Chapter 13 : Ride or Die Pt.1

Tony's POV:

That nigga caught me slipping. He's a lot bigger than me and much stronger. I was eating his punches at first but he clipped my chin and I nearly KO'd. My boy E jumped in to help me out and that's a real nigga. We was going at it for what felt like forever. D jumped in and snatched Eric off the bitch that I was fighting. I thought he was my nigga. I was tired of this shit and pulled out my peice to let this nigga know I got the heat for his ass. When I pulled it out, he tried to grab it out my hand and I accidentally pulled the trigger. I forgot the safety was off. (I took it off when I thought some niggas was trying to roll on us earlier but it turned out to be D.) The nigga caught the bullet in his stomach. I don't think he felt it cause he kept fighting. I heard screaming and Eric was pulling me away. The next thing I knew, I felt sharp nails that I could mistake for knives puncture my face.

I shot another bullet.

Eric: "Yo, what the Fuck you doing!!"

De'Mario's girl got a good grip of my hair and yanked me down kneeing me in the grill. I dropped the gun and she sent a right hook into my left eye.

Shawny: "BITCH!"

She started clapping my shit and I tackled her ass. We fell onto another girl who was bleeding prefusively and gasping for air. I seen Kay Kay on the phone crying and pacing back and forth in the back room. I heard a baby screaming at the top of it's lungs. I also heard children's voice crying out for their mother. I began to feel guilty for what I just done. Eric was holding D back from charging at me and killing me for hitting his girl. She fighting like a man so Imma beat her like one. I tried to pin her down but she elbowed me in the forehead.

Tony: "Ahh, Shit! D get cho girl!!"

He smirked and clenched his jaw. I honestly feel like Imma die today, Im fighting for my life. I reach for the gun that was now under the couch and she kicked me in my side with everything she had in her. I stopped breathing for a second and continued reaching for the gun.

Eric: "Dawg, don't do it."

Once Eric noticed what I was doing, it wasnt too long before D caught on and stomped on my fingers as I grabbed the gun. He kicked me in the side of my head as If it was a soccer ball and everything went black.

Kacey's POV:

911: "911, what's your emergency?"

Me: "A fight broke out in my living room and I heard gunshots and now theres blood everywhere."

911: "Okay, Im going to need your location and your name."

I gave her all the information and shut the door. As scared as I am, I try to keep the children quiet. I feel so bad for the twins because they don't know what's going on, they just can't stop calling for their parents.

Mia's POV:

I can't explain the way Im feeling right now. I honestly can't feel anything. All I want to do is breathe. Holding on to my baby's hand I try to pray to keep him awake. I managed to lay next to him and give him a kiss. He's saying his goodbyes and how much he loves me and the kids but I can't let him go out like this. Its just so much blood! Shawny and D came over to help us keep the bleeding at a minimum. D & Eric carried James to the bathroom. Shawny sat me up and I slowly got the ability to breathe. I cried on her shoulder and she sung to me. I reek of blood and look pathetic. I believe I was shot in the chest because It hurts to breathe. Thats where the blood is coming from too. Im a small girl, I don't think I could hold on much longer. Im starting to get sleepy and began to close my eyes.

Shawny: "Nuh, uh. Girl, don't sleep on me now. You gotta stay up. Stay with me Mi Mi. It's gone be Alright."

Mia: "But I CANT!"

I let a tear fall and she held back her tears. She staying strong for me and I appreciate that.

Shawny: "Yes, you can. You're stronger than you think. James needs you, Josh & Jermany needs you, I need you. Come on! This will all be over Soon, just fight it. You gotta fight. Im fighting with you."

She's right. I attempt to get up and fall back down but Shawny helped me back up. I want to see my man. I told her to take me to James and she guided me there. I opened the door to see James sitting on the toilet holding a towel soaked with blood to his stomach. He looked drained and dead already. I burst into tears and wrapped my arms around him.

Flexx: "Bae, I don't want you to see me like this."

Me: "No, Im not leaving you. Im not going anywhere baby, Im right here."

He kissed me and let me go.

Flexx: "I said, I don't want you to see me like this. I love you and the kids. If I don't make it, I want you to take care of my babies and that includes you. Don't go back home alone, D said he got you."

Im not ready for this talk I don't want him to go. I want him to take me with him.

Me: "Baby, Don't. Don't do this to me. I can't live without you, I CAN'T!"

Flexx: "Yes, you can because Im telling you to. I need you to be strong for ME. If Im not here, I need you to make it seem like I have never left, you hear me?"

I nodded.

"No, I need you to tell me so I know you understand, Do you hear me?"

Me: "Yes baby, I hear you."

