•Mai saas leta hun, Teri khusboo aati hai
Ek mehka mehka saa, Paigaam laati hai....•

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"Meri Besharmi abhi tak tumne dekhi kaha hai Riddhima. The day you see how shameless I am, you'll run hills and that's a promise.... "

He said before locking both of her arms above her head. She gasped at his sudden action. What was he upto?

Holding her wrist tightly above her head, he leaned much closer to her liking. Her breath hitched in the throat looking at his pupils that were dilating and turning into a shade darker. Her mind alerted her to escape but her body refused to move. She felt as if her body was paralyzed. 

Unable to comprehend anything, Riddhima tried to struggle in his hold, which in turn made her face more closer to him...

Taking a deep breath, he tried to calm his inner monster that wanted to claim the messy beauty in front of him right now and there.

His thoughts evaporated in thin air as her smell filled his nostril acting as a last hammer on his self control.

That was it-  His self control snapped.. Pushing her against the plywood of door, he leaned further and At that very moment his lips fused with her. Smashing his lips of her, he began kissing her. Whereas Riddhima felt like ground slipping beneath her legs. Her thoughts were silenced by his taste.

To say she was shocked is an understatement. The moment his lips touched her cherry lips, her mind went numb. She stood still like a ghost with pale face and widened eyes not knowing what to feel, what to do, how to react.....

Her breathes became heavy when she felt him brushing his lips on her and then pulling her lower lip in between his teeth. She wanted to stop him but her body remained paralyzed.

It was getting difficult for her to Stand still on her legs. Her toes curled up and she felt as if she would fall any second.

Vansh tried to insert his tongue in her mouth. When she did not provide him access, he grew impatient. Leaving her hands, He brough his arm down and snaked it around her waist pulling her closer to him.

Her bossoms crushed against his hard chest making her gasp. Holding the back of her neck with his other hand, he pulled her hairs slightly making her crane her neck...His toungue slipped into her mouth as her lips parted And Before he knew, he was kissing her hungry and intense...

When she didnot make any attempt to struggle in his embrace, he left her hairs and brushed his fingertips at the back of her neck... Supporting her neck with his hand, He deepened the kissed. Like an enthusiastic kid, His tongue explored every corner of her mouth. After playing for sometime with her tongue, His teeth nibbled her lower lips while she stood like a zombie...

Her breathe was getting irregular. She felt as if someone was sucking oxygen out of her lungs. Her eyes closed as a throbbing sensation travelled down to her core. She wanted to push him but her hands suddenly felt so heavy to her.

He wanted to kiss her untill her knees give in, but the fact that she wasn't kissing him back hitted him hard. Dettaching his lips abruptly from her, He moved back and looked at her...

Whether it was her heaving chest that screamed for his attention or messy hairs that he wanted to run his finger through or swollen lips that were tortured by his teeth or her eyes that were closed tightly or her hand that was clenched into a fist..... Everything about her was driving him crazy. He was afraid if he didn't stop himself right now, he might end up doing something he would regret later....

"Get out right now..."

He yelled looking angrily at her. When she didn't react, his anger rose....

"I said Get the hell out of my room... Right now. Leave"

He screamed making her flinch. Tears rolled down her eyes as the realization of what had just happened dawned upon her.

Wiping the tears with back of her hand, she ran out of his room...

"Fuck"

He cursed under his breath pulling his hairs. What did he do? How could Vansh RaiSinghania behave like a typical horny teenager? Why does he always lose his self control around her?
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Riddhima's POV :-

Locking the door of my room from inside, I sat on the bed. Everything that happened felt like a bad dream to me. This can't be true... I might be hallucinating... Yes, I was hallucinating. Why would Vansh ki... Kiss me? He hates me, right.

Yes ,He hates me. Nothing happened Riddhima. Whatever you felt was just your imagination. He didn't kiss you... Okay?

"Ahhhhh ..."

No, this can't be a dream. Whatever i m feeling right now can't be a dream... My swollen lips can't be a dream...

Pulling my hairs with my hand, I screamed.

How dare he? How dare he kiss me without my permission? What does he think of himself, huh? He ruined my first kiss. If he thinks this act of his is acceptable, then no. He is wrong.

Getting up from the bed, I pushed the bathroom door and entered inside. Turning on the wash basin tap, I leaned down and cleaned my lips with the tap water.

