Chapter 18 : Foolish
*MARIA IN MULTIMEDIA*
De'Mario's POV:
It's been 6 months since I seen Shawny. I mean, we pass each other in the studio but she act like she ain't even see me. She be looking right. I hope she ain't fucking Chris now cause that's my brother. My pops just don't know how to wrap it up I guess. It's sad to say, that I turned out exactly like him.
I go on tour for 6 months next month and Cassie still pregnant and will be having this baby soon. I ain't even gone lie. I don't think this my baby, she just want my fame and money but what If it is? I don't know man I think she playing a nigga.
Tonight Im touching up my last song on my album. Me, Chris, August, & Mike just cooling in the studio.
Chris: "Now, we finna finalize this shit and finally be done. Watch this. Now go."
Im finna sing my song I wrote Shawny that day she told me she hated me.
I call it, Apology by Legacy. *Not a real song* (They're my lyrics though, don't steal them, please.)
" Let's make things right. I want to apologize for how the way I've been acting lately. I just want you to know that I love you, and I hope we can put this behind us and get through it together.
Yes, I know I did wrong, and I apologize for that. You had a love that was so strong, and I admire you for that.
I was the first on your mind and The last you would hurt. You picked me up when everybody put my name in the dirt.
Baby, Do you remember all those times, that I would hold you at night. Cause I remember all those times that you would have my back.
I spent these lonely nights thinking about how crazy Id be To let go of the best thing in the world that has ever happened to me.
All the tears I made you shed, and all the lies Ive done said. Bae, I wish I could take it back cause you know I didnt mean it.
I tore your heart into pieces, I don't deserve another chance. So If you don't take me back, I will understand.
Just take a look in my eyes and erase all of the past. Cause girl I wanna create a future with you that will forever last..."
Shawny walked in startling everyone but Chris. I walked out the Booth and Chris stood.
Me: "Wassup? What she doing here."
Shawny looked at Chris puzzled and the other guys and then me.
Shawny: "You set me up?"
The guys laughed and then Chris spoke up.
Chris: "Yo, you two need each other man. All you two talk about is each other. All your music is because of the shit you two been through together. If you don't love each other, than I don't know who do."
We both took a deep breath and she walk towards the door as I walked towards the Booth. Chris grabbed both of our arms.
"Stop this childish shit, man! D you a grown ass man, we don't run away. And Shawny you are a woman, stop trying to be your own man. It's been 7 whole months and it's like you two just broke up yesterday. Im tired hiding shit from the both of you, you two need to communicate and work shit out."
Shawny: "He got his girl, Im straight."
Me: "She doing better things with her life, she don't need me. I got a family anyway."
Shawny whole expression changed. Her eyes glistened and her lips quivered.
Shawny: "She's pregnant?"
Chris mugged me while Mike and Aug looked shocked.
Chris: "You never told her?!"
I felt so ashamed of myself.
Me: "I didn't think she would care, to be honest."
Shawny: "Why the fuck wouldn't I care!? I love you and you know I do! The only reason Im not with you is because you do stupid shit like this! I still wear this necklace you gave me last Year and there's not a day that I took it off. I just hide it. I told you I hate you because I was pregnant and it hurt me. I felt guilty but then again I didn't because the next day, the baby was gone. You were gone too... What hurt me the most is that you uninvited me to my daughters birthday party, knowing I just lost that baby I was looking forward to seeing her. She's all that I have and I can't even see her anymore because of you and Cassandra. I hate you for that. So get out your feelings If you thought it was for No reason."
She shook her head and Chris let her walk out the door. He looked at me with anger in his eyes.
Chris: "Bruh, you fucking up."
I shook my head and put my face in my hands. I took deep breath and realised that I really hurt on purpose by accident whenever she hurt me.
Me: "I know. I just feel like we grew so far apart that it's almost impossible to get her back. She be acting so damn tough that I try to break that when really she already broken."
Mike: "Yo, go fix that."
Chris & Aug: "Now!"
Me: "Iight, damn. Im going."
I rushed to my Jeep and hopped in. I was on my way to Shawny house when I decided to call Kacey.
Kacey: "Hello?"
Me: "Get Maria ready, Im coming to pick her up."
Kacey: "Why?"
Me: "Just do what the fuck I just said. Now, she better be ready when I get there."
I speed my way to her house, thinking about what the Hell I am doing. Suddenly, old feelings and memories came back to me. Something I've been holding back forever. A tear ran down my face as I thought about what she just said to me in the studio. I can't believe I did what I did to her. I really love her. But I got Cassie...
What do I do?
I made it to Kacey house and grabbed Maria with her baby bag and everything. I put it in the car and strapped her in.
Me: "You wanna go see step mommy?"