Flexx: "Good, now gimme a kiss and stop crying beautiful. How you fe-"

He coughed really hard and he threw up alot of blood. D and Eric had the bucket ready for him. It's killing me on the inside to see him waste away right infront of me.

The paramedics were right on time. They placed me, James, and that nigga that shot us in stretchers and carried us away. I just pray that one of us makes it.

The next morning...

I opened my eyes to a bright light. When my sight adjusted I seen, Shawny & D by my side. Shawny had a surprised look on her face and drew me in for a hug. She cried of joy and told me how she knew that I was strong. I smiled and remembered that I didn't come here alone.

Me: "How's James doing?"

Shawny's head dropped and D took a deep breath. I knew what was coming and I began to tear up.

"He didn't make it, did he?"

Shawny shook her head.

Shawny: "No, Mi Mi. He didnt. They said he lost too much blood."

I told her to just give me a hug because I know how hard this is for her too and we're both trying to be strong. She pulled away and fake smiled at me.

Me: "Thanks, yah. I really appreciate you two being here for me and that other guy."

Both: "No problem. Its what we do."

Me: "How long yah been here?"

Shawny: "Since you got here."

Me: "Damn, Yah really did that for me? Awwww, Im gone cry yah. Im good now, though. Go home, take a shower, do some couple shit."

D: "We good, we'll stay until they say you can leave. They're releasing you today If you stay awake for atleast an hour.

Yayy! I get to go home today. I don't want to be stuck in this hospital. Im sad but I can't let that get to me. Im don't finna go through depression with my children.

De'Shawn's POV:

Im highly upset about the whole situation. To be honest, I feel the shit was my fault cause If I wouldn't had said anything, nothing would have happened. Tony bitch ass was put into custody, after he woke up from that coma my Bae put him in. Im done crying now, I mean I have feelings. I just can't be sad anymore. That mothafucka killed my Sis and my damn cousin. I don't give a Fuck No more. Im on my heartless shit now. Im clapping niggas on sight If shit get out of hand, I don't fucking care. DIE bitch.

On some real shit, though. I feel as if I bring bad luck to the people I care about. Its like Im being punished but don't know what for. I need to watch my back and my baby's.

The hospital released Mia and D drove us back home. Eric & Kacey was watching TV in the living room with the kids. The kids screamed in joy to see their mommy. I thought it was so cute. They asked where their daddy was at and I felt bad to hear her excuse.

Mia: "Daddy got a new job as an angel. He'll be watching over you at all times but he won't be coming back babies... But he said he loves you and he wants you to take care of Mommy, & uncle D, and tee tee Shawny. Promise me you can do that, Okay... Don't cry, you're Daddy's little soldiers and Mommy's entire world so keep your head up. You wanna go draw him something?"

Poor babies. Poor Mi Mi.I hope I dont ever have to deal with something this with De'Mario. A tear fell from my cheek and I hugged her before Eric let her take them in his room to draw.

The gray carpet was cleaned and looked brand new.

Me: "Eric, nice job with the floor."

Eric: "I told you, I got it."

D: "Good looking, Cuh"

They dapped each other up and spoke for a moment about some smoke. I dont smoke but I know a thing or two about it. De'Mario & I decided that we should take a shower. We let the hot steaming water cover our bodies as we cuddled. D captured me in his warm embrace with his muscular arms. With his face in the crook of my neck, I felt him sigh.

Me: "What's the matter, Daddy?"

I felt a smile grow on his face and his soft lips traced my neck. I closed my eyes.

D: "Mmm.. nothing. Just thinking, Babygirl."

Me: "About what?"

D: "Everything.."

Me: "Yeah, I feel you. I try not to think about it. You know?"

D: "Mhmm, *Kisses my neck* I love you, Ma."

Me: "*Giggles* I love you too, Daddy"

We continue with our shower and enjoy each others alone time.

After our shower, we did our hygiene shnizzle. (I just had to say it) D & I decided we wanted to wear matching outfits so I pulled one that I bought us when he was away. We had matching basketball Jersey.long sleeve shirts and white true religion jeans. On the front of the Jersey read LOVE in big bold white letters and had a floral design on them with a black background. On the back of mine it said "I'M HIS" and his said "SHE'S MINE". I put on my all black converses and he put on his tims. He likes my hair curled, So I did that and put on my black bandana. I can look like a hood chick most times. I dont like being girly girl. People always thought I was a lesbian. Nah, Im just THAT bitch! Shit, I look good even when Im not trying. My baby do too. I braided 5 french braids with his dreads and he put his bandana on too. Ooh, Bae looking smexyyy. He put in his black snake bites and a diamond nose ring. We both had our noses done but on different sides. His eyes stand out the most and I swear I cant stop looking at him. I began to play with my necklace.

D: "I need a blunt right now."

