a nigga really thinking.

I made it home at about 1, E and all the other homies was sitting in the living room. Everybody turned their heads towards me smiling hard asf.

Me: "What the hell yah looking at?" I say half irritated, half embarrassed.

Eric shook his head while the others laughed.

Eric: "You got some last night & aint wanna share ma nigga?! We supposed to be boys, at least let me know who the bitch is,"

Homie: "Ion know cuh, it might be a nigga"

Eric: "Damn B, You rolling like that, no wonder you been acting brand new"

Everybody thinking the shit funny but Im not about to even entertain the shit. I dont have to answer to nobody, so im finna just go to my room.

Me: "Yah some clowns..."

While everybody in the living room discussing whats wrong with me, Im laying in bed thinking about how De'Shawn is doing. I wish I stayed but I dont wanna catch feelings too quick. I must admit, I have enough for her already and it makes me feel guilty that Im at home not doing shit while shes alone, probably thinking about me. Hopefully.

I spend the rest of my day thinking of ways to change myself, in my room, on my bed, wishing I was next to her sexy ass. Damn, Im horny as hell. Yeah, I need her. Imma make that ass mine. Shit, It probably already is. She at home, sitting right up for daddy. Mmph.. I swear she gotta nigga thinking...