She shook her head and I wanted to cry. I remember Shawny was her favorite person. Since I kept her away from her for 6 months, she forgot about her. This shit is all my fault.
Maria: "I want Dada!"
I chuckled and kissed her on the cheek.
Me: "You not gone want me when you see you other mommy. Her name Shawny, can you say Shawny?"
Maria: "Shahhnee!!"
She giggled which cause me to laugh. A lot of things she do and faces she make, she get from Shawny. I honestly think that's what helped me cope. That's Shawny twin and it ain't even her daughter.
We pull up at Shawny house and all the lights are out. Her Pink Range was still there though. I parked in her driveway and turned of the car.
Me: "See, this step mommy house. Not that thotty Cassie or ya mammy. She taught your momma how to be a lady. She gone teach you too."
She looked like she understood me but you will never know. I unstrapped her out the car and grabbed her bag and headed to the door. Looking like a desperate Daddy, I hold her and bags on my shoulder as I knock on the door.
Shawny: "Coming!"
Shawny opened the door with fresh tears and puffy eyes in the silk robe I bought her.
"My Baby! Come here, princess. I love you and miss you with all of my heart. You done got so big, mamas."
She squeezed and kissed her all over. Maria was so happy and she kissed back. That was a love child. I just sat in the door way and watched. A tear hit my cheek and I caught it. They look so beautiful. Shawny looked at me and grabbed my hand.
"Thank you so much. I really appreciate you doing this for me. You don't know how hurt I was because I couldn't see her."
She cried as she held Maria.
Me: "Here's her clothes and stuff. She can spend the night."
She pulled me into the house I locked the door behind me.
Shawny: "You didn't have to do this, D"
I pulled her close by the waist as she held Maria on he left shoulder. I caressed her left cheek and kissed her passionately. She tried to pull away but I can't resist her lips.
Maria: "Oooooh!"
I pulled away from her lips And kissed Maria on the forehead. She giggled and hid her face.
Me: "She get it from her momma."
I was referring to Shawny she rolled her eyes and playfully smacked me.
Shawny: "Whyd you do that infront of her?"
Me: "She know who you is. She can tell on me all she want. I ain't ashamed of you. Now come give Daddy a kiss."
Maria turned around and kissed me on the cheek as I was going for Shawny lips. We all laughed at the little connection we had going on.
Shawny: "You are a trip."
Me: "Babygirl?"
It was the sadness in the name that caused Shawny to know that I was talking to her her.
Shawny: "Yeah?"
Me: "I love you."
She smiled and bounced Maria on her shoulder while rubbing he'd back as she fell asleep. I lifted her chin with my index finger and gazed onto her eyes. I kissed her forehead, nose, and then her soft and sweet lips more passionately than before. A moan escaped her lips and she pulled away.
Shawny: " let's go lay her down. Bring the crib downstairs. Im not sleeping up there."
Me: "Can I spend the night too?"
She bit her bottom lip and nodded.
Shawny: "Yes, you may."
I did as she told me to and we laid Maria down in the crib. She slept peaceful and Shawny kiss her cheek. I love how she does my baby. I wrapped my around her waist from behind and kissed her neck.
Me: "I never missed you so much in my life. This time, can we please have make up sex. All of it is bottled inside me and I like wanna tear your insides whenever I see you."
She laughed and popped me in the mouth. It hurt and I wanted to pop her ass back but I had a better Idea. I picked her up and threw her in the couch. I pulled off my shirt and kicked off my shoes.
Shawny: "No, Maria is here and you have a girlfriend."
I can care less bout Cassie. I just wanna know If that's my baby or not.
Me: "So, she sleep and I'll break up with her tomorrow If it makes you happy. Besides, I love you and you know that baby."
Shawny: "Um, No. Im not having sex with Maria in here. & No I won't take her upstairs cause we are responsible of her. Now, that girlfriend situation. Im not sure about. I know you were mine first but it don't feel right."
I pulled out my phone and called Cassie.
"What you doing?"
Me: "Cassie..."
Cassie: "Yeah?"
Me: "We're done. Im coming to get my shit tomorrow. If I find anything missing, misplaced, or broken. Me and you are going to have a problem. You hear me?"
Cassie: "Yes, I hear you. But-"
I hung up. Shawny sad there speechless. She straddled me and put the most adorable expression on her face. I bit my bottom lip pulled her in close by her waist and massaged her ass.
Shawny: "You coming home?"
I smacked her ass really her and she moaned on accident. We both began to laugh and eventually led to us kissing. When I shifted to her neck, she let out a soft moan.
Me: "Yes, Daddy is coming home."
She giggled and blushed. I continued to suck on her neck and give her hickies as I massage her ass. Once her moans became too loud, I stopped and pecked her lips like 10 times.