I don't smoke but I know he only does it to clear his mind so I wanna talk to him while he does it.

Me: "Bae, can I come?"

D: "Yeah, come on"

I strut in excitement as we left cause usually he would say No. He sat on the top step of the porch while I sat with my legs close to my chest laying up against the railing facing the right side of his body. He reached in his pocket for a box.

Me: "Bae?"

D: "Huh?" He said looking up from rolling up the blunt he finna spark up.

Me: "Do you ever feel like, youre the reason why shit goes wrong around you?"

D: "*Puffs blunt* Shit, All the time.*Blows out smoke* I feel like I was the reason why my dad left... the reason my mom was on drugs.. I know its my fault she died. Shit... *Puffs blunt & exhales again* Im just bad luck."

Me: "I thought it was just me. I mean, All my life I thought that if I stay to myself, the less problems I could cause. But its like no matter how good things may seem, trouble always finds its way towards me. Im the reason my dad hates me, the reason keisha gone, and I know Im the reason why my cousin is dead. If Im not bad luck, I dont know who is."

D: "We come from two different lives and are two different types of people. Thats crazy how much we have in common. All my life, I thought it was just me. Like, I had nobody to ride with. No partner in crime, No friends, nothing. I mean, I had homies that I chilled with but that was just business, you know?"

Me: "Yeah, it is. Shit, I feel you. Even though I had friends to keep my mind off of things, I was so sheltered in the house that I still felt like I was in prison. I lived in a house of 10 people and still felt like NO ONE knew who I was except for myself. It's like No one could see what I was going through. I started to feel ungrateful because I felt that way."

D: "Babygirl, You have everything I ever wanted in a women. History. If you know where you came from, you know where you going..."

He looks down at his phone because he just got a text message and put away his blunt.

"Come on."

Me: "Where we going?"

He stood up and without a word, walked to his red Jeep, I followed behind him hopping in the passenger seat.I don't know why he won't answer my question but I won't say nothing about it just yet.

The ride to our destination was silent, the suspense had my head sticking out of the window until D rolled it back up. I sighed in anticipation as we pulled into a back road that lead to a huge driveway. The warehouse was black with a white roof and the only entrance was in the back. D parked on the side of the building, Which made our ride out of sight. He checked all his surroundings before looking at me.

D: "Listen here, No matter what you do, do not leave my side. Don't speak unless spoken too and or without my permission. Just stay quiet and listen to EVERTHING I say and do. What you see, hear, smell, and do in here, stays in here. I don't want you to, but right now, I don't think I have a choice. This is grown man shit, Dee. I need you to be on ZERO games. Can you do that?"

Staring darts into my eyes, I can see how serious he is, very clearly.

Me: "Yes, I can do that."

D: "Good, girl."

He kisses my lips before getting out the car. He locked everything up and took a hold of my right hand, interlocking our fingers. As he opened the door, my lungs were filled with smoke. I coughed for a moment until I got used to the smell of weed. We entered a room full of niggas and a few females. The females were obviously hoes and they barely had clothes on. Once they noticed a presence in the room, they all turned to look at us, even though I could argue I was the main target. My grip tightened on D's hand and he knew that I was feeling uncomfortable. I hate it when niggas stare at me like that.

D: "For yah information... While you staring like you want her. This is mine. Peep her out, it even says it on the shirt. This is my girl and it will be like that forever so whoever got something to say, say that shit now before it's a problem lata on. Dont touch her. Don't stare at her. Don't even speak to her. Point blank period, No exceptions."

Everyone: "Yess, Boss."

I was surprised how much control he had over them. They like literally turned their heads and said "Yes. Boss" I think I got great taste in men. He takes me to another dark room and it smelled weird. It was like 20 niggas making shit I would never be taking. I raise my eyebrow at D and he smirked.

D: "I warned you."

He took me to another room, and this one was the darkest of all. In order to get to the room, you had to go down a flight of stairs and walk down a creepy concrete hallway that was freezing. The door the the room was heavy and on the inside, there were No lights, No chairs, No tables, nothing. He took me to a door that lead to another room and I gasped. The smell was overwhelmingly disgusting and what I saw, just might traumatize me for life. I see tall and thick concrete was divided 50ft into 5 parts on each side of the along "Dungeon". In each section, there were a chair, shackles, and empty potato sacks. Everywhere you turned there was a nigga guarding.

Me: "D, what is going on?"

D: "What did I tell you? This is the moment we don't speak."

I Shut up and he brought me to the end section. This one, had someone in here. From the way his body was built, he looked only a little older than me, but probably my age.

"Remove the sac."