I shut my eyes. And all that I could see in front of my closed eyes was his face so close to me, his teeths chewing my lips.

My eyes jerk opened as the kiss we shared flashed in front of me....

"No... This is not right...."

Rinsing my face with some more water, I looked at myself in the bathroom mirror.

My fingers automatically landed on my swollen lips. I clenched my eyes as my fingers made their way to my swollen lips. Lightly Tracing my lips with the pad of my thumb, I rested my head against the adjacent wall... I was feeling as if his lips were still on me... Why am I imagining him?

Is this how it feels to be kissed? I don't know what I'm feeling...

"Matarani, yeh ho kya raha hai mere sath...."

Dejected, I spoke looking at the ceiling....
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Vansh's POV :-

"What did you do Vansh? Shittt... You messed up a big time. "

I murmured pacing in the room....I know I did a grave mistake. I should have controlled myself.

Should I appologize? What should I say?

"I...I'm Sorry Ridd...."

I tried to say when realization hitted me hard.Wait what?  Where did it came from?
How can I even think about appologizing someone.

Vansh RaiSinghania and apology? It's impossible.  I won't appologize.

And why Should I appologize? It was just a heat of moment. And even she enjoyed it.

I reasoned to myself.

"Whom are you kidding Vansh?" My conscience mocked me.

Fuck. It was clearly a forceful kiss with me kissing her like no tomorrow whereas she was just standing like a zombie.. Lifeless.

She didn't even react.  Why didn't she react? How the fuck could a girl not react when I was kissing her? This.. This has never happened with me before. I was told by many that I'm a good kisser. Then why the fuck did Riddhima not kiss me back? How the hell on earth could she freaking control herself, especially when I was kissing her passionately?

Wait, does she even know how to kiss?

What a stupid question? Obviously, she must  be knowing. It's not like this was her first kiss. I'm quit sure that she has pretty good previous experience.... But Then why didn't she kiss me back.

But what if this was her first kiss. What if I was her first kiss?

I questioned myself pacing around. This girl is confusing me. I don't know what happens to me when it comes to her. I feel like I just can't stay away from her.

Does she feel the same way I feel whenever she is around me?

I pulled my hairs in frustration...

What the hell is happening with me? Vansh RaiSinghania ,You have never been this restless before. Then what happened today? Why this girl is constantly on your mind? Why can't you just stop thinking about her?

Get a grip on yourself Vansh....

I scolded myself..This needs to stop. And I know it won't stop unless I talk to her.

But what would I say?

Don't think much Vansh. Just Go and say I'm sorry. That's it.... It's not that difficult right.

Go, Say Sorry ,and come back. Simple...

Yes, you can do it.....

With a determination, I rolled the sleeves of my shirt and walked out of my room. I have to talk to her... Whatever happened was a heat of moment... It was not intentional. And she needs to understand. I just don't want her to play "abla naari" card.

I was passing through the corridor, when my eyes fell on her... She was coming in the same direction typing something on her phone. As soon as her eyes met with mine, her moment halt for a second.

Fear supressed and Anger overtook her. She looked up at me flaring her nostril... And just when I was about to take a step towards her, She turned back and ran to her room...

What the....  I cursed under the breath.

Taking long steps, I strode towards her room and before she could lock the door from inside ,I pushed the door forcefully making her startle.

"You.. You get out...."

She said trying to sound brave while taking a step backward....

Looking at her, I completely forgot what I was there for.

She repeated  her words making me chuckle. So, the girl who can't even speak a sentence properly in front of me will kick me out... Interesting. Very interesting.

"What if I don't?"

Though I just wanted to appologize her but I challenged her... I don't know why but I wanted to know what would she do...

"You won't? Why ? This.. This is my room"

She spoke taking a step backward.... I could clearly sense the fear in her eyes. And that was bothering me. Why is she always scared around me? I know i did few horrible things in past, but till when she'll keep the grudges against me.

"But this is my house. And...."

I replied with a smirk while pocketing my hands.

She looked scared.

"And what? Huh?"

She asked taking a step backward. I felt like laughing at her innocence... Is she really innocent or loves to act innocent, this is still a mystery for me.

"And even you are mine"

Her mouth agape hearing me. Shock was clearly written on her face ..... Oops, looks like I have offended her. Huh. As if I even care.... Do I?

"What rubbish...."