Shawny: "Wanna watch a movie?"
Me: "Uh uh, I wanna watch you."
I winked at her and she blushed. That's cute how I can still make her blush.
"You're so fucking beautiful. I fucking love yo yellow ass. But forreal, put in OUR movie and let's go to sleep. I wanna stare at your face all night.
She laughed and got up to put Think Like a Man 2 in the DVD player.
Shawny: "You a creep ma nigga"
Me: "So." I said sticking my tongue out at her.
She jumped on me and sucked my tongue. I don't know how she think it cool to take my moves but she doing it all right. She tried to get off me and set the covers on the bed but I held on to her hips. Im such a freak, I can get her to bounce on top of me without knowing it. This was the best view a nigga could have.
Shawny: "Im not about to have sex with you. Maria is right there."
Me: "Come on, Bae. Can I just stick the head in?"
She smacked her lips shook her head.
Shawny: "Hell, Nah. That's a trap."
Me: "Baeee, I love you meanie"
Shawny: "Can you give me a booty massage?"
I bit my bottom lip and squeezed her ass.
Me: "Only If you ride afterwards."
She giggled and blushed before the movie started. She jumped up to play the movie and stripped into her red lace VS bra and panties. I managed to keep my hands to myself. She told me to get off the couch so she can set it up. When she set it up, I changed into my basketball shorts and sat on the couch. She straddled me from behind and laid on my lap. Her ass was in my lap and she leaned on her pillow to face the movie. She done set me up for this shit. I pulled her In closer by her thighs. I slipped my hands under the lace boyshorts she had on and I began massaging her ass. She began moving her hips in a circular motion that caused me to get harder. I used my thumb to play with her pussy through her panties and moaned and reached for my hand but I smacked her ass.
Shawny: "Bae, Stoooopp!"
Me: "Shhh... Maria is sleep."
Her right cheek started to get rosey and I ain't talking about just her face. I rubbed the spot I just smacked and smacked it again but harder. I chuckled as she tried to get up but failed cause I held her hips until she calmed down.
Shawny: "Nigga, Imma kill you If you smack my ass again. That shit hurt."
I kinda like making her mad like this, it makes things so much more fun.
Me: "I just might do this more often."
Shawny: "Nooo, you bet not. You lucky you stronger than me."
I chuckled and started to massage her ass again. I can see the glistening in her panties I can't help myself but to pull her panties down and insert 2 fingers inside her. She arched her back and gasped as If she been waiting for me to do this.
Shawny: "Ahh... Mmm.. Baby, we can't be doing this."
I twirled my fingers inside her and rubbed her clit.
Me: "Want me to stop now?"
She shook her head and I smirked. We never did has sex but I gave her, her little treat. After I was done, I cuddled on the couch facing each other and she snuggled her face under by chin. I rubbed her back as me laid there just enjoying the moment.
Shawny: "Bae?"
Me: "Yeah?"
She scooted up to be on face level and looked me in the eyes.
Shawny: "Why do our love have to be so damn complicated?"
Me: "Because we are two stubborn mfs. You can't take the stupid shit I do and I don't like your attitude but regardless, I will only love you, Babygirl."
She laughed and nodded in agreement. We rubbed noses and kissed passionately. After making out for about 10 mins, Shawny cuddled back under my Chin and I rubbed her back.
The next day...
I woke up to No Shawny, No Maria, and No clothes besides these basketball shorts. I look all over the house ain't realize that we do have a play room in the back. I walked to the play room and they didn't notice me watching them. Her and Shawny had on matching pink and purple outfits with the pink and purple custom made Jordan's. Im guess this was part of her birthday present.
Shawny: "Yes, Maria you're step mommy bestfriend."
Maria: "I wuv you shahhnee."
Shawny: "I love you too, princess. Don't you forget it. Tell ya Daddy he ain't got nothing on you."
I smile as they laugh and giggle. Maria keep trying to get her to tickle her and of course Shawny gives in. Maria pulls out a book and spots me in the door way.
Maria: "Daddy!"
I scoop her up and hug her.
Me: "Hey big baby!"
I tickle her until she gets tired and sit don't next to Shawny. I Peck her on the lips.
Me: "Good morning Babygirl."
Shawny: "Good morning, Daddy"
I sat down with Maria in my lap as Shawny read the story to her. I swear this is the best moment of my life. Im so happy to be doing this right now, I got butterflies.
Me: "I love you."
I peck Shawny on the lips and kissed Maria on the forehead.
Me: "I love you too."
We sat in the play room holding hands and spending time with Maria. Everyone was happy I was most of all.
This is a dream come true...
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I purposely made this whole chapter De'Mario POV.
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