My heart just stopped and now it's in my stomach. I can't cry but I can manage to find out what the Fuck is going on. Why the Fuck is my brother tied up and beated up. This man is in his draws, on a metal chair, on a metal floor, with a shackle connecting his foot to the chair and the chair to the wall. His arms are tied around the chair and he has ductape on his mouth. He's shaking so bad, I cant concentrate. D demands his guards to take the ductape off, and Jr gasps for air. I reach in to hug him but I know what D told me.

Me: "Bro,-"

Jr: "Sis, dont worry. Im doing this for you. You remember I love you, and would never hurt you. This is all part of the plan. Me coming up missing will send the back up hit men after you. Theyve been watching you for a while now and they WILL find you both and kill you."

Me: "So, youre sacrificing your life for me? & how would they know so much about me?"

Jr: "Yes, of course. Youre my fucking sister. Blood or not. But I dont know where they are getting their information from. I do know we were sent on this mission to bring you back dead or alive. They gave us both adresses."

This is some crazy shit. How the fuck did they find both of our adresses and who is telling them my information if they live in Michigan. I wonder who would want me back.

Me: "This shit aint adding up. Who sent you?"

Jr: "Sis, you know I can't tell you that."

Me: "Tell me!"

Jr: "I Can't! "

I was furious at this point. Ready to kill my big brother. Over a fucking name. I got a good grip of his neck. I even made sure my stiletto nails nearly punctured his skin.

Me: "Now, I will fucking kill you right here, since you wanna be a fucking opp. So, TELL ME!!"

JR: "Okay, okay! Your step mom sent us after you. But your dad wants him dead."

My heart heart has just been dissolved by my stomach acid. I don't want to hear No more. I just want to know where they at, so I can give them what's coming to them. But first, I need to clear my name up. Them mfs that's been watching us need to go.

Me: "Df? Alright. I swear, I can never get away from this bitch. I should've killed her when I had the chance. My dad a bitch ass nigga for putting that hoe before me. Im coming for that ass, though. Believe that. Its fucking over."

I began shaking and D tries to calm me down. I want to cry so bad but I don't have the heart to do it anymore. I snatch away from D and storm off. He yanked me back.

D: "Shawny, calm df down. I ain't do shit to you, so don't be snatching away from me. I know you upset and we'll take care of that but don't just be doing stupid shit like walking away from me in a fucking basement full of niggas."

I looked around feeling stupid and I walked closer to D. He kissed my forehead and wrapped me in his arms. I buried my head in his chest while I took a deep breath to calm myself.

Me: "Bae, I don't fucking know what to do anymore. It's like I never left that damn house. No matter what I do... I just, I can't. Baby, I refuse to let her ruin my life."

D: "I got you, Babygirl. We got business to take care of, you can't be lashing out like that. Be smart about this, cause like he said, there are mfs out there watching us. We get caught slipping, and thats gone be our ass."

I took that in minds and nodded in agreement. I walked over Jr and stared him in the eyes. How do I know he really wasn't going to kill me? How do I know this ain't just a set up? Cause there are still people looking for me. Jr probably is a decoy.

Me: "Jr, who did you come with? I know they ain't send you here alone."

Jr: "Matt, Devin, Rico, & RJ. Me & Rico was sent to murk De'Mario & everybody in his house. The rest was sent for you. They still don't know its your house, they just have the address. They at your house right now waiting for you."

Hmmm... I have an Idea. I can play with this a little.

Me: "Okay, I'll let them take me. As long as they don't kill m-"

D: "Are you fucking crazy?! You really think Im finna let you do that?"

Me: "It doesn't matter, cause Im still finna do it."

D: "No df you not. We'll talk about this later. I knew I should have never brought you into this."

D doesn't understand all this shit is because of me. This is my battle and he just treating me like a child. I am a grown ass woman who can stick up for herself. Im going to let them take me, so I can handle this beef with my step mom, myself. First I need to know how do they know where I stay and D stay. Who would be that- Oh shit. FUCK! Kacey. I knew that bitch was setting us up.

Me: "Nah, fuck that. D let him go. Imma need his help. We need to get Mia and the kids somewhere safe. That bitch Kacey been setting us up since day 1. Youre dumb ass would let her. We got some unfinished business before I take a trip back to Michigan."

D didnt even ask no questions. He just did as I said and we all rushed to the vehicle. D sped off to the house. I didnt even bother opening the door carefully. The moment I see Kacey's face, I was fired up. I asked to take her on a lil ride, alone. She hesitated at first but agreed. D gave me his pistol to have just incase, something pop off. I hopped in my pink range and Kacey rode shotgun. I had no destination besides to get as much information as possible from her.

Me: "Soo, Kacey. If thats even your name. Why are you here?"

Kacey: "I told you, I was here because Ton-"

I parked the car by the edge of a cliff. She didnt even know I was going up a mountain. I looked her dead in the eye cause I know shes playing a role.