She replied flaring her nostrils in anger. Can she stop being such a cute angry cat? I'm a man and not any saint to not get affected by her.

"Come on Riddhima. You are going to be my wife. Sooner you accept this, better it will be for you. "

I said with a smirk. It was necessary to remind her that she can't ever escape from me. She has to bear my presence even if she don't like. Escape is not an option for her.

Though Riddhima knew Dadi has fixed her alliance with me, But still she didn't made any move to break the alliance. This is confusing me. Why didn't she try to talk with Dadi or someone else in the family?

What's with her? Does she even know what she wants?

"Do ...Do you hate me so much that you want to marry me?...."

She dared to ask the question that was running even in my mind from the time Dadi put the marriage proposal in front of us.

Why am I marrying her? I have dated so many girls before, but the thought of marriage has never crossed my mind before. Then why am I marrying her? Marriage....Why isn't this word sounding foreign to me anymore?

"You hate ne...then why ?"

Her voice reached octave.

Hate? No, I don't hate her... How can I hate her? Wait a second, Why can't I hate her? What's wrong with you Vansh? From when did you became so fickle minded?

"I....."

I moved forward. She widened her eyes in horror.

Gulping in fear, She immediately took a step back....

"Hey, where are you coming? Stop there right now, or else"

She said putting up the brave facade.
What has gotten into this woman? Wait. She did remember the kiss. I should have guessed by the way she was biting her lips all this while.

I wanted to laugh at her. Poor girl. Her face is clearly indicating how much she is scared of me right now yet she has guts to threaten me... Me?The Vansh Rai Singhania...

"Else what?"

I spoke in a dangerous tone taking one more step towards her... Now even i'm eager to see what she'll do.

She stepped back again...

"Else...else"

Looking around , her eyes were finding something. I Don't know what.

"Yes. I'm waiting"

I said with attitude crossing my hands. I came here for appologizing her. But didn't know the person I was going to appologize is such a clown.

With that red nosetip of her which gets reddened whenever she is crying, She looks so cute..... Cute clown, I must say.

What the heck are you thinking Vansh? Control yourself.....

"I... I'll break this flower vase on your head."

She threatened picking up a vase from the adjacent table. She thought she could hurt me with this tiny thing....How stupid... Someone please tell her that it's just a flower vase and not a nuclear bomb.

"Go ahead... Who is stoping you?"

I said casually taking a long step.. She frightened and moved back immediately.

"I'm serious. Mere paas aaye to Mai...mai sachme tumhara sir phod dungi... "

As if I will fall for her words. Her scared face is clearly telling that she can't even hurt a fly. And she is talking about hurting me. Bewakoof lagta hun mai?

"Phodo. Yahi tumhare samne khada hun"

I stood straight cross armed in front of her. For a second she was taken aback. 

"Mai...mai sachme..."

She said throwing the flowers of vase on the floor. As her hold around the vase tighetened, I took a step forward.

"Aaaahhhhhhhhh......."

She cried when the edge of the hit the back of her leg hardly, making her stumble. In a blink of eye, I reached near her. My hands encircled her waist inorder to support her. She tried to push me making both of us to lose balance due to sudden force.

We both fell on the bed with me on top of her...

I looked at Riddhima who was beneath me closing her eyes as if praying god to save her back...

For a second, I just couldn't stop staring at her face. She looked so angelic. But the hair tresses falling on her face obstructed my  view. Gently tugging them behind her ear lobe, I absorbed the sight in front of me.

How could someone look so innocent and hot at the same time?

She opened her eyes and looked at me scared...

"Uth..uthiye mere uparse"

She spoke trying to push me with her tiny hands. But I didn't made any attempt to move. For some reason, I was liking this. I was liking the way her bossom were crushed against my hard chest. I liked how her dreamy eyes reflected my face.

I was liking the way her lips were moving continuosly as she was saying something. I just couldn't pay attention on her words.

"Get....."

She was going to say something but I shushed her covering her mouth with my hand .

"Chup bilkul. Hilo mat. Kabse bole jarhi ho. Agar abhi ek sabd bhi bola to...."

I shouted pressing my palm more on her lips.

"To?...."

That was all she could manage to say because what he said next shook her to core....

"Mai tumhe phirse kiss kardunga. "

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Precap - Vansh's realization +bakika  same like previous epi.
Will edit in morning.
A/N :- bohot Neend aarhi bye😪.