Me: "Im not stupid. I heard what you said. I want to know the truth. Now, Imma ask you again. Why are you here?"

Kacey: "I just want you to like me. I want Legacy in my daughters life..."

I pulled out the pistol cause I dont wanna hear that shit. If I want answers, I guess this is how Imma get them. I point the gun directly in her face. She froze like a statue and began to look pale.

Me: "You wanna lie to me again?"

She gulped and began to cry.

"Ohh, did I scare you? Maybe, I should take the safety of-"

Kacey: "N-n-n- No! Okay, okay. Roger sent me. Ive been working for him since I met Legacy. He told me to split yah up so they can get you when youre weak. He wants to take over Cali and Hes doing his nephew a favor by kidnapping you. With Legacy dead, you wont have a reason to come back and with you gone, Legacy wouldnt be here anyway. There, thats all I know! So, please dont kill me. I'll even tell you where he at just let me go back home to my daughter."

I smirked. Aint that some shit. My own family plotting against me. I put the pistol down began to drive back home. This bitch lucky she got my step daughter ,otherwise I would have murked her bitch ass.

Me: "Stay yo ass in the house. If you leave the house, I will find you and fucking kill you. Im not playing with you and this is not a game. When we get home, Ill have D handle yo ass."

Thats his baby momma, I dont know what to do with that bitch. I might kill her on purpose by accident, ma nigga. She looks out the window relieved that I didn't hurt her. I laugh to myself, how scared she was.

Kacey: "De'Shawn Im so-"

Me: "Iiiiiiiiii don't wanna hear that shit. Fuck you. We are not on cool terms right now so just Shut the Fuck up and enjoy the ride."

She remained quiet for the rest of the ride. When we got back home I told her to go in the room with D. He looked at me like I was crazy but he did it anyway. Of course he would. But that's none of my business. On the other hand, I need to handle some business. I tell Jr to ride with me to go pay my "Uncle" a visit.

We pull up to an abandoned warehouse that looked like the one in the video James showed me. I tucked my pistol in my belt, My knife in my shoe, and my blade in my mouth. Jr was already prepared and that's what's up. Before we hopped out the car, Jr grabbed my arm.

Jr: "Sis, I got you. If anything pop off, just go. I got this."

Me: "Noo. Bro, this is my fight. I need to handle this myself."

Jr: "Not always."

With that being said, we got out the car and knocked on the nearest door. The door flew open and a whole crowd of people were posted in position pointing Their guns at us. My uncle and his son stood in the front.

Uncle Roger: "You're late. Come in."

Shit.

I always get myself into some shit. Two men grabbed me and another two took Jr to another room.

Uncle Roger: "Check them and then bring her to my office. Throw him in the basement."

One light skinned dude had another tie my hands behind my back. He pulled me close to him grabbed my ass. I let a tear fall because I've never been so scared in my life. I've been raped before but now that I know what it is that he's doing to me, I cant take it. He dropped down to his knees and checked my ankles finding my knife. Feeling on my thighs and around my waist, he confiscated my gun. While telling everyone else to clear the room, he began to unbuckle his pants. When he knew that we were alone, he picked me up and threw me on the couch. As I struggle getting up out of bondage, he kisses all over my body. He removes my shoes and my pants. Trailing his lips into my inner thighs, I cry for some type of hope. I tried to close my thighs but he pointed his gun at me and called someone in here to watch. Prying my legs open, he pulled out his member. I squirmed and cried to try to avoid what was about to happen but he liked the fight and force himself inside me anyway. I screached in pain and attempted to push him off of me. The more I resisted, the deeper he went. I could feel him tearing my insides up. I cried at the top of my lungs. Calling for Jr to help me, De'Mario to help me, my own uncle to help me, but most of all, my Daddy to help me.

De'Mario's POV:

All this time, Ive been getting set up by this bitch. I don't see why niggas so threatened by me. I may be the youngest nigga running shit but damn, hop off a nigga dick. So, now Im sitting in my room talking to this hoe.

Me: "You a fucking bus down ass bitch. If them nigga so much as touch my girl, Imma have her handle your ass, and thats on my momma!"

Kacey: "Well, you better get to it. Cause they probably got her by now. But it's alright baby cause you'll hav-"

SMACK!

The bitch fell to the floor. I dragged her by the hair and told Eric to watch that bitch before I kill her. I don't mean to have him doing two jobs at once but Shit. My girl is the only thing thats on my mind right now. I hop in my red Jeep and speed my way to the spot that what looked in the video that Flexx had showed me. I tried calling her phone but she left it in my car. Shit. Im hoping and praying that my baby okay. I will never forgive myself If something goes wrong. I swerve my way towards the drive way and heard a females voice screaming my name. Instantly, I knew it was my girl and I will never forget the horrid sound of that. I skidded as I recklessly stopped where the screams were more clear. Hopping out the car and slamming the car door, I cocked my glock and raced to the door, kicking that bitch in like I was the police. The nigga jumped up and grabbed for his gun as a nigga shot at me but missed. I murked both them bitches and ran over to Shawny. Rage and guilt took over me. I can't believe I let this happen to her. I take her exposed body to my car and covered her with a blanket from the back. We were both speechless and couldn't even look each other in the eyes. I kissed her forehead and told her to lock the doors and lay down in the back seat. I slowly enter the warehouse again and opened a door that had three niggas in the room. One grazed my arm but I got all head shots. I continued to the next room to find it was empty. I searched the rest of the warehouse and noticed that I was missing something very important. I walked back to where I first started and went through the other door that was in that room. Them niggas was high asf and ain't realize that I was finna make them eat these fucking bullets. I even grabbed one of their AKs and sent all them mfs to hell. I proceeded to the corridor that lead to two doors. I could see a nigga guarding on the other side of one door and I sent shots right through there. When I seen his body drop, I followed through with my mission. Finally, I see the nigga I came here for.

Me: "I see shit ain't sweet No more. You really thought you could get rid of a nigga, & then you tried to kidnap my girl. Your niece I should say. Now, tell my momma I love her, Bitch."

Right before I pulled the trigger I heard a gun cock and connect with the back of my head.

Voice: "How about you tell her yourself?"

I was finna drop the AK when I heard MY gun cock and Shawny's voice.

Shawny: "Or YOU can join HIM."

I don't budge because Im focused on this nigga at the desk but I smile to know she got my back, that's why I love her.

Me: "So, what's it gonna be? Cause this nigga ain't leaving out here alive."

Shawny: "I advise you to go join your Daddy over there cause you ain't leaving either."

The nigga that was once in my trap dropped the gun and joined his father. Shawny shot the first bullet and I shot the last. I looked over at her fragile body and could tell she was still weak. Im surprised she put some clothes back on. I pulled her in for a hug and put my face in the crook of her neck planting a long kiss.

Me: "Babygirl, Im sooo sorry."

Shawny: "It's okay but it's not your fault. What happened, happened. There is nothing else left to say. Im used to it. Just know, you rescued me. & for that, you are my hero. I love you sooo much, now let's finish this business."

She's used to it?

I was speechless once again and followed Shawny to the last door. We entered the basement to find 3 more niggas. I handled them niggas while Shawny untied Jr. I swear that nigga jinxed himself today. Once Shawny took the tape off his mouth, he kept apologizing for not doing anything when that mothafucka was raping her. They were recording it on camera the whole time. I grabbed the tapes and set them bitches on fire. Including this whole damn building. We rushed out and I walked Shawny to her car and made sure she was okay to drive. I kissed her before shutting her door. I fucking love that girl man, she don't even know she a thug at heart. How can she be that strong? I had Jr ride with me as we followed behind Shawny back to the house. When we made it in the house Shawny went straight for Kacey dumbass for setting her up to get raped and kidnapped. Shawny paced back and forth as she called for Kacey.

Me: "Bae, calm down."

Shawny: "Shut the Fuck up, De'Mario. Im not in the mood right now to be spoken to. KACEY BRING YO BITCH ASS OUT HERE. IF I HAVE TO COME GET CHU, YOU GONE BE COUNTING SHEEP FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE!"

Damn, Bae a G. I really didn't know she had it in her but she had it all. Eric threw her out the room and continued to watch Mia and the kids. Im proud of my nigga doing this for me, I owe him. What nigga do you know take care of somebody else's wife and kids when he should putting in work? Kacey stumbled as she got up from the floor. The moment she was eye level with Shawny, Shawny jabbed that bitch in the grill with her right and hooked that bitch with a left. She then grabbed her by the neck and lifted her in the air, staring her dead in the eyes.

Shawny: "Bitch, I fucking told you what time it was and you steady testing me. I should fucking kill you cause you not getting the message. I will fucking rip your vocal cords out and the only way you'll ever get to talk to Maria would be in sign language, keep testing me."

She dropped her and Kacey began coughing and gasping for air while on her knees.

"Now, get your shit and get the fuck outta my house. Don't worry about Maria cause she'll be in good hands."

She looked at Shawny with tears streaming out her eyes pleaded her to let her take Maria and shell never bother us again. Shawny looked at me cause It's not her baby to say anything.

Me: "You not taking her no where. Maria is staying, you can go."

Kacey: "Nooooo, please! You can see her every weekend."

I nodded and shooed her off. She packed her stuff and I spent some time with my babygirl before she left.

Me: "See you this weekend, beautiful"

I kissed her forehead and gave her to her momma. When they left, I was relieved. I mean, I'll miss my daughter but her momma is a fucking drama queen.

Shawny called everybody in the room for a meeting. The kids were sleep so we laid them on my bed as we talked. Mia hugged me and Shawny really tight and told us she missed us, shit we missed her too. She gone be hurt If she find out about what happened earlier to Shawny. Eric held her hand on the low but I ain't say nothing. Im just glad She's finding a way to be happy again. I tried to put Shawny on my lap but she pulled away and sat next to me. Then wouldn't even let me touch her. What the Fuck did I do?

Shawny: "Okay, well since we are done with our business up here. I think it's best that I go and have a talk with step mother."

Me: " If that's what you wanna do, Im coming with you, Bae."

Jr: "Me too."

Mia: "Yeah girl, Im down with you."

Eric: "Im down for whatever."

Shawny: "We'll let's get to it. We leave first thing in the morning"

With that being said everybody parted ways. Shawny & Jr had asked me to take us to Shawny house to let the other niggas know. Jr said he couldn't see the van that they rode in so he asked Shawny to Check the house.

De'Shawn's POV:

I opened the door slowly to be snatched into the house the door locked behind me. I heard a familiar voice.

Voice: "De'Shawn?"

Me: "Devin?"

He took off his skii mask and shook his head. I laughed cause I knew he didn't know what he was dealing with.

Devin: "Ayee! Yah can come out. It's Shawny."

All the boys came out the cuts looking like fools. I chuckled at their expression. I gave Dev a heart warming hug cause lord knows I miss my boy.

Devin: "Im missed your lightskinned ass, why you go MIA on us?"

Me: "Long story."

I hug the rest of the boys but the one I missed the most was Rico. He nearly cried. Him & I go wayy back. He used to be my boyfriend until our friendship became too strong to mess up. I made that choice cause the way my household is set up, I wouldn't be able to keep a boyfriend. He was always there for me, anyway. If I wouldn't have left Michigan, that's who I would be with today. I hugged him for a while and kissed him on the cheek.

Rico: "Babygirl, I been looking all over for you. Why didnt you tell me you left? I thought something happened to you. You never returned my calls or my texts."

I wanted to cry when he said that cause I usually talked to him off my sister phone, not mine.

Me: "Im sorry, Rico. I was just going through alot Plus you know how my parents are."

Rico: "Hell yeah, but give me another hug. I fucking missed you, girl."

We had a good conversation before we parted ways. I offered to let them stay in my house until the morning when we go back to Michigan. They didn't reject. I went back to the car and let Jr out to stay at my house and went back home.

Returning back home, I decide to take a bath alone. I done had a long day and Im not feeling to good. I tried to hide it since the incident, but right now is the time I cleanse myself. Ive been in pain for hours and drained out but I managed to keep that from showing. Being violated like that, changed the way I think, feel, and probably even speak. I feel dirty and afraid D will never want to touch me anymore. I go into the bathroom and lock the door behind me. Preparing my bubble bath, I chill in the bathroom alone. No music, No words. Just the sound of the water streaming out of the faucet and filling the tub. Once my bath was complete, I removed my clothing and covered my body in the warm bubbly water. As the water touched my inner thighs and in-between my legs, I winced at the pain. A tear fell from my eye, Im officially broken. I began to feel warm and my body suddenly felt drowsy. I closed my eyes to escape the pains. I feel a sharp pain in my abdomen and everything instantly went black.

De'Mario's POV:

Shawny has been in that bathroom for a while and I wonder what's she doing. I don't hear the shower running and it's making me worry. I strip and throw on some red basketball shorts and decide to Check on my baby. When I tried to open the door, it was locked. I knocked and I got No answer. I knock again and still No answer. Afraid that something was terribly wrong, I kicked the door down. I stormed in to find Shawny laying in blood stained water. I panicked and yanked her out of the water and spread her across the floor. I wrapped her in a towel and called for Mia and Eric. They rushed by the concern in my voice.

Eric: "What's wrong, B?"

Mia: "Oh my god, What happened?"

I couldn't even speak because the words I wanted to say were only for her. At this point I had given up. Bringing her into my life is killing her and it's getting out of control. Eric sat next to bed confused. Neither one of them knows what happened earlier. Mia called the ambulance with fear and anger in her eyes.

Eric: "What the Hell happened to her? She's breathing still but won't wake up."

I really felt uncomfortable telling them the whole story but I trusted them enough to know. The moment I told them, they came over to me and held me tight. If I haven't cried before, I know I was crying now. I just let the tears fall cause a nigga is hurting.

Mia: "It's okay D, everything will fall into place sooner or later. You just have to stay strong."

Eric: "Yeah, man. Stay up. I hate to see you like this. We here for you, dawg"

I closed my eyes and rested my head in my hands as they rubbed my back. I continued to sit right next to my baby until the ambulance came. I never left her side, I wasn't going to either. Who would have thought that I would be back in this hospital tonight? Only this time, the weight's on me. When we arrives to the emergency room , I waited in the waiting area until they say I can see her. Im so anxiously pacing back and forth that I didn't even see how much support I had with me. Mia & Eric gathered everybody and they were here. The kids were sleeping on the benches and Jr and them were up here. If I didn't know better, Id say I have a family now. Just when I thought things couldn't get any worse, Kacey walked in holding Maria in her arms. I wonder why the Fuck she is here and really want to strangle the shit out of her but Im too worried about my girl right now. Everyone gives her an awkward stare as she made her way towards me.

Me: "Im not in the mood to talk to you right now. Get out my face, and leave me alone."

She had a concerned look on her face and tried to grab my arm but I swerved her ass.

Kacey: "I just came to say Im sorry. I don't know what happened but I hope things get better. I brought Maria, I thought maybe she would make you happy. She been crying for you all day anyway. Im not here to start No trouble, Im just being a good mother and came here to support you just like everybody else. Mia called me. I know what I did was wrong and you probably don't believe anything that comes out of my mouth anymore because I have lied that much. But, I am truly sorry. I hope you can forgive for this one day but for now I'll try to redeem myself. You're a good man and you have a good woman that loves you. I can see that you love her more than you love to get paid. Im sure that when she wakes up, you'll be the first person on her mind and the last before she goes to sleep. Through all the bullshit, that's all I wanted with you and I was pushing too hard. You had already made your choice. I know that you were just the job but I had real feelings for you. You're a cool ass person and you always made me feel good about myself. I just want my friend back, I think we all should just talk this out. This shit has gone too far and I apologize for causing all of this. Im taking full responsibility of my actions. Im just a girl that fucked up. Nothing more. Look at me, Im pathetic. I have nothing else better to do but watch my daughter. No friends, no love, no family really. Just me and my daughter. Ive been fucking up since I met you and the shit kept back firing on my. Karmas a real bitch."

She wiped the tears out her eyes and sniffed. I aint gone lie, I appreciate her doing that cause she had a nigga thinking it was his fault. I dont know whether I should forgive her or not but I do know that I dont trust her at all. I will let her try though.

Me: "You good. I mean, not good but Ill let you know. Thank you though."

Kacey: "Okay, Ill be over there."

She walked away and slowly but surely my heart began to race again. I was back to pacing back and for any info on my girl. About 15mins later, a female nurse approached us. She was black with mocha skin and looked in about her 30's.

Nurse: "Smith family?"

Me: "That's me."

Nurse: "Boyfriend?"

I nodded Yes and she wrote something down on her clipboard.

"Sir, when was the last time you and Mrs.Smith had sexual intercourse?"

I smirked cause I know this bitch don't really think I would have raped my own girlfriend.

Me: "A year ago, why?"

Nurse: "Well, she was raped."

Me: "That is why I brought her here, Mrs. Obvious. Can I see her?"

Nurse: "Im afraid we can't do that."

Me: "Why not?"

Nurse: "Well, She's been put in an induced coma due to internal bleeding. Her vagina was torn and knocked out of wack. You'll have to wait until the morning to see her."

I really don't like this fucking lady. I want to punch her in her throat.

Me: "I don't care If she was going through surgery, I wanna see my girl, NOW."

The nurse took a deep breath and told me to follow her. The moment I made it to her room, I began to tear up. The Nurse told me If I wanted to, I could stay. She just doesn't want anybody else in here until the morning, though. I kissed Shawny on her forehead and sat in a chair next to the hospital bed holding her hand. The lights were off and there were No one else in the room except for me and her. I was deep in my thoughts when my cheek caught a tear. Soon they became waterfalls. In the middle of my cries, I kissed her forehead, her nose, then her lips. Hoping that like the sleeping beauty she is, she would wake up. But nothing happened. Im stuck here, with her lifeless body, hoping for a miracle...

De'Mario is in a hopeless state right now and need some answers. Hes gonna spend the night in the hospital next to the love of his life and prays that she wakes up. Out in the waiting room awaits 11 people including the 3 children that are here to support these two. They are not alone. What will happen next?

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Damn, James is gone Yah...

Do you think they found a family?

How real is that?

Should Kacey get another Chance or is she playing games?

What you think is going on with Eric & Mia?

How'd you like that lil moment with Rico?

Is Shawny hood or Nah?

De'Mario really loves her, huh?

Awww, poor baby

Shawny's step momma better watch out!

Rest in Paradise James Hill

Stay tuned for Part 2 of Ride or Die